"You may actually develop a second personality. All in all, if you want to solve this problem once and for all, you are not allowed to intentionally induce negative states in subsequent sessions."

Dr. House's tone did not allow for rejection, so Qingyi could only nod. The other party was worried and asked: "Do you really understand?" []

"I understand. It's just that without 'blackening', I can't solve the problem of 'substitution' and 'letting go'."

This sentence was unclear, but Dr. House understood it quickly. He frowned and thought for a while before saying: "'Substitution' is easy to understand, but 'letting go' seems to involve Eastern Zen."

"I want to hear your opinion." Qingyi said quickly.

"Okay, anyway, it's related to your treatment. When it comes to 'substitution', we must first talk about RPG (role-playing game). Of course, I don't mean rocket launchers. In role-playing games, players have to take on the perspective of the protagonist.

Then gradually promote the development of the plot, which inevitably overlaps with the characters. The better the plot and the richer the characters, the easier it is for people to feel immersed in the game. Many people can’t help but fall in love with the game characters. This

It’s an early form of ‘substitution’.”

"In today's games - especially online games - the creation of the protagonist can be completely based on your wishes. Maybe the character's image is similar to your own, but it is still just a virtual person and cannot be completely consistent with you. You must

'Substitution'. For example, a five-foot-tall girl has to play a six-foot-tall orc. In "Qian Kun", the more people know how to 'substitute', the freer they are and the more they can enjoy the game. They are like actors.

, you know, every veteran actor will take every scene seriously. By the way, in my heart, Brosnan is James Bond, and the others are just low-level agents pretending to be James Bond.

"

"However, your 'Bone Tyrant' is a special case. It seems that you have made changes to adapt to the new role after rebirth. In fact, the dark side of your heart has been brewing since childhood, but it has always been buried deep in your heart.

You were awakened only after the 'Doomsday Confrontation', and are surprisingly consistent with your character. In fact, even if you become not an undead creature but a Loch Ness monster, your dark side will still explode. So.

, your 'letting go' cannot be achieved by just talking. Your psychology must be restored to a healthy and normal level before you can overcome the psychological shadow. Repeatedly inducing your own heart palpitations is not an ideal therapy."

Qingyi nodded in agreement.

Dr. House looked at the clock and said: "Okay, while there is still some time, why don't we continue the topic from last time? For example, the problem of murderers?"

"Ah, yes. The 'Bone Tyrant' is a murderer. Basically, everything that appears in front of it will only die. But I don't think it can be entirely blamed on it, because it is also a part of me... equivalent to a soul fragment.

.Even before it appeared, I would have done some killing as a matter of course."

"for example?"

"Oh, it's very common, like stepping on cockroaches that are running around the kitchen, or swatting mosquitoes that are buzzing around. I find that it's not just me, everyone doesn't seem to feel guilty about killing bugs."

Qingyi pressed his hands together hard, imitating the movements of swatting mosquitoes. "Humans also invented the fly swatter."

"Those are pests. They all cause harm and must be killed."

Qingyi smiled and said: "I seemed to have the same thought when I killed pregnant women in the game. Those who obey me will prosper, and those who go against me will perish. The ruthlessness of the 'Bone Tyrant' can be seen clearly. As for massacring the city, it is not because the citizens are capable of harming the city.

, it’s just that I want to expand the army.”

Dr. House stared and wanted to say something. He held it back for a long time before he said "Wow", and then he couldn't laugh or cry.

"This is 'substitution'. My character is an undead creature, so I cannot think with human values ​​​​and cannot use human emotions as a standard of judgment. I am a despicable person standing in a mountain of corpses and a sea of ​​blood. I am selfish and selfish by nature.

He is ruthless, and all he wants is profit, and of course he will do whatever it takes to achieve his goal." Qingyi grinned and held up four fingers: "I think all the known kings of the undead are like me and have some kind of danger in human nature.

tendency, otherwise they will not be able to secure the throne. Take the guy sitting outside as an example, he is qualified enough to join our ranks. Who would believe what he says all day long, 'I am a good person'?

?”

"But, I'm looking for another way." He suddenly changed the topic: "I don't want to kill anymore. Maybe I could disembowel pregnant women calmly at that time, but when I think about it afterwards, I feel very uncomfortable. When I changed

When I return to myself, I will hate the 'Bone Tyrant' even more, but I have to rely on it. I have had enough. I want to change myself, wash the blood off my hands, and turn back to the June sunshine.

.”

