In fact, the number on the brainwave amplitude detector on the helmet had long been lower than 30 and had been hovering around 20. Aunt Bai wanted to wake Gou Shun up, but Qian Yan stopped her.

"Aunt Bai, is your life in danger if you are around 20?" Qian Yan asked.

"There is no danger to my life. I am just in extreme sadness. It may take a long time to recover after waking up." Aunt Bai replied.

Qian Yan thought for a while and said: "Aunt Bai, his dreams can be automatically connected. Even if he wakes up this time, he will still have to face it next time and cannot escape. Since there is no danger to his life, let's continue.

Bar."

In fact, Qian Yan felt very unbearable, but she couldn't bear to let Gou Shun be sad twice because of a fragment of a dream.

This also gave Gou Shun and An Ran a complete farewell. Fortunately, apart from being sad, the two of them were still calm.

Gou Shun stood blankly at the door of the court. He remained motionless until An Ran disappeared for a long time.

Looking at the still picture, Qian Yan said: "Aunt Bai, wake him up."

After being woken up, Gou Shun was just like in his dream, his expression was dull and motionless, and the only thing that moved was the tears in his eyes.

Qian Yan took a pack of tissues and sat next to Gou Shun. She didn't speak, but wiped his tears from time to time.

About half an hour later, Aunt Bai handed over a glass of water and said, "Shunzi, stop crying, drink some water."

Gou Shun did not go to pick up the water glass, but only heard him say quietly: "This time it is really over, it is really over, An Ran is gone, there is nothing."

Qian Yan didn't say anything about her this time. He understood that An Ran's weight in Gou Shun's heart was beyond her. She sighed and asked: "Gou Shun, in court, do you admit that it was you?"

Kill Xia Rushi?"

Gou Shun nodded.

"Why?" Qian Yan was a little confused.

Gou Shun still said with a sad face: "Do you know what despair is? Have you ever experienced despair? It doesn't matter who killed Xia Rushi anymore. Maybe that was just an excuse for me to leave completely."

"So in the dream you wanted to die?"

"When you are worse off than dead, and you can't see anything in front of you, death may be a kind of relief." There was no trace of life in Gou Shun's tone.

After Qian Yan heard this, she couldn't help but feel worried, and she grabbed Gou Shun's hand.

Gou Shun did not dodge and remained motionless.

Gou Shun's hand was so cold that Qian Yan felt like she was holding a piece of ice. She said gently: "Gou Shun, you are wrong. Death is never a relief, it is just an escape. Since you love An Ran so much, do you

I thought that if you died, she might feel guilty for the rest of her life."

"In court, I didn't think so much, but when she talked to me again, I thought that I might not be able to die."

"What did you tell her?"

"I tried to keep her."

"But, you don't seem to have succeeded, right?" Qian Yan asked cautiously.

Gou Shun nodded, let out a long sigh, and said: "She's right, a lot of things can't be taken back. What's more, I can't keep her selfishly because I can't give her happiness, so maybe let her go.

It's the only way. She is so good, and she can live a happier life without me."

Qian Yan understood that although Gou Shun's love in the dream was not spectacular, it was still unforgettable. The two people in the dream did have each other in their hearts. She didn't know how to comfort Gou Shun. After all, their actions were all different.

Nothing wrong.

"Gou Shun, as I said before, the things in the dream have not happened yet. Even if the dream is a prophecy, you can still find a way to change it, right?" Qian Yan said.

"Can it be changed? I have done so much, but Xia Rushi is still with Zhao Chengxiang." Gou Shun's tone was a little helpless.

After hearing this, Qian Yan shook her head and said: "Xia Rushi and An Ran are different. You are just an outsider in the relationship between Xia Rushi and Zhao Chengxiang, but you are the party involved in the relationship between you and An Ran. You cannot change others.

, but you can change yourself."

Gou Shun suddenly seemed to understand something and said, "Yes, if I had not appeared, then An Ran would not have fallen in love with me, and then she might be able to find someone who could give her happiness."

"Okay, Gou Shun, don't think about the future for now. Just understand that what happened in the dream has not happened yet." Qian Yan continued to guide.

"Okay, can you go back and rest?" Gou Shun seemed to have lost interest in Qian Yan's rhetoric.

Gou Shun can still distinguish between dreams and reality, but he just can't distinguish the feeling. If it is really a dream, why does it feel so real?

Qian Yan seemed to have been prepared for Gou Shun's impatience. She had seen all the changes in Gou Shun's life since he first came to the research center.

Qian Yan sent Gou Shun back to the house without saying anything else. She hoped that Gou Shun could calm down and think about it carefully, although she knew that this hope was slim.

