"You know what? I lied to them that I had an older brother, and he was kd, because I didn't want to admit my identity, not to mention that I really had an older brother before."

Xu Lulin suddenly became serious. This serious look made the psychological counselor still a little uncomfortable. He paused for a while and nodded silently. Xu Lulin must have never told him this before. Maybe this conversation was heart-to-heart.

It can make him change slightly.

"My older brother was really good to me. At the beginning, my parents wanted to train that brother to become a roller skater because their dream when they were young was to be on a bigger stage, but I never thought about it.

However, they actually forced my brother to do these things. I was also very distressed, but my brother also really liked it, so I agreed to my parents' request. But what happened later was really beyond my expectation.

."

Xu Lulin clenched his hand tightly. He seemed unwilling to talk about this sad memory, but after thinking about it later, he decided to say it because he knew that only such words could help him, not to mention only

After telling this memory, the knot in my heart can truly open up.

"They force my brother to train day and night every day, just to become the most successful person in the future, to stand on the championship podium, and to win the championship, because their dream was to win the championship. I never thought about it.

But my brother actually chose to commit suicide on a sunny day, and the last words he left behind were to blame my parents. I never thought that he would actually say that, and I never thought about my father.

What my mother did was really too much."

Xu Lulin gritted his teeth tightly. When he talked about this memory, he could feel the pain in his heart, because he knew how dark this pain was for him.

What's more, my brother is really very kind to me. He has always protected me since he was a child, and he is also very protective of his brother's legs.

Because he knows that if a person playing roller skating has bad legs, it is absolutely impossible to play.

He never thought that his brother would commit suicide, also because of his parents.

"They trained day and night against my brother, until one day my brother really couldn't think about it anymore. After a competition, he was beaten severely by Yanshou. My brother couldn't bear it anymore, so he chose to commit suicide.

, I have lived as an elder brother since then, and they have trained me in this way, so although I like this industry very much, they push me day after day just to achieve their dreams, and they are just selfish.

, Their love has always been selfish. Their love is only for their own fame, wealth and interests, so they treat us like that. Moreover, their life is entirely to fulfill their dreams, and it is not the so-called love for us at all. If they love us,

, why are you forcing us to do this?”
Chapter completed!