"Wen You, there is quite a commotion at Wang Yun! It seems that Dong Zhuo is not far from death. How does it feel to watch half of your life's hard work disappear?"

At Li Ru's house, Jia Xu asked half teasingly and half tentatively.

Glancing at Jia Xu indifferently, Li Ru said calmly: "My hard work will not disappear. It will always lie dormant, waiting for someone recognized by me to take over."

"Why don't you just say Yuan Shu? Apart from him, who else in the world can realize your ideal?"

Jia Xu tried again. He was very optimistic about Yuan Shu. The most important thing was that with Yuan Shu's current situation, if nothing else, at least there would be no problem in separatist power.

Jia Xu, who has endured many hardships in the past, is a very realistic person. His biggest goal in life is to live well.

His best choice now is to join a powerful and rational prince like Yuan Shu, and become an invisible person with a high status and low sense of presence.

Unlike Li Ru, who had a deep obsession with poor families, Jia Xu lived his whole life just for himself.

Li Ru glanced at Jia Xu and sighed softly: "Wen He, your talents are far superior to mine, why do you care so much about finding your own way?"

Jia Xu's calm expression froze, and then he said with some self-deprecation: "Maybe it's because I'm not even a member of a poor family! Like ordinary people, I just want to live a plain and peaceful life in this life.

You poor people with lofty aspirations."

Thinking of the past that he could not bear to look back on again, Jia Xu lowered his voice in a rare voice.

"I'm not as lucky as Wenyou. I was able to become a disciple of a famous master since I was a child and become the heir of the political family. I am just the son of an ordinary person."

Jia Xu's voice gradually turned cold: "Wenyou, do you know what it feels like to eat human flesh and eat soil?"

Hearing this, even Li Ru's hard-as-iron heart trembled. Although he was from a poor family, there was still a big gap between him and ordinary people. Although he knew that Yi Zi cannibalism often occurred in Xiliang

However, since he was a child and had no worries about food and clothing, he had never personally experienced such a hellish scene.

"That was more than thirty years ago. At that time, I was just a child in elementary school in an ordinary family. There was a severe drought in Xiliang, and there was almost no food harvest in various places, and bandits were rampant."

Jia Xu's eyes were distracted, as if he had seen the hell-like scene again.

"At that time, all the money and food provided by the imperial court for disaster relief were embezzled by those wealthy families, and not much was actually provided to the victims."

"My father was killed by bandits, and my mother took me everywhere to beg in order to keep me alive."

"I have eaten dirt many times. It is the only thing I can eat when I am extremely hungry. Although it cannot be digested, it makes me feel that my stomach is full."

"But later, my mother also died, before me. Because every time she found a lot of food, I ate it, and she always pretended to have eaten it."

"When she was dying, my mother asked me to eat her flesh after her death and before her body decomposed."

"The last words she left before she died was that I must live well."

Speaking of this, even Jia Xu, who had always been unpredictable and good at hiding, had a huge mood swing.

Powerful spiritual power suddenly burst out, filling the entire room.

This terrifying aura made even Li Ru feel very frightened.

Taking a deep breath, Jia Xu calmed down his mood and put away his violent mental strength.

"Later, I ate my mother's corpse, wandered around with her last wishes, worked hard to absorb knowledge, and lived until now."

Jia Xu stretched out his hands and stared blankly at the palms of his hands, as if there were still blood stains from those years.

He clenched his fists vigorously: "In this life, I am doing nothing else but to live well. With the little knowledge I have now, it is just to control my own destiny and live a better life.

"

Jia Xu confided his feelings indifferently. Li Ru was leaving soon anyway. Whether it was leaving forever or leaving with him, the two of them were destined to bid farewell to this experience forever.

As a friend for many years, Jia Xu finally told his story on his deathbed. After hiding it for too long, he also needed someone to listen to his heart.

Li Ru looked at Jia Xu blankly for a long time, then sighed: "No wonder! Among the five realms of counselors, in the realm of self-consultation, I'm afraid no one can compare with you."

At this moment, Li Ru deeply admired his long-time friend. To be able to reach this point with a commoner's body, peerless talent and amazing perseverance are indispensable.

I just have better luck. Although my qualifications are outstanding, they are really far behind compared to Jia Xu! If I had the qualifications of the other person, I probably wouldn't have to settle for 70% of the master's qualifications.

Jia Xu didn't care at all about Li Ru's shock to him at that moment, and asked solemnly: "Wen You, are you really willing to disappear with Dong Zhuo like this? Have you really given up on your ambition? Are you really

Don’t you want to try it again?”

Li Ru was silent. Although he was despondent on the surface, he still had the idea of ​​​​starting over again. After all, half his life's hard work was wasted like this. How could he be willing to do so?

No matter what, he wanted to live to see the day when Hanmen truly rose to prominence.

"Wen He, please stop trying to persuade me. I will leave everything in Liangzhou to you. After I leave, Li Que and Guo Bin will obey you, and you will do everything else for me. You must

Please help me take a look at this world and see the day when a child from a poor family will rise up."

Although Li Ru was struggling in his heart, he still gritted his teeth and said. After all, he still couldn't let go of Dong Zhuo, let alone his past self.

"Do you really think Li Que, Guo Si and others will listen to me?"

Jia Xu said slightly disappointed.

"Yes. As long as Yuan Jiujiu reaches that step, they will."

After sighing, he still failed to convince the other party. Jia Xu sighed: "Then can you do me and Yuan Gulu one last favor?"

"What's the matter?"

"Kill the Emperor!"

Li Ru was stunned for a moment, then reacted and said calmly: "Okay, I will cooperate."

Such an earth-shattering event seemed so bland in Li Ru's words, as if he had promised to go have tea tomorrow.

But think about it, this guy has already killed an emperor and the queen mother, killing one more is not a big deal to Li Ru.

As long as he can implement his ambition, Li Ru can sacrifice Liu Xie's head without hesitation.
Chapter completed!