From March to now, I have experienced a lot of things.

My inner world has undergone tremendous changes.

My spirit was under great pressure and pain.

Emotional breakdown, emotional breakdown.

I am anxious every day and restless every day.

Every day I make a choice between dying and continuing to live.

Several times I stood at the window and wanted to jump out.

Fortunately, I finally woke up and didn't take that step.

I suffer from depression.

I will see a psychiatrist tomorrow to prescribe medication.

I keep telling myself that it's not that bad,

The world is still beautiful, and there are still many things I can do.

I have to live.

Whether it's for myself or my family.

During this period of time there was no daylight, I couldn't feel hungry, I couldn't feel my direction, I couldn't feel that I was still alive.

The only thing I feel is pain.

I didn't dare to go home, so I could only stay with my friends.

The house at home is empty, and as soon as I enter the door, I will think of the people who chatted with me in those days.

That's an emotion I can't bear right now.

I am a coward, a weakling.

But I don't think it can go on like this.

My mood has calmed down a bit today, so I started updating chapters.

This book has brought me to the pinnacle of my achievements, and I should give it the honor it deserves.

I will finish writing this book.

Although this book has been sealed once before,

Income fell off a cliff.

The pressure of life is getting bigger and bigger.

But I want to finish it.

I want to finish writing Lin Yi’s story.

As long as I am not dead, as long as this book still exists.

I swear on my life that I will finish it.

Just like the original intention of this book in the first place,

It is a good story, and it deserves to be loved,

I want to finish this story and this book well.

I reached out in the darkness trying to find the light.

I also hope that light can come soon.

And before the light comes,

I hope I can be that person worth waiting for the light of day.
Chapter completed!