Gou Shun was lying on the bed. He tried to calm down a little and forced himself to relive the dream in his mind from the first valley scene to the breakup with An Ran. He felt happiness, loss, happiness, anger and despair.

He couldn't help but worry about himself in the dream. Now, he can still use the dream to convince himself, but what should he do with Gou Shun in the dream? He has no ability, no mental support, and no martial arts. He will definitely go crazy.

?

He thought about it for a long time, but he didn't think about what he should do in the dream. He was a little anxious, anxious to know what would happen next.

Qian Yan gently opened the door, glanced at Gou Shun, and then put a bag of things on Gou Shun's bed.

"What?" Gou Shun asked.

"The Chinese New Year is coming in five days. I have brought you a new set of clothes. The new year has a new atmosphere. I hope you can also have a good mood." Qian Yan said it sincerely. She sincerely hoped that Gou Shun would be well.

of.

Qian Yan also asked herself why she was so kind to Gou Shun. There was no doubt that she was a kind person. Maybe she was also moved by the love between Gou Shun and An Ran, or maybe she just felt that Gou Shun was a little pitiful.

Exactly why, she herself couldn't answer.

"Thank you." Gou Shun said. He rarely buys new clothes. A piece of clothing can always be worn for several years. The first woman to buy him new clothes in the dream was An Ran. In reality, it seemed that she would come earlier.

"Try it on and see if it fits." Qian Yan suggested.

However, Gou Shun didn't try. He stood up and said, "Let's go to Aunt Bai first."

"Are you anxious? Aren't you afraid of what will happen next?" Qian Yan asked.

"I have lost the most precious thing, what is there to despair about? I just want to know how Gou Shun is doing in the dream, because he is me too. I have a hunch that maybe this long dream is about to end.

Because in the dream, I could hardly hold on any longer."

After hearing this, Qian Yan sighed and said, "Well, it might be a good thing to end it as soon as possible. I don't want you to be trapped in that dream forever."

When they arrived at Aunt Bai's room, no one said any nonsense. Gou Shun just sat on the sofa and put on his headphones.

The pendulum began its familiar motion.

This is a person sitting in front of a huge glass window at the corner of a busy street.

The man's hair had reached his shoulders. Perhaps because he hadn't washed it for a long time, it had been rubbed and rubbed, and it was hanging in random directions on the top of his head.

The beard is also very long, about five or six centimeters, and it is messy around the mouth. From a distance, it looks like a bird's nest.

The man was wearing tattered clothes, not to mention how dirty the clothes were, but looking at the big holes in them would make people want to give him a few more dollars.

At this time, he was looking at the passers-by on the street expressionlessly. His eyes were dull and empty. The sunlight shining on him made him look a little lazy.

He is Gou Shun, the Gou Shun who broke up with An Ran.

After leaving the door of the court that day, he hesitated for a long time. He returned to the rented home. When he saw the bedroom, he felt a little dizzy, and he quickly closed his eyes.

However, as soon as he closed his eyes, An Ran would appear in his mind. An Ran was smiling, An Ran was crying, An Ran was making fun of him, and An Ran was looking at him with a guilty look.

He escaped from that home, but he couldn't escape An Ran in his mind. An Ran kept beating in his mind. Gradually, every woman he saw on the street felt like An Ran.

If he had a job, he could still work hard, but he was fired. If he had friends, he could still get drunk and listen to some comfort, but he didn't have any.

The world is so big, but he doesn't know where to go. Yes, he still has a grandfather, but he doesn't know how to explain to his grandfather that he lost An Ran, and he doesn't want to go back and drag his grandfather down.

He just walked on the street like that, one day, two days...

He once thought about starving himself to death, or letting a car hit him, but he told himself that he couldn't. If An Ran knew about it, she would definitely feel that she had killed him, and she would blame herself, feel guilty, or

Do something stupid.

He couldn't die, but he couldn't live either. Gou Shun didn't know what to do. It wasn't until people threw money, water, and food to him that he seemed to have found his place.

He gradually learned not to think about it, numb himself, and let his mind become a decoration, so that it didn't seem so painful.

A luxury car sped past Gou Shun, then reversed and stopped in front of Gou Shun.

A cleanly dressed man got out of the car, about the same age as Gou Shun.

"Gou Shun?" the man shouted in disbelief.

Gou Shun raised his head and saw Fu Yusen standing in front of him without speaking.

Fu Yusen turned to the car, looked at the driver and asked, "Do you have a bank card with you?"

"I brought it," the driver replied.

"How much money is in the card?"

"A hundred thousand or so."

"Bring it here."

Fu Yusen took the driver's bank card and asked again: "What's the password?"

"123456."
To be continued...