Chapter 69 Su Mingzhe who blames himself
"Fei Fei, can you believe me? I can also find a job on my own."
Facing Wu Fei's outburst, Su Mingzhe said helplessly.
It wasn't that he wasn't interested in the job Lin Li mentioned. In fact, on the contrary, he was actually very interested.
But when Su Mingzhe thought that he had to rely on his "brother-in-law" to introduce him to a job, he felt uncomfortable in every possible way. He felt that others seemed to sympathize with and pity him, and he could not get over that hurdle.
"Believe you? How do you expect me to believe you? If we continue like this, we will not be able to survive. Do we still have to live?"
Wu Fei's eyes were full of anger and deep disappointment.
During this period of time, Su Mingzhe has been unable to find a job, and she is unwilling to put aside her status to do some part-time jobs that may not seem very respectable but can make money. She has to bear all the family expenses, including the mortgage payment.
, car loan, daily life, and my daughter’s insurance and education expenses, the pressure is really too much!
However, she didn't want to push her husband too hard, so she quickly forced herself to calm down and said: "Mingzhe, today is no longer what it used to be. IT talents are no longer popular. Let's not talk about your age and whether you can find a job.
The problem is, take our company as an example. My colleagues who joined me a few years ago received an annual salary of US$60,000 as soon as they joined. The contract also stipulated that the salary would increase every year. But when I joined a few years ago, it had become
You have received a salary of more than 40,000 yuan, and the salary increase clause in the contract has also been changed. And if you are not willing to do it, there are many people outside lining up to grab this position. So at this time, you should cherish this rare opportunity even more
Opportunity, not willfulness, do you understand?"
"Fei Fei, I understand the truth. But after all, I am the boss of the Su family. If I really accept Xiao Shi's arrangement, how can I hold my head high in front of him and Mingyu in the future?"
Su Mingzhe was also struggling mentally. Reason told him that he should accept Lin Li's kindness, but emotionally, he was not extremely willing to accept this kind of "charity."
"Mingzhe, how can you think so? Let's not say that this incident was caused by yourself. When you came back this time, you should have confessed to everyone that you lost your job. I believe that whether it was Mingcheng, Zhu Li, or
Mingyu and Xiaoshi are not the kind of ignorant people. If you tell them the truth, they will definitely understand you. If you hadn't done it for your own sake, would you have caused what happened today?"
Wu Fei tried not to let himself get angry, took a deep breath and said: "What's more, Xiaoshi doesn't know about your unemployment at all. I just happen to think that there is such an opportunity for you to try to slowly develop in the domestic direction. I will
I don’t understand, which sensitive nerve of yours does this touch?”
In fact, although Wu Fei was anxious, it was not to the point where he was really anxious and anxious.
If they were just living a living, the couple's past savings would last for another six months and a year, so there wouldn't be any big problem.
But firstly, she wanted to put pressure on Su Mingzhe and make him feel a sense of urgency. Secondly, she really couldn't stand Su Mingzhe's face-conscious behavior. This was the reason why she was really angry.
"I……"
Su Mingzhe held it in for a long time, but couldn't say anything. In the end, he could only sigh: "Fei Fei, please give me some time to think about this."
Wu Fei frowned, thought for a moment, and did not continue.
"Okay, anyway, I'm going home to visit my parents tomorrow. I'll give you another two days to think it over. I hope you can make a decision and give Xiaoshi an answer before we return to the United States. This matter must not be delayed.
too long."
After saying that, she was too lazy to pay attention to her husband anymore, and went to sleep in the room with Xiaomi in her arms. Su Mingzhe was left alone, sitting in the hall with a gloomy face, and did not move for a long time.
Su Mingzhe's face couldn't help changing, and he was agitated and full of self-blame.
These days, the smiles on his face have become less and less. Whenever the family has a large expenditure, the eyes he looks at his wife are also full of apologies.
This is the first time since he has grown up that he has felt such a strong sense of frustration.
In the past, Su Mingzhe always felt that he was quite outstanding. He was able to take root in the United States through step-by-step efforts from a small place. This was also the most proud thing in his heart.
However, this unemployment crisis has undoubtedly dealt him a heavy blow and knocked away all his pride!
Thinking of the constant quarrels with his wife these days, the original harmonious and happy family atmosphere has disappeared. Secondly, when faced with various matters in the Su family, he was unable to handle them properly and had to ask his younger brothers and sisters to help solve them. Su Mingzhe felt worried in his heart.
There is a full sense of powerlessness.
Are you really that bad?
He began to seriously think about this issue for the first time.
If he doesn't face reality anymore, he may not only be unable to take care of his father in the future, but even his and Wu Fei's small family will be affected even more...
Could it be that he couldn't even maintain his marriage?
When Su Mingzhe thought of this, he suddenly felt that he was so useless.
He knew that it was very difficult for his wife Wu Fei to work alone to earn money to support the family. He should find a job as soon as possible to share the burden on her shoulders.
But he really couldn't let go of his pride in accepting the help of Lin Li's prospective brother-in-law. For a moment, he really couldn't make up his mind.
With such mixed emotions, Su Mingzhe did not return to the hotel room until late at night, intending to rest.
But before lying down, he leaned over and looked at his daughter sleeping next to his wife with a feeling of guilt.
With the faint light, Su Mingzhe could clearly see that Xiaomi was holding her little fist, sleeping soundly with her mouth pouted, and there was a faint fragrance exuding from her body.
Then, she didn't know what kind of dream she had. The brows on her small face suddenly frowned, and the quilt began to be kicked up on her feet.
And just when Su Mingzhe reached out to cover her with the quilt again, Xiaomi woke up unexpectedly. When she saw it was him, she couldn't help but smile sweetly, called out "Daddy" and opened her arms.
Arms, that means you want him to hug you.
When Su Mingzhe heard Xiaomi calling him, his heart suddenly trembled, as if he had been touched by something. He quickly reached out and hugged his daughter, and tears flowed out involuntarily.
He instantly remembered what Wu Fei had said before about sending Xiaomi back to China.
This made Su Mingzhe think, if he continues like this, will Wu Fei really send his daughter back to his mother-in-law?
And can their marriage really withstand such a test?
Chapter completed!