Gou Shun was a little unexpected for the change in Zhen Chun's attitude, but he could feel that Zhen Chun must not be very satisfied with her father, because before Zhen Chun only talked about her mother and never mentioned her father.

"Did your father do anything to make you feel sorry for you?" Gou Shun asked tentatively.

I saw Zhen Chun thinking and saying: "Do you know why my father took my mother to elope?"

"Maybe it's because your dad likes your mom very much?"

"Nonsense, my father is a bastard. He took my mother out of the hospital and arrived in Xigang City. My mother lost her job and only had a little savings. But my father, he was fooling around outside all day long.

He didn’t know what he was doing, and he never brought a penny home. One day, my mother was curious and followed him, and found that he was having an affair with a girl from a dance hall. My mother argued with him, and he beat her up hard.

He beat her so hard that she almost had a miscarriage. He also said that he went to the hospital to snatch my mother away, but he couldn't swallow the breath and felt that it was humiliating to be looked down upon by my grandfather's family. In the end, he told my mother to get out."

"It's too much. How could he do this? What happened next?" Gou Shun was very angry when he heard Zhen Chun's story.

However, Zhen Chun seemed to be much calmer, and she continued: "My mother saw no hope in my father, and she had no shame to go home with such a big belly, so she came to Nanchuan alone and looked for some work.

, make some money.”

Gou Shun didn't expect such an irresponsible man. He looked at Zhen Chun and asked, "You must be very cruel to your father, right?"

However, Zhen Chun shook her head and said: "I don't hate him, why should I be cruel to him? I have never even seen his face, and I don't feel anything at all. There is no love, so how can there be hatred?

"

"But, he has not taken on the responsibility of taking care of you mother and daughter."

"Then I can only blame my mother for being blind and unable to see people accurately. When it comes to hatred, I actually only hate my mother?"

After hearing this, Gou Shun became even more confused, so he said again: "Your mother worked so hard to raise you, why do you hate her?"

Zhen Chun sighed and said, "It's because she gave birth to me that I hate her. When I was young, I often thought, if my father hadn't gone to the hospital to rob someone, and asked my mother to have an abortion, or what if he had

It would be great to beat my mother for the first time and then hit her harder, until she had a miscarriage."

"Why? Why do you have such thoughts? If so, wouldn't you be gone?" Gou Shun became increasingly confused as to what Zhen Chun was thinking.

A wry smile suddenly appeared on Zhen Chun's face, and she said lightly: "That would be good. My birth was a bargaining chip. Since the bargaining chip is useless, what should I do with it? No one loved me when I was little.

, you can only stay at home alone every day, do you know how terrible that feeling is?"

After hearing this, Gou Shun shook his head, and then I asked, "What about your mother?"

"After my mother took me to Nanchuan, she lived frugally, but when I was less than 100 days old, I lost a dime. After three days without eating, my mother carried me to Nanjiang Park. She planned to

Take me to the river."

"I think your mother must have been very desperate at that time, right?"

Zhen Chun nodded and continued: "Yes, my mother said later that as long as there was still a glimmer of hope, she would not do that."

"But, she still didn't do that after all." Gou Shun said.

"Maybe there is no end to the road. My mother said that she was holding me and standing on the bank of the Nanjiang River. Every time she was about to jump, I would cry. When I cried, she would become soft-hearted, and she would become soft-hearted.

She started to hesitate and repeated this process several times. Just when she finally summoned up the courage, she heard someone not far away calling for help."

Having said this, Zhen Chun paused, parked the car on the side of the road, and said, "I'm a little tired from driving, let's take a rest."

Neither of them got out of the car. Seeing Gou Shun looking at her, Zhen Chun continued: "Out of a nurse's instinct, my mother ran over. When she saw an old man passed out, she put me aside.

Give the old man a heartbeat resuscitation, maybe he woke up because he was not destined to die."

"Then what?"

"Then what happened was just like the TV show. The old man was a wealthy man. When he saw that my mother knew medical knowledge, he asked my mother to work as a nanny at his house. After that, I never had enough to eat."

"Why is this?"

"Because the old man has a grandson who is a few months older than me. His mother has no breast milk and usually takes milk powder. But they heard that breast milk is good, so my mother became his wet nurse, and I could only eat leftovers.

