"The essence of this world is dark. In my opinion, the entertainment industry is full of various transactions. Many female celebrities are glamorous on the surface, but in fact they don't know how many breasts are behind them... Many male celebrities are pragmatic and have tough guy characters, but behind their backs, no one knows which rich woman is keeping her..."

"For example, the entertainment industry in Korea..."

"Then it's the director's casting... Do you think the director's casting is actually very formal and compete for acting skills? No... many things are the ending of capital games. There are so many dead supporting roles in Hengdian. Do you think they have no acting skills? Do you have no appearance? No, I don't think so? But, after Hengdian has been running for so many years, what are the real successes? There are only a handful of them?"

"In essence, this circle is like that... many people who are more handsome than me are not good at making it, let alone me..."

"Being a person, you have to be more realistic... Of course, even in Yanying, I can't be a powerful person. Look at Zhao Yu, how powerful Zhao Yu is? He has both good character and academic performance in all aspects. Not only is he talented, but his family background is also good..."

"I am not self-deprecating or inferior. The main reason is that I have no interest in directors, no interest in acting or singing, nor am I interested in standing on the stage, glamorous or otherwise... If Yan Ying has waste, why can't it be me? Who stipulates it? You just listen to some things just as joking."

"So, my goal is very clear. It doesn't matter whether you want a diploma or not. If you can finish all these years, you can finish all these years. Let's talk about it after finishing all…"

“…”

“…”

In the chat history.

Shen Lang seemed to be a cynical literary youth, revealing many black incidents.

Then, we came to the conclusion that no matter how hard you work, the ending cannot be the starting point of others, and it is better to live a life earlier.

certainly……

There are also some slight feelings about those who work hard.

In fact, after reading the chat records, Qin Yao did not feel uncomfortable, but felt a deep sense of sadness. In fact, Shen Lang's words revealed a deep disappointment.

Freshman to sophomore, until now...

Shen Lang seemed to have completely changed!

He had definitely experienced something, and these things gave him a major blow. Then, his whole body went from emitting sunshine to full of complaints and disdain, and even had many prejudices against this circle, as if the whole circle was full of monsters...

but!

What happened to him?

According to Qin Yao's understanding, there seems to be no change in Shen Lang.

His academic performance has always been very good, and many people have a good impression of him. At the same time, he is also a very hardworking person.

but……

Why did he suddenly become like this in a year?

No, it’s not a year, it’s like a moment, this person has changed.

I started skipping classes, failed subjects, often played games late at night, and then played all night...

Many times, Qin Yao asked Shen Lang indirectly what was wrong...

Then……

Shen Lang answered, that was, "I figured it out!".

then?

Then there was nothing.

Later, the Zhao Yu mentioned by Shen Lang became more and more famous in the circle, and Shen Lang gradually changed from a potential seed to a few kings who failed the science...

graduate……

It seems to be a long way off.

later……

The two are still playing games, but the two talk about the future less often, just playing games...

One day later, she heard a sentence from Sister Zhang...

"I have a student with dreams... He is in a very difficult situation now, but he is a capable person. If one day he meets you, I hope you can give him a chance... I saw his eyes re-emitted..."

There are always many shining points in a person's life.

At Chekore's concert, she met Shen Lang.

He pretended to be listening very seriously, but looked around again, obviously waiting for someone...

His eyes always squint, as if there were many things hidden.

He seemed to have changed again, no longer like the person with a hot-eyed look she used to be, nor like the "trash person" who said all day long that the entertainment industry is so bad and how hard he works, he is useless.

At that moment, he was a person who was unwilling to give in and was working hard.

She knows who he is waiting for.

Then……

She suddenly pulled him up and stood up by a devil.

Later, when facing Chekore, Shen Lang's expression was also very calm, and he was not as panicked as he imagined...

Later, she found out that he was a very good person who talked about things, but actually had a very high emotional intelligence, especially when he thought about human nature.

He really worked very hard. By chance, she saw him sitting on the ground drinking mineral water, as if holding a notebook, looking for movie publishers, and then he was rejected one by one, and continued to move forward afterwards...

One was sitting inside the cafe with air conditioning, while the other was sitting outside, sweating...