Only then did Dr. House smile: "Yes, I heard from my nephew that you accepted Sara Monroe when you had a huge advantage and were willing to give up the land instead of taking the opportunity to invade. From the geographical environment, you will

There is no chance of fighting other countries. The 'Bone Tyrant' would never make this decision."

"How to put it, of course I know that killing or controlling all Salamoneros is the best option, but I can't do it. I can destroy Orquila, I can send troops to Astante, I can fight with Seru

Vega has a head-on fight, and I can also challenge Big Bow, but Sara Munro is the only... pure land that I will never touch. I also decided that when Sara Munro is caught in the flames of war, I will lend a helping hand for free.

.Maybe you will think that I am hypocritical, but I know that I am not."

Qingyi raised his head, looked at the ceiling, and said: "I want to do something that has nothing to do with material interests. Do you know? The relationship between people closely revolves around the word 'profit', until I severed my ties with my teammates.

Relationship, I always thought so when I was walking decadently in the sea of ​​bones. But I finally know that there are always some people who are not close to you for profit. They point you, they enlighten you, and they are willing to spend their precious time for you. Back then, a

Old Skeleton helped me, and I still remember it in my heart. Not only him, but also Mrs. Green, Teacher Johnson, Baiye Liuguang, Yu Qingfeng, Jiang Huahuo, Du Diluo and the guy sitting outside, they all helped me sincerely

. Showing kindness requires something in return, but helping without expecting something in return. I thank them for their help. If I agree with the 'rational people' statement that they help me to feel happy, I still have to be grateful to them."

"Giving roses to others will leave a lingering fragrance in your hands. As long as you know how to be grateful and repay the society with kindness, your mental state will definitely be adjusted. Again, I am not completely denying the dark side of human nature, but if everyone treats the dark side of human nature as

If the dark side shows people, then this country will be finished a long time ago." Dr. House stood up and said with a smile: "That's it for today."

"Can I borrow it back to read?" Qingyi pointed at the comic book.

Dr. House folded the books in order: "Of course, but don't wrinkle them, otherwise my son will be so angry that he can't eat."

"Thanks."

"You are welcome."

When he came out, he saw that Black Fengrui was still playing with his iPad. Candies fell out of the screen, and the little green thing waiting to eat the candy made an annoyed sound. Black Fengrui cursed, and when he saw Qingyi, he conveniently put the phone into his bag.

He stopped and said, "Let's go eat, I'm starving to death."

Foodie. Qingyi sighed in his heart.

"Don't call me a foodie." Black Fengrui said.

Qingyi was surprised: "How did you tell?"

"Your expression betrays you." Hei Fengrui made a profile look and said coolly. "Didn't I tell you? If the city is not big enough, it will be easy for others to see through your mind. Let's go."

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Sitting in Moxiang Tower, Qingyi talked to Hei Fengrui about "nourishing Qi" again.

"So you know how to fight? Others are asking for gods, but you are asking for the inner demon." Hei Fengrui joked while flipping through the comics. He always curled his lips when reading, as if he was reading with a hand.

It’s like a literacy album: “What’s so great about Japanese swords? Chinese swords are so powerful. If I could draw, I would have to draw a comic about Chinese people using swords to save the world. Of course, I just won’t save Japan.”

"Let's first treat qi nourishing as a high-level spiritual therapy." Qingyi didn't pay attention to the second half of the other party's sentence. He grabbed the comic and forced the other party to participate in the discussion: "You said I'm not suitable for qi nourishing. That's because I'm not suitable for qi nourishing."

It is very easy for me to induce psychological shadow during the process. But I need to nourish my energy, because only on that occasion can I calm down, feel and talk to the other side of me."

"But you are risking your life, do you understand? It is not necessarily the case that only knives, ropes, and hard objects can kill people. There are also many people who are scared to death and die. When people are in a state of tension, I don't know if it is due to some hormone in the kidneys or something else.

Any surge can easily lead to insufficient blood supply to the brain and cause coma. Your body is already weak, and you have to go crazy every three days. If you continue like this, your life will definitely be short." Hei Fengrui scolded unceremoniously.

"Short of your system, I have to cross this hurdle anyway. If I can kill it, that would be great." Qingyi's hand holding the water glass suddenly shook, and a little water sloshed out on his face.

The color of his blood became lighter, as if it was about to turn to bone white: "Oh, it seems that the other side of me doesn't like what I just said."

"You are invincible, just wait until you have a schizophrenia and enter a mental hospital. Do you want to practice nourishing your qi today?"

"No, I want to learn from the chef here, is that okay?"

"Okay." Hei Fengrui agreed smoothly, and then when he realized it, his voice changed: "You, you, say it again, what do you want to learn?!"
Chapter completed!