Creation has fallen into the biggest dilemma of my career!

This volume...

I don't know why, but the more I write, the more I get, the more I don't know...

My thinking and physical condition are both poor to the extreme of my career, and for some reason, my whole body may become irritable due to physical reasons.

I've been catching a cold since November...

The cold has not recovered yet.

Every day I get up, I get nasal congestion...

It is often too hot in the first half of the night, but suddenly it is too cold in the second half of the night...

I went to the hospital to get medicine. After taking it, I felt stomachache and bloating, as if the food I had eaten had not been digested. During those days, I could only drink porridge and some easy-to-digestible things.

In the end, I didn't take cold medicine.

Since I was a child, I have never had a cold for such a long time...

I went to the fifth floor and had not recovered after more than ten minutes of gasping for a while...

I didn't know what Venus was...

But I swear, I really see Venus now.

It's flickering...

Just now, as I was writing, I was inexplicably cold and hot.

Of course, these are not reasons...

The real reason is that you suddenly have unprecedented doubts about your abilities!

I don't know what's wrong with me either.

This month, my mind was buzzing while sitting in front of the computer, and my mind was filled with all kinds of indescribable noises, all of which were the sound of car whistles, decorations, and house vibrating. In addition to these, there were some inexplicable things. There was obviously no one around, but I heard the conversation...

I even thought I was damn in broad daylight or I was mentally ill.

I didn't actually live at home.

My hometown is in Taizhou. After getting married to my wife, I came to the city of Longquan, Lishui, and stayed here for the time being.

Then, in this city, only my pregnant wife and I...

My wife has no relatives in Longquan.

I have traveled thousands of miles to no relatives...

We two are like staying together here.

Just so lonely...

Sometimes there is no one to talk to...

In a strange city, no one knows...

My friends are all in very far and far places, and I rarely make phone calls, I have lung problems and can’t smoke, my stomach is always poor and I can’t drink, and I don’t play games anymore...

I changed the environment...

On weekdays...

There is no creative status at home in Longquan.

I rented it outside and rented a studio.

Fortunately, I am still normal.

There are always a lot of negative emotions...

I can't concentrate my thinking, and I can't even distinguish between smoothness and obstruction...

Not to mention the level that he should have completely lost, he was not even as good as a newcomer who had just started...

This is not a miserable thing...

I really don’t need to sell my miserable life. Although our financial situation is not particularly rich, we don’t have to worry about food and drink for the time being!

It's okay to raise a child for one or two years.

The update is definitely updated.

The results of this book have been rising...

After the update started this month, it was not up to date, and the plot was weak, it began to decline...

I kept reminding myself to overcome and adjust. A person who was originally very strong, just now, deleted all the things he had written, and suddenly he couldn't become stronger...

Maybe many people say that these are small problems, and they will get over it if they stick to it...

Everyone wants to show their optimistic and positive side...

I understand...

but……

The emotions at this moment were really out of control...

It shouldn't be updated in the morning.

Updated ...

Please give me some time to adjust my mood.
Chapter completed!