There was a moment when Qin Yao felt that she admired such a person very much.

Shen Lang seemed to have changed again, climbed out of the abyss and formally stepped into this circle in his way.

His heart is extremely strong, as if any difficulties are in his eyes, and just like that, any ridicule is a nutrient in his eyes. Many times the most desperate thing is in his eyes, that is, a smile appears at the corner of his mouth, and he shakes his head calmly, that's all...

Such people are actually radiating.

In fact, when Qin Ren suddenly said he wanted to make a movie about Shen Lang, many memories came to Qin Yao's heart...

Qin Yao suddenly realized that she was a witness.

…………………………………………

"Actually, at that time, I felt that I knew the essence of this world... I always said a lot of despairing words." Shen Lang smiled.

"At that time, did you think the essence of this world was dark?" Qin Yao asked.

"Yes, it's very dark..." Shen Lang nodded.

"What about now?"

"Now... I should say that, when you are in a difficult position, many of the people you meet are fierce, but when you step up step by step, the people you meet are all amiable and smiling..." Shen Lang looked at the rippling lake surface under the moonlight, and seemed very moved.

"I feel that you are very confused now... as if you are as confused as before..." Qin Yao thought for a long time and finally said this.

"Actually, when you talk about movies and business, these things seem to be quite simple, but for a moment, I suddenly felt a bit awkward in emotional dramas... Although "The Transformation Myth" is not mainly emotional dramas, these do not seem to be important. Even without these dramas, it will not affect the movie. But for some reason, the sense of incongruity is very heavy..." Shen Lang frowned.

"Shen Lang..."

"Um?"

"I admire you very much, and I have always admired you very much, but it is not purely appreciate. You seem to have a kind of light emitted by you, which is very attractive..."

"Qin Yao, do you like me?" Shen Lang suddenly said this.

"..." Qin Yao was stunned. She didn't seem to expect Shen Lang to suddenly say this.

For a moment, her whole emotions were suddenly complicated.

Then, in such a moment, many memories and stories appeared in her mind.

"Haha, I understand." After Shen Lang saw Qin Yao's expression, he suddenly had a smile on his lips.

"What do you understand?" Qin Yao looked at Shen Lang as if she was relieved, and suddenly she was very strange. Then, for some reason, she felt a little depressed.

She felt like this person was deliberately carrying some strange rhythm.

"Did you kiss me? So, after many analysis, I feel that you like me... You know, I like random thoughts, and many times, I will come up with a lot of messy answers. For a moment, I was still confused..." Shen Lang suddenly laughed.

"Confused?" Qin Yao was surprised.

"Yes, how can I not be confused? What if you suddenly like me and confess my love to me, what should I do? Actually, I have always cared about the friendship between us since before, um! It should be friendship, but just now, I suddenly felt extremely relaxed and suddenly had a self-awareness... Many times, it is not a question of whether you like it or not, but something is destined..." Shen Lang smiled happily.

"What kind of person do you like? If I say, I like you a little bit, then what will happen to you?" Qin Yao looked at Shen Lang. Some things were destined, which made Qin Yao feel a little strange uneasy.

However, when asked this question, Qin Yao felt her heart beating slightly!

"I have never considered this issue, nor have I thought about who I like or don't like. At least, now before my career is unstable, my mind is full of making movies..."

“What if the career is stable?”

"Qin Yao, just now, I thought about a lot of things and sorted out a lot of things. Many things, if you hide and don't say anything, it may not be very good... I have been to your Qin and Zhou families. When I came back, a thought came to my mind, that is, the water in your two families is too deep, and I am not in the political or military circles. I will be drowned when I went there. I know very well what I really need... Many times, a good match is very reasonable! I like to take shortcuts, but if this shortcut is to bind me, make me feel uneasy and unable to control it, then I will not leave..."

"you……"

"I can lose a lot of things, it doesn't matter! And my original intention has never been to be a soft man, never to rise to the top. I just want to do what I should do, and then, retire at a certain right moment, enjoy life, keep my distance, and I will keep my distance..."

Under the moonlight...

Shen Lang suddenly said this sentence very seriously.

Qin Yao looked at Shen Lang blankly...
To be continued...