Gou Shun followed Qian Yan, lowering his head, and suddenly felt a sense of suffocation in his heart.

"Qian Yan." Gou Shun summoned up the courage to call out. It has been a long time since he called a girl's name. It has been so long that he has forgotten the last time he called her. In other words, he has never called out except in dreams.

The safety inside.

"Just call me Yan'er." Qian Yan turned around and said with a smile.

"Oh." Gou Shun wanted to call out, but he didn't.

"What's wrong?" Qian Yan asked curiously.

"No, it's okay. I just wanted to ask, am I too cowardly?" When recalling that dream, Gou Shun began to feel a feeling that he had never felt before.

"Are you talking about a dream?"

"Um."

"To be honest, you are not cowardly at all. When An Ran was in danger, you were the only one who dared to save her risklessly, so you are braver than anyone else." Qian Yan looked at Gou Shun and said seriously.

"But, I always run away. Even the security uncle dares to come out to help An Ran out, but I can only hide and watch from a distance." Gou Shun's words revealed some sadness.

Qian Yan saw this and said with a smile: "The security uncle rescued the siege because it was his profession. You didn't help An Ran rescue the siege because you resisted her in your heart. You, that's not cowardice, that's kindness. You are afraid of you."

It will embarrass An Ran. You are afraid that if you are with An Ran, others will gossip about An Ran. You are afraid that you are not good enough for her, right?"

Gou Shun nodded and said, "I'm not worthy of her in the first place."

"No, Gou Shun, there is no problem in this world about who is worthy and who is not. The problem lies in what we think in our hearts. If you think you are worthy in your heart, then you are worthy. If you feel unworthy in your heart, then something will happen.

A sense of inferiority." Qian Yan comforted her gently.

"But An Ran is so good?"

"Yes, An Ran is very nice, but what kind of person do you think is worthy of her? The boy who confessed to her?"

"At least he is richer than me, can talk better than me, and is more popular than me."

"But you are braver than him, more sincere than him, and kinder than him. Gou Shun, in this world, the good things about you are much more precious than the things about them. You are just because you grew up in a difficult environment.

Growing up, I suffered a lot of cold looks and ridicule, and I just became a little inferior. However, you have to understand that the inferiority in your heart is just a kind of psychological pressure you put on yourself. As long as you don't take it seriously.

, then it will slowly disappear."

"Thank you."

"You're welcome, we are friends. By the way, do you like An Ran?"

"I felt like I liked her in the dream. Even now that I've woken up, that feeling hasn't dissipated."

"Well, it can be seen that An Ran also likes you very much. Don't tell me, you are quite charming."

After Gou Shun heard this, he lowered his head in embarrassment.

Not long after, Gou Shun returned to his room. It was obvious that he had not yet come out of that dream.

"Okay, Gou Shun, stop thinking about it and let your mind rest for a while, okay? Maybe An Ran is still writing hard in the classroom and working hard to sprint for college." Qian Yan looked at Gou Shun and said, because

From the conversation just now, she was a little afraid that Gou Shun would confuse dreams with reality.

"Well, I understand. You go ahead and do your work. Is Lin Yao still waiting to have dinner with you?"

"I won't eat with him. He is just like Zheng Haoming. He has no real meaning. But it's getting late, so bye bye and get some rest early." Qian Yan said, waving to Gou Shun.

Gou Shun also wanted to wave his hand, but in the end he didn't raise it.

In the next few days, An Ran took Gou Shun to watch the first movie, go to the zoo for the first time, and go to the amusement park for the first time in her dream.

However, Gou Shun always kept a certain distance from An Ran in his heart.

Qian Yan could tell that Gou Shun was in a good mood these past few days.

"Shunzi, are you ready? You are about to start your sweet journey." Aunt Bai looked at Gou Shun wearing a helmet on the sofa and said with a smile.

Gou Shun nodded and focused his attention on the pendulum ball.

In the park restaurant on a summer night, insects and birds are everywhere, and a breeze blows, making people feel extremely comfortable.

Bright and twinkling little lights dotted the courtyard wall surrounded by fences, which looked really artistic. There were five or six large tables inside the courtyard walls, and they were all full of people at the moment.

Gou Shun didn't want to come because he didn't like and wasn't used to such big events, but An Ran had to come. She said the graduation dinner would only happen once in her life.

Unable to withstand An Ran's nudges, Gou Shun came anyway. He sat next to An Ran with his head lowered. He didn't know what to say and was too embarrassed to eat. This made him feel very embarrassed.

"Students, be quiet, be quiet." Suddenly a voice came over. Gou Shun looked up and found that class monitor Zheng Haoming was holding a microphone in his hand.

After everyone heard this, they all looked over.

Seeing this, Zheng Haoming nodded with satisfaction and said with a smile: "Dear classmates, I am very honored to be your monitor for four years. Thank you all for your support. However, the meeting is so short, and we will soon be separated.

