night.

Deep.

Shen Lang left the Qin family and drove towards the company in Qin Yao's car.

He squinted his eyes.

Although he drank some wine, Shen Lang's mind was very clear.

In the car, countless thoughts flashed through his mind.

Today, things have passed by Shen Lang's mind.

About the Qin family, about the Zhou family...

These are all roads, and they are all smooth roads that will help Shen Lang avoid walking for many years.

Of course, the path you choose will be destined to develop in which direction you will definitely give up the others.

In fact, in the eyes of many people, Shen Lang is probably at a very unique time now, which is equivalent to having a very strong backer. Even in the future development, Shen Lang will definitely rise to the top and even reach a height that people can look up to.

But Shen Lang knew how much he weighed!

He knew that he was a moviemaker and the life he wanted to pursue was that kind of simple life.

Shen Lang understood the sentence "The greater the ability, the greater the responsibility".

However, Shen Lang did not want this sentence to become his own constraint...

In fact, the Qin family had very high expectations for him. Even Mr. Qin felt that Shen Lang should stand at a very high position and that the future should represent the peak of Chinese films.

Of course, Zhang Sheng, Yang Rong and others will also help Shen Lang reach the peak, and this help is completely from the bottom of their hearts.

Shen Lang could fully feel that Mr. Qin seemed to care for him by the elders and younger generations.

but……

Shen Lang felt a little uneasy about the peak.

The higher you stand, the more lonely you are, the more lonely you are, the more stressed you are...

Even you will become unfree, and even on many occasions, you must be serious and straightforward.

Why?

Because you are a representative figure!

He felt that he was just an ordinary filmmaker...

If you don’t have the ability, you won’t have to worry about food and drink. If you have the ability, do something for this country and let everyone know that this country is amazing!

But, he doesn't want to be a representative!

and……

What qualifications does he have to be the representative of Chinese films?

What is the hope of the future of Chinese films?

Do you need his representatives for Chinese movies? Even if he doesn’t make movies, will there be no one in Chinese movies?

No!

He just appeared at the right time. Not to mention Zhao Yu or other directors, he just talked about Qin Ren...

Shen Lang felt that Qin Ren’s talent in making movies was stronger than himself, and it would only take a minute to surpass himself in the future.

Everyone thinks they are amazing because they become famous earlier than Qin Ren. Then, everyone has an inertial thinking, thinking that Shen Lang is a genius!

Is it a genius?

A genius!

Can someone like Shen Lang, who almost couldn't finish his career in Yanying, be considered a genius?

Isn't this a joke?

"Shen Lang..."

"ah?"

"Can you tell me what you are thinking now?"

“I’m thinking about a lot of things.”

“For example, my family?”

"Um……"

On the road driving, Qin Yao naturally realized that Shen Lang seemed to be becoming a little lonely again.

Although he kept squinting his eyes, Qin Yao felt that Shen Lang's emotions seemed to be moving.

He is no longer the student who thought about playing games all day long, complaining to him about school in this and that, hoping to graduate early and return to his hometown...

"Did our family put too much pressure on you?"

"Qin Yao..."

"I'm listening."

"Suddenly I think it's really good that you appear in my life..."

Shen Lang laughed happily.

"Ah?" When Qin Yao heard this, her heart jumped unconsciously and almost grabbed the steering wheel.

What exactly is this person doing?

"Do you remember the first sentence we said when we met?" Shen Lang smiled slightly.

"I don't remember it very much. Do you think it's in reality or online?"

"Oh, I don't remember it very much... But suddenly I found out that we have known each other for a long time..."

"Yes, but you rarely play games later." Qin Yao nodded.

"A lot of things have changed. After graduation, everyone started to get busy."

"Yeah, yes." After saying this, Shen Lang looked at the starry sky in the night quietly and fell into silence again.

"You are okay, I feel like you are in a bad mood..." Qin Yao felt Shen Lang's silent appearance when the car was about to drive home.

"It's pretty good... People just don't know why, maybe they're old? Sometimes they think of something inexplicable..." Shen Lang still looked at the sky silently.

In the sky, the moon is already eastward, but it is still very bright.

In a few hours, the sun will rise...

"Shen Lang, I'm sorry..." Qin Yao bit her lip slightly.

"I'm sorry..." Shen Lang looked at the dim lights in the distance. "I actually have to thank you for helping me like this over the years... I probably thought about it. You secretly bought the hero skins of "League of Legends" before, right? I thought that these were really given by events, but after I went to the headquarters of "League of Legends", I realized that one would be given at most..." At this moment, Shen Lang seemed to have thought of something and suddenly burst into laughter.

"..." Qin Yao looked at Shen Lang.

Since she met Shen Lang, she seems to have never seen Shen Lang show such an expression.

Shen Lang leaned against the passenger seat and looked at the street lights moving backwards.

Although I'm laughing all the time.

but……

But I obviously felt a little strange laughing, as if I was hiding a very heavy mind.

I don’t know why I feel lonely in loneliness, but in loneliness, I feel extremely complicated...

Moreover, Shen Lang never said these words to her in such a very gentle tone, as if she was recalling her.

At this moment, she felt that she seemed to be closer to Shen Lang, but after one step closer, she realized that Shen Lang seemed to be in a very far and far place...

And that place seemed very desolate.

"Sorry, I suddenly said these messy words..."

"It's okay, I can listen..."

"I just... sometimes feel lonely, sometimes I wake up at night and want to do something, but I don't know what to do... Sometimes I want to make a phone call, but I don't know why, and I don't know how to call... I suddenly missed homesick!"

The car stopped.

Qin Yao stared blankly at Shen Lang who was silently looking at the sky.

In the past, my eyes were filled with all kinds of spiritual energy and depth.

But now, there seemed to be only confusion in his eyes.

"Shen Lang, I actually..." Qin Yao took off her seat belt and hesitated for a long time, as if she had made a decision, looking at Shen Lang.

"Um?"

When Shen Lang heard this, he turned his head and saw Qin Yao's expression as serious as ever.

Then……
To be continued...