"I don't want it, I don't want it..."

"Don't do this, please, I'm so tired, I'm really, I'm really tired!"

"I'm not the best, I've never been. I'm just an ordinary person. I don't want to do anything, I don't want to evaluate professional titles..."

"Don't put pressure on me anymore, please, don't put pressure on me anymore!"

“…”

Liu Yu heard waves of begging.

In a daze, she thought...

It seemed that one night, she strangled her husband to death like crazy.

She didn't know where the power came from, but in short, she felt that her power was very strong...

Her husband is twenty years older than her...

She is a university professor, and then, she is just an ordinary psychologist.

Their combination was originally perfect, everyone was blessing her, and she felt that she had found a harbor that could be relied on and given her a sense of security, but...

This marriage seems to be unequal!

Her husband is becoming more and more famous in the circle, but she has always been a psychiatrist in a mental hospital...

She felt very at ease. She wanted to be a salted fish and felt that she would just work hard at home.

No one stipulates how women should behave, right?

but……

As the child was born, she gradually felt a sense of distance or estrangement that could not be described. She understood that her husband loved her very much, but from time to time she mentioned some words such as everyone was about to make progress.

Although her husband didn't say anything, she realized that she had dragged her husband back.

An honorary professor in China, while the other is an ordinary psychologist...

My husband can obviously get her closer through relationships, but my husband let her give it a try on her own...

"Come on, let's take the exam!" "Come on, give it a try, you can do it!" "Don't worry, no problem, just try it out." "I hope you can break through yourself. How can you know if you don't work hard?" "Don't lie down all day, today you have to review what you did today..."

She seemed to see a cage.

And this cage bound her, making her feel extremely desperate, and even depressed...

However, it cannot get angry.

Her husband has always been very kind to her, always smiled, always encouraged her, and even looked forward to her.

Even if she was lazy and wanted to lie on the sofa and watch Korean dramas, her husband smiled and said, "Look at these things less, look back at today's work, how are your professional skills?" "Did you make a case list? I think you should write down some experience and write an academic book." "You won't waste your life like this." "Come on! I think you can, your future will be very powerful!"

“…”

“…”

The TV was turned off!

Halfway through the movie with my best friend, my husband's phone number came over again...

"You have to work hard, you have to work hard!"

"You want to set an example for your child. If the child learns from you, will the child be ruined?"

"We don't have to worry about food and drink now, but we have to consider it for our children, right? We can't have such bad habits in our family..."

"I know it's very comfortable to be lazy, but then, what can you do in your life? Just take care of your children?"

“…”

Year after year, day after day.

Her emotions accumulated deeper and deeper. Then, the next day, she went to the hospital to see some patients with "strange shapes" thinking, and listened to them complain a lot, and then when she went home, she heard the sound of the child crying loudly. After finally finishing her work, she wanted to lie down for a while, but her husband's nagging came again!

She felt breathless, and she felt her spirit was about to collapse.

later……

In the first hospital transfer exam, she failed!

I moved to a hospital where my husband was not satisfied with.

She hoped that her husband could scold her or even beat her, but after she got home, her husband smiled at her.

"Come on! Keep taking the exam!"

"It's okay, keep going, just work harder..."

"Okay, I'll take care of you next..."

“…”

She wanted to refute, thinking that I really would forget it, but after seeing her husband's encouraging eyes, she couldn't say anything!

She was in extreme pain and was even extremely depressed.

She told her parents that they had never stood on her side, but complained that she had not worked hard enough and dragged her husband down.

Her husband is a professor, what are you? She wants to ask her best friend for help, but her best friend's husband seems to have cheated. She is in a very wrong mood. When she receives her call, she talks all day long with messy things...

She suddenly couldn't ask for help. In a strange hospital, all her colleagues seemed to be in various competitors. She had thought about finding a psychologist, but she was a psychologist herself. If her husband found out about her, her husband would definitely be disappointed...

She feels very sensible...

However, the more and more things accumulated, she was overwhelmed.

Then, they moved to a slightly remote community. Her husband had to do academic work, so he couldn't make a noise...

New community, new working environment, everything is new.

But, she was getting more and more broken!

On one night...

The child started playing with the ball when she finally fell asleep, and then fell down and started crying...

My husband walked in with a headache, but he still asked her to help with a smile, at least not letting the child disturb him...

The voice is soft and gentle...

But like a knife, at this moment, all the anger erupted hysterically.

She felt like a demon roaring...

"I'm so tired! I'm really so tired..."

"I can do it, please let me go, what can I do? I really don't want to work hard..."

"Don't impose your thoughts on me..."

"I really, really just want to be an ordinary person. I really never thought of being like you. Sorry... I can't be your soul mate, let me go..."

She suddenly begged.

The husband was stunned.

However, after seeing her begging, her husband hesitated for a while and then looked at her.

"If you don't work hard when you are young, you will regret it when you get old. Now, take advantage of your youth and fight..."

“…”

"ah!"

She felt herself suddenly rushing out uncontrollably, and then strangling her husband's neck with uncontrollable hands!

She roared angrily!

She shouted!

She was hysterical, like a madman...

No one heard it next door...

Because, there are no people in this community!

Then……

The child is crying...

She was crazy, her eyes were filled with tears, she wanted to tear all this apart...

Why, why do you impose everything you want on me? Why can't I choose my freedom...

Why!

All the suppressed emotions burst out.

After the emotions are completely outbreak...

The child's crying stopped.

The husband fell to the ground with his eyes staring straight and motionless!
To be continued...