I am running to the end of the world, even though I am reluctant to leave, but there is nothing I can do about it. I have some words from my heart that I want to give to everyone."

Zheng Haoming paused and realized that everyone was listening carefully, and then continued: "Students, college life is the most precious, beautiful, pure and memorable time in our lives! Four years ago, we were still a group of young people.

Young people, full of longing for college life and longing for great ideals, gathered together in the Ecology Department of Shanghai University. During the four years, we took classes together, did activities together, ate together, and rested together. We would fight for the victory of a competition.

Laugh loudly, we will also cry when we fail in an event. Who wakes you up in the morning, who brings you food to the dormitory, who lends a helping hand to you when you are in trouble, and who makes you fall in love.

It gave you comfort when you were confused, and who gave you motivation when you were confused? It is these people around you, these people who are about to leave. Four years later, we have to say goodbye. Some of us want to say goodbye.

When we enter the workplace, some want to go to graduate school, and some choose to go abroad for further study. This also determines that our youth feast has come to an end. These days, scenes from the past are constantly emerging in my mind.

They are like slides, pieced together into a movie about youth. Youth is immortal, long live friendship. Let us give these lovely people around us a last hug."

After Zheng Haoming finished speaking, he picked up a glass of beer on the table and drank it in one gulp.

People are always sentimental when parting, especially those who are inexperienced in the world. Zheng Haoming's words made many girls cry, and boys were naturally sad too.

The next classmates seemed to have broken free of some kind of restraint, and began to drink happily, changing cups. Some people took this opportunity to talk to the people they liked, some people looked at each other over a cup of wine to dissolve their grudges, and some people used it to express their gratitude.

The machine held the girl in his arms, and some drank like a fool.

However, someone like Gou Shun, who doesn't drink or talk, let alone take the opportunity to do anything, seems even more lonely.

"Gou Shun, let's have a drink." An Ran held a glass of wine, looked at Gou Shun, and said with a smile.

"I don't know how to drink." Gou Shun still didn't understand.

"Just have a drink, it's okay." An Ran still held up the cup.

"I really don't know how to drink. You are a girl, so you shouldn't drink either."

"Okay, if you say you don't want to drink, I won't drink. I won't drink even one cup, and I won't drink in the future either." An Ran said and put the quilt on the table.

Suddenly, Zheng Haoming was seen staggering over with a glass of wine.

Many people toasted Zheng Haoming. At this moment, his face was as red as a monkey's butt. Gou Shun knew that he had drunk too much.

Zheng Haoming walked up to An Ran, touched An Ran who was looking at Gou Shun with his hand, and said, "An Ran, you are so cruel. I have confessed my love to you thirty-six times in four years, are you still indifferent?

"

After hearing this, An Ran stood up and said with a smile: "Zheng Haoming, your romantic methods are okay for deceiving other little girls. Unfortunately, I don't do that. In my heart, liking is a very sacred feeling, and

It’s not just the appearance of the flowers becoming more and more charming. What’s more, I have someone I like.”

"Who is it? Gou Shun?"

An Ran nodded.

"I'm not convinced. I'm not as good as him?" Zheng Haoming glanced at Gou Shun with disdain.

After hearing this, An Ran smiled and said: "Zheng Haoming, not only can he be eloquent, but he can be called excellent if he is smooth in dealing with things. Yes, Gou Shun doesn't like to talk, and he is not as fashionable as you seem to be, but he is sincere, kind, and clean. You keep saying that you like him.

Me, where were you when I fell off the cliff?"

"I, I'm calling for rescue, I've been calling." Zheng Haoming explained.

An Ran sneered twice and said: "Call rescue? Zheng Haoming, listen, what I want is someone who can accompany me to pieces, not someone who can find the body for me."

After hearing this, Zheng Haoming smiled helplessly and said, "Okay, it doesn't matter what you say now. After all, we won't see each other very often in the future. However, I have one last request, and I hope you can agree to it."

"What request?"

"I hope you can give me a kiss and bring my college years to a perfect end, so that my youth will leave no regrets."

After Gou Shun listened, he couldn't help but feel nervous. He couldn't help but look at An Ran, and he found that An Ran was also looking at him.

"Gou Shun, stand up." An Ran looked at Gou Shun seriously and said.

"What's the matter?"

"If I tell you to stand up, just stand up."

Gou Shun had no choice but to stand up.

An Ran turned her head to Zheng Haoming again and said, "My kiss only belongs to this one man."

After An Ran finished speaking, he turned around, hugged Gou Shun's neck, and put his mouth towards him.

Gou Shun stood there blankly. He found that everyone's eyes had shifted to him. He felt that his face was about to explode with heat. He pushed An Ran away and ran out of the restaurant quickly.

There is a small river at the entrance of the restaurant, and there is a path beside the river. Gou Shun walked quickly on the path.

"Gou Shun, stop." An Ran chased him to a place five or six meters away from Gou Shun and shouted loudly.
To be continued...