After hearing Zhen Chun's question, Gou Shun did not answer directly, because in his heart, he also wanted to know the answer to this question.

Gou Shun took the wine bottle over again, took a sip, looked at the dancing flames and thought for about three minutes, and then said, "I don't know."

Zhen Chun didn't expect that after waiting for a long time, she got such an answer. She said with some reluctance: "Like or dislike, this is not a complicated question. Just like drinking water, whether it is cold or hot will make you happy."

Got it, it’s not that you don’t know, you are escaping, you don’t dare to face this feeling in your heart, you are a coward.”

After Gou Shun listened, he actually had a lot of thoughts in his heart. He knew that Zhen Chun liked him, but he couldn't give Zhen Chun anything, but he really should give her an answer, even a rejection answer.

Gou Shun took the bottle again, took a sip, and said, "To be honest, before I met you, I always thought that a good girl should be like An Ran, quiet and indifferent, instead of dyeing her hair, dancing and drinking.

, I think girls like that are very bad."

"So, you don't like me at all?" Zhen Chun seemed a little disappointed.

After hearing this, Gou Shun shook his head and said: "That's not the case. It may be because the reality is far more complicated than imagined. Sometimes, I feel that I like someone because I don't understand her. When you get more and more

When you get to know her, you may not like her so much. Take Xia Rushi for example. When I first met her in high school, I felt that she was like a fairy who fell into the mortal world, and I also had a feeling in my heart.

That initial heart-thumping feeling, but after experiencing so much, I no longer feel like her, only pity and sadness remain."

"Then what?" Seeing Gou Shun start chatting, Zhen Chun asked impatiently.

Gou Shun took another sip of wine and continued: "Contrary to Xia Rushi's feeling, some people don't feel much at first, and even find it a bit annoying, but when you get to know her better, you will become more and more aware of her.

If you like her, the more you understand her, the more you like her. Even if you understand her shortcomings and disadvantages, you will like her even more."

"Is the person behind you talking about me?" Zhen Chun suddenly said shyly, but her face was already very red from the alcohol, so she couldn't tell.

Gou Shun nodded and said: "Well, when we had dinner for the first time, you took out that thing. I was really speechless and disgusted at that time, including when you later said that you like drinking and dancing.

, these are unacceptable in my concept, but after experiencing so much with you, I really think you are very good, indescribably good."

"So, you like me, right?" Zhen Chun asked Gou Shun.

Gou Shun nodded.

"Even if I'm not a clean girl?"

"I don't know. In my previous concept, I felt that I couldn't accept this kind of thing."

"What now?"

"I haven't thought about it, and I don't dare to think about it. I don't think it has anything to do with me."

"Why? Is it because you are afraid of being sorry for An Ran?"

After hearing this, Gou Shun shook his head and said: "Although An Ran and I fell in love in the dream and got married, in reality, we are still strangers who have never met. I don't know how to describe it, but there is

One thing is certain, I am not qualified to like either An Ran or you."

"I just like him. What qualifications does he have?" Zhen Chun disagreed with Gou Shun's point of view.

Gou Shun sighed and said: "I remember someone once said that the invisible future is not scary, the visible future is scary. When those dreams convey something back to me, I often think about it later.

My back feels cold and I have nightmares. I know that I am an unfortunate person and I have to bear a lot of things."

Zhen Chun actually only understood about seventy-eight points of what Gou Shun said, but she still said firmly: "What if someone is willing to bear it with you?"

"No, no, I won't agree. Whether it's you or An Ran, although I'm not qualified to like you, you are the people I care about most, and I will never let you be hurt in the slightest, especially because

I."

"I'm not afraid." Zhen Chun stared at Gou Shun.

Gou Shun raised the bottle again, took a sip and said: "You are not afraid, I am. Because I have experienced the kind of despair in the dream, that kind of despair can make a person go crazy or even die, and I want to do it

The purpose is to prevent this kind of despair from happening before it all starts."

"Don't you think it's already started?"

"At least I haven't fallen in yet."

"In that case, why did you go to Beijing to find An Ran? If you didn't go, there would be no story between you two." Zhen Chun asked with some confusion.

In fact, Gou Shun also thought about this question, but he could not come up with a satisfactory answer.

"Is it because you have fallen deeply in love with her?" Zhen Chun prompted.

"I don't know either. I only know that if I don't go, she will fall off the cliff and be eaten by a tiger. Since I finished that dream, it seems that changing the fate of An Ran and Xia Rushi has become a part of my life in this world.

Only when I see them doing well can I feel at ease. Now I can't change Xia Rushi and An Ran. I must not fail again."

After hearing this, Zhen Chun didn't know what to say. She took the wine bottle and wanted to take another sip, but found that the bottle was empty.

"Damn it, there is no wine. If I had known earlier, I should have brought two more bottles." Zhen Chun said, stood up, and threw the wine bottle into the darkness in the distance.

At this time, Gou Shun was unconsciously dizzy under the stimulation of alcohol. He stood up, staggered a little, and almost fell down.

Seeing this, Zhen Chun smiled and said loudly: "You are too wet, this little bit is too much, I haven't finished enjoying myself yet."

"I don't know if it's too much or not. I just feel a little dizzy. Don't drink anymore. Get some rest early. We have to travel tomorrow." Gou Shun said while rubbing his temples.

After hearing this, Zhen Chun nodded and said, "Okay, let's go into the tent and sleep."

"Just go in and sleep, I'll be outside."

"How about that? It's windy outside. What if it freezes you?"

"It's okay, I have the skills and my body is very strong."

After hearing this, Zhen Chun shook her head and said, "That's not okay, what? Are you afraid that I will take advantage of you if you go to sleep?"

"No, there are differences between men and women. I think this is disrespectful to you."

"Damn it, we're sleeping with our clothes on, and we don't take off our clothes, you're afraid of a hammer." Zhen Chun said, walked to the tent, looked back at Gou Shun and said: "Come in quickly, be good, don't be shy.

.”

However, Gou Shun still felt something was wrong and stood motionless.

Seeing this, Zhen Chun walked back to Gou Shun and said, "Okay, if you don't go in, I won't go in either. We'll just hang out here and see who gets frozen into a popsicle first."

About ten minutes later, Gou Shun looked at Zhen Chun who was shivering, sighed and said, "Okay, let's go in."

After returning to the tent, Zhen Chun laid out the big quilt she had prepared, looked at Gou Shun, and said with a wicked smile: "Mr. sir, let me help you sleep in bed."

"Zhen Chun, don't be like this." Gou Shun said unnaturally, his face turned red, and he didn't know whether it was because of shyness or because of drinking.

"Okay then, I'll let you go tonight, good night!" After driving for a day, Zhen Chun also felt tired, and soon fell asleep after turning her head.

Gou Shunke was not so casual. In reality, he had never slept in such a close distance with the opposite sex, which made him feel very unnatural. In addition, the wine he drank at that time gave him a headache.

It hurt, but he didn't feel sleepy at all.

Suddenly, Gou Shun seemed to hear something. He thought it was an illusion, but when he listened again, it seemed not.

Gou Shun climbed up gently and opened the tent a crack. Suddenly, a chill hit his heart.

Gou Shun quickly woke Zhen Chun up.

"What's the matter Gou Shun? It happened so quickly..." Zhen Chun said while rubbing her eyes.

Before Zhen Chun could finish speaking, Gou Shun covered her mouth and motioned for her to look outside.

Through the gap in the tent that was later opened, Zhen Chun saw a little bit of green light.

"Gou Shun, why are there so many green lights?" Zhen Chun asked softly in confusion.
Chapter completed!