In that physics test, Chen Jinan ranked last in the class because of menstrual pain. The next morning, when the physics teacher handed her a paper full of red crosses, her face turned green with anger.

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However, facing Yan Fan, who was also in the middle of the class rankings, the physics teacher had a different look. Not only was he caring and asking for help, but he also helped explain in front of the whole class that Yan Fan was late because of diarrhea and had not had time to finish the final exam.

It only took two big questions to lose 20 points. It doesn't matter if you fail once in a while. As long as you don't make mistakes in the big test, it's okay.

When we went to the toilet together during recess, the little sisters all defended Chen Jinan for the physics teacher's "double standards" behavior, but Chen Jinan didn't care much. She just smiled at what others said and didn't seem to take it to heart.

After returning to his seat, Yan Fan stared at Chen Jinan's face for a long time, with his thin lips pursed and a strange expression. Chen Jinan saw that he hesitated to speak several times, and finally couldn't help but ask: "What on earth do you want to say?"

Yan Fan raised his hand, his expression suddenly relieved, "Hey, I thought the physics teacher said that to you just now, and you were going to hide in the toilet and cry again. But looking at you now, you look like you have passed the exam.

Are you happier to be ranked last than to be a top student? Why haven't I seen you so shameless before?"

Chen Jinan glanced at him, unfolded her test paper expressionlessly, and began to correct the wrong questions. When Yan Fan turned around and started reading the novel in confusion, she raised her lips and smiled without any trace, and murmured in a low voice: "

Idiot, what do you know?"

"Ah?" Yan Fan pricked up his ears, "What did you say?"

"No." Chen Jinan put away his smile and turned the wrist holding the pen unnaturally, "I'm just saying that I didn't learn to become thick-skinned from you."

"Ha!" Yan Fan smiled and rubbed Chen Jinan's curly hair, then put on his lazy and unserious tone, "Does that mean I'm thick-skinned? I call it a good attitude! A good attitude! Live to the end.

Old! This is something my dad often says!"

"Then did your dad tell you not to touch a girl's hair with your dirty hands after playing basketball? I just washed my hair yesterday!" Chen Jinan made a serious face.

"Where are my hands dirty? Don't make false accusations. I have just washed my hands, and Chen Li even applied her hand cream on me. Smell it, it still smells good!"

"I don't smell it! Who knows whether you picked your feet or not!"

"Fuck, don't slander my image!"

The two laughed and cursed, and got into a fuss. It was not until the teacher came up to the podium that he calmed down his blushing face.

"Okay, okay, stop making trouble, the teachers are here." Chen Jinan quickly tidied his hair and took out his textbook.

She propped her chin up and stared at the podium with her eyes. She seemed to be listening to the lecture very seriously, but her eyes were always secretly glancing at the young man on her right.

In fact, only she herself knows the different meaning of that physics quiz to her.

Youth is wonderful. Falling in love with someone sometimes happens in just a moment.

Maybe it’s because he wore a white T-shirt that you like; maybe it’s because when you passed the basketball court one day, the golden afterglow fell on his shoulders, and he scored a beautiful three-pointer; maybe it’s because you were in class

When he was lost in thought, he smiled at you, knocked your head and said, "Hey, what are you thinking about?"

In Chen Jinan's mind, the baseball bat Yan Fan put on her head when she was forced to stand, the bicycle parked in front of her on a rainy day, and the cup of brown sugar water secretly handed to her during the physics test were such beautiful existences.

After her parents went to the south, she stayed at her uncle's house and had few friends. She hadn't felt what it was like to be cared about by others for a long time. Li Fan was like a warm and dazzling sun, shining a beam of light into her dim world.

She was hopelessly defeated.

After falling in love with Yan Fan, Chen Jinan felt that her life had become brighter. Her youth was no longer as disgusting and confusing as before, and her boring school life became something to look forward to. She wished that time could freeze in that second forever.

, because the person she likes is sitting next to her.

However, secret love is bitter after all.

When you like someone, you can't help but want to know more about him and get closer to him, and your heartbeat will be affected by his every move.

Yan Fan's smile, an intimate gesture, the snacks secretly handed over during class, and the way they walked home together after school, whether intentionally or unintentionally, Chen Jin'an didn't show it on his face, but he was secretly happy for a long time in his heart, and his mood was like boiling sugar water.

It's bubblingly sweet all day long.

But Yan Fan has a wide network of contacts and has many friends of the opposite sex. When she saw him playing with other girls and touching their heads, she felt like she was pushed from heaven into hell. Her eyes were red with heartache but she didn't dare.

Let others discover it.

But when Yan Fan saw that she was unhappy and turned around to make her happy, the depression in his heart would quickly disappear.

Sometimes, Chen Jinan feels that he is an uncertain fool, crying and laughing sometimes.

Secret love is a movie about one person. During that time, Chen Jinan's diary was filled with Yan Fan's name. He wanted him to see it, but was afraid that he would see it.

She desperately searched for the slightest trace of Yan Fan's difference between her and other girls, always jumping between self-affirmation and loss, struggling internally guarding the little secret that she couldn't tell.

The days are beginning to feel sour and slightly sweet, and the final exam is coming in a few days.

I heard that this exam may affect the class placement in the next semester. Chen Jinan knew that with her current grades, there was a high probability that she would be kicked out of this class by the teacher. She also didn’t know if the relationship her father had entrusted her with was strong enough to keep her in this position.