"

Hearing this, Gou Shun couldn't help but sigh. He never thought that Zhen Chun would have such an unfortunate experience.

Zhen Chun's expression was still very calm and she said: "This is not bad, because my mother has to go to the old man's house every day to do things, and I have no one to look after me, so my mother thought of a way to use a cloth to wipe my body.

Tie the arms and legs to the bed, and wait until the grandson has finished eating and then comes back to feed me."

Zhen Chun said, pulling up her trouser legs, and Gou Shun saw a mark of depression around her ankles.

"After so many years, the marks of strangulation have not disappeared." Zhen Chun said, putting down his trousers, and continued: "You can't imagine that for almost a whole year, I only had an old rattle to accompany me, and the grandson didn't want it.

toys."

"Why one year? Did your mother quit working later?"

Zhen Chun shook his head and said: "Maybe the sky has eyes. The old man didn't know if he offended someone or something. His grandson was run away. The old man fell ill in anger. He asked me by name.

Mom takes care of him, but at least I can have enough to eat."

"Weren't you afraid at that time?"

"Afraid, of course I am. From the time I can remember, what I fear most is loneliness, so I started drinking and dancing at the age of fourteen because it made me feel less lonely. However, in that kind of environment, all scumbags

Yes, so I was cheated on by a boy when I was sixteen, but it doesn’t matter, after all, my birth was a mistake.”

"You must not think like this." Gou Shun said from the side.

After hearing this, Zhen Chun smiled and said, "Okay, you don't have to comfort me anymore. You are not a comforting person, so don't force yourself."

"I'm sorry, I know I'm stupid."

"Do you know why I'm afraid of thunder?"

Gou Shun shook his head.

"That was when I just remembered, I was about four or five years old. That day was similar to the situation just now. There was a strong wind, and my mother went to take care of the old man. I still clearly remember the roar of thunder that day.

It seemed as if the house was about to be overturned. The strong wind blew things outside, and the raindrops hit the glass of the window. I felt like there was a wild beast staring at me in the darkness, and it might rush out at any time.

After eating me, I put the quilt over my head and huddled tightly in the corner, not daring to move. I don’t know how I carried it, and I don’t know when my mother came back.”

Gou Shun always felt that his childhood was pitiful, but now it seems that Zhen Chun is even more pitiful than him. From the appearance alone, he could not tell that Zhen Chun would have such an experience.

After all, Zhen Chun now looks cheerful and has a good life.

Zhen Chun seemed to have seen through Gou Shun's thoughts, and heard her say: "Maybe it's been a long time, my mother took care of the old man every day, and finally the two of them had inexplicable feelings. Five years later, the old man didn't stand up.

He lived and left, but he still had a good conscience and left a large amount of money to my mother in his will."

"Later, your mother used the money to open a hospital?"

"Yes, my mother later found many connections and opened this hospital. But at this time, she couldn't control me anymore if she wanted to. I was much more rebellious than other classmates, and she couldn't do anything to me. Maybe it was because

She felt that she owed me too much, so she would agree to any request I made, and even if I scolded her, she would not speak back."

Zhen Chun paused and then said: "But she still has a conscience. Although she runs a women's hospital, she will persuade those girls who have gone astray whenever she has the opportunity. But this time Xia Rushi is

Let me do it for you."

Gou Shun didn't say anything. Before, she thought that Zhen Chun was acting like this because of her own indiscretion, but things didn't seem to be that simple. As a listener, he felt sad, but now, she didn't want Zhen Chun to be like that even more.

"I think your mother had no choice but to support you," Gou Shun said.

"Then she didn't have to give birth to me. Why did she give birth to me?" Zhen Chun seemed a little unconvinced.

Gou Shun looked at Zhen Chun and said seriously: "Yeah, why did she give birth to you? Have you ever thought about why she still chose to give birth to you when your father left her?

?”

"I don't know." Zhen Chun didn't seem to want to think about this problem.

"Because you are her flesh and blood, because she can't let you go, because she loves you."

After hearing this, Zhen Chun said nothing and turned her gaze to the setting sun in the distance.

The two were silent for a few minutes, then Gou Shun sighed and said, "Let's make a call."

"What?" Zhen Chun seemed a little confused.
Chapter completed!