The throne at the bottom of the key class.

If it had been in the past, she probably wouldn't have cared about this, and would have even felt that the pressure of leaving the key class would be much less.

But now, she doesn't want to find a new deskmate. No one can do it better than Yan Fan.

For this reason, she started reviewing day and night. She got up at six in the morning to memorize and was still studying exercises and sorting out notes at eleven in the evening. Her life was harder than that of senior high school students.

The day before the final exam, before even setting foot on the battlefield, Chen Jinan already felt an unprecedented sense of nervousness. Early in the morning, she came to the classroom, holding her English book and reviewing the words she had memorized last night, hoping that she would be able to do it normally.

Her strong point in English can help her improve her overall score.

A second before the morning reading bell rang, Yan Fancai, Nao Bei and the others walked into the classroom arm in arm. A group of people were talking and laughing. They were so excited that they didn’t know what they were talking about. They were restless when they got to their seats. Pat me, I

He pushes you and fights endlessly.

Chen Jinan covered her ears and concentrated on memorizing the words to avoid being disturbed by them. However, the next second, she felt a sharp pain in her chest, and something hit her.

"ah!"

Chen Jinan frowned and groaned in pain. When he lowered his head, he saw that Yan Fan's head had hit her chest!!

Their eyes faced each other, with shock and surprise written all over their faces. Everything around them seemed to be still, and their heads stopped fighting, staring here with horrified expressions.

Yan Fan was the first to react. He stood up quickly while holding on to the table. He blushed and pushed the head next to him, "Fuck! Why are you pushing me!"

He covered his head and shrank to the side, licking his face and apologizing: "I'm sorry, Brother Fan, I didn't control my strength well. I didn't expect you to be like Lin Daiyu. You fell down with just one push and bumped... Oops!

Stop fighting! I know I was wrong!"

But the beating was fierce here, and some boys who liked to joke over there whistled at Chen Jinan without knowing the importance of it.

Girls of this age are in the stage of development. Normally, their chests will hurt when they jump rope or jump twice. But being hit so hard is even more fatal.

Chen Jinan's face was so red that he was about to bleed. He bit his lip in pain and dared not speak. He did not even dare to look in Yan Fan's direction. He could only stare at the English book and let the situation develop.

I don't know how long it took, but Yan Fan finished teaching his head and sat back in his seat. He touched his neck at a loss, not knowing how to speak.

"Well... their joke just went too far. I didn't mean it... I'm sorry."

When he said this, Chen Jinan's cheeks turned even redder, but he pursed his lips and pretended to be nonchalant. He squeezed out two hums from his throat, "Well...it's okay."

"It's fine." Yan Fan smiled awkwardly and took out a book.

Throughout the morning, a subtle atmosphere surrounded the two of them. Neither of them spoke to the other. They each seemed to be busy with their own things, but only they knew what was going on in their minds.

To show his sincerity in apologizing, Naoluo proposed to treat Yan Fan and Chen Jinan to dinner at noon.

They were a group of boys who were so conspicuous that Chen Jinan was embarrassed to join them and waved his hands to refuse, saying that he had made an appointment with his friends to eat dumplings at the snack bar in front of the school at noon.

Guan De had no choice but to give up, nod and bend his arms around Yan Fan's shoulders as he went to the cafeteria.

As soon as they left the teaching building, a group of people started asking: "Brother Fan, how do girls' breasts feel? Are they particularly soft?"

"Do you feel Chen Jinan's size? Does she have a C?"

"Oh! Our brother Fan is so lucky! If Meng Fanghe from the next class knew that he liked you, he would probably faint from tears!"

Yan Fan impatiently slapped their backs and said in a playful tone: "What nonsense are you talking about! I didn't feel anything about it at all, okay!"

"No, we all saw you crash into it with our own eyes. Just put it down and it's just..."

Yan Fan put his arms around the speaker's neck and forced him to shut up, "You're the only one who talks a lot of nonsense, right? It's such a big deal. You've been talking about it all afternoon!"

"Okay, okay, let's not talk anymore. Let's go get some food! Eat early and go to the stadium to get a seat!"

A group of people playfully headed towards the canteen, unaware that Chen Jinan, who was following behind them and was going to the canteen to buy instant noodles, heard everything they said.

She looked at the direction Yan Fan was leaving, then lowered her eyes at her chest and sighed deeply.

Can't you really feel it?

Is it because I am too young?

But obviously when she took a shower and looked in the mirror, she felt that she had grown up a lot.

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After dinner, the boys like to go to the playground to play ball during lunch break.

Yan Fan and Nao Bei and others were delayed in picking up food today. They arrived late and did not compete for the venue. They could only sit aside and watch others take their portions.

The two of them were chatting, and suddenly the head asked: "By the way, Brother Fan, the day after the final exam is your birthday, right? We agreed last time that we would go to you for your birthday this time.

For dinner at home, I really miss the boiled fish your dad made!"

"Don't worry, I won't miss you!" Yan Fan stared straight at the court.

"Then let's invite Lao Liu and the others to join us! Anyway, the exam is just over, so let's all be happy together. If you want to do it, let's make it big! Invite a few more girls and let's get excited!"

"Heh, you are the only one with more ideas." Yan Fan raised his eyebrows.
To be continued...