Chapter One Hundred and Forty Two: After All I Lose Her
Xie Lang made a lifelong mistake when he saw him, and she also made a lifelong mistake because of it.
Mrs. Xie continued in a calm tone: "Not long after, the Xie family went to the Wen family to propose marriage. My sister was filled with joy. What she was waiting for was that it was he who carried a big sedan chair and married the sister who grew up as the only eldest daughter of the Wen family.
.But after his sister got married, Xie Tingzhou did not recognize that she was not the girl he fell in love with at first sight."
Speaking of this, Mrs. Xie had tears in her eyes and a sarcastic smile on her face.
She married the young man she had loved when she was young, but he eventually let her down.
"Three years later, on the day their second child was born, my sister bribed the midwife to cause her sister to die in childbirth, and then secretly replaced her identity, and even ruthlessly eliminated all the insiders. The funny thing is that she betrayed others
Their identities, but the man who said he would love her forever still failed to recognize them."
If Xie Tiezhen was just surprised, then the shock now could not even cover up the indifference on his face.
She had guessed many reasons, but she never thought that the reason for her loneliness was just the filth hidden in the Xie family's mansion.
Is it ridiculous? It’s ironic!
"So...eldest sister and I are not from the same mother, right?"
"yes!"
‘Yes’ is such a light word. Xie Tie suppressed the pain that was gnawing at him in his heart and raised his head to look directly at Bai Bai in the distance: “How did Xie Tingzhou find out later?”
At that time, the young master of the Xie family wanted to marry a girl from the Wen family. He had been a debaucher and loved freedom all his life, and he did not hesitate to agree to accept the position of the head of the family.
How can a person take a concubine just because he marries a girl he likes so much?
Unless, he knows something, but he is reluctant to let it go, so he can only turn a deaf ear and live his life as a worthless waste, unwilling to expose it.
Xie Tingzhou knows it, right?
No wonder, when she was young, Xie Tie's eyes always looked at her with a complex look, never with the kind of love that could be seen at a glance like Xie Jiaren's.
Madam Xie did not expect that she would suddenly ask Xie Tingzhou. She was slightly cold for a moment, and then said: "On the third day after you were born, a withered skeleton was found in the dry well in the backyard of Xie's house. He recognized it with just one glance.
How ridiculous is his married wife? He couldn't recognize the person he committed his whole life to, but he recognized the person with whom he had worshiped in heaven and earth based on a white skeleton."
Once some feelings go bad, even if you still love them deeply, you can never go back.
That year, after Xie Tingzhou discovered his wife's secret, he didn't tell anyone and just kept it silently in his heart. But such a heavy thing has been accumulated for a long time, and even a good person will collapse. After the collapse, Xie Tingzhou
Finding a gap for himself, he sealed up forever the young master of the Xie family who had once been his favorite, and wanted to marry a girl from the Wen family, and gradually became a well-known waste.
He loved the girl he fell in love with at first sight, but he also felt guilty about the bride who bowed to him frequently. In this life, they could not have both.
"Sanniang, don't hate them. If you want to hate, then hate mother alone!" Even in the end, Mrs. Xie still didn't want to see her daughter continue to live with resentment.
She had tasted that kind of bitterness all her life, and it was enough.
"Hate you?" Xie Tie looked bitter: "What qualifications do I have to hate you." She stood up and staggered slightly: "You brought me into this world with your replacement life. Without you, how can I see this world?
In the midst of prosperity and devastation, how can I meet those who treat me well? So in this world, everyone has the right to hate you, but I can't."
Everyone in the world has the right to hate her, including Xie Wuping, who everyone thinks is her biological child, but she doesn't. It's ridiculous. A moment ago, she was laughing at Xie Wuyun's true identity, but in the end, she was nothing more than that!
"Sanniang..."
"Does mother know? The hatred I have felt all these years is like a joke now."
Turn around, shed tears, and walk away.
…
When Mrs. Xie came out, Xie Tingzhou had been waiting anxiously at the door for a long time. As soon as he saw her coming out, he hurriedly approached her and asked: "How is it? Did Sanniang say you want to go back to Xie's house? Why are you always staring at me? What are you talking about?"
!Will she come back or not!"
Mrs. Xie looked at the person she had loved all her life quietly. The young master who liked white clothes and was so gentle and elegant in words and deeds would never come back. Just like the mistakes she made, he could not forgive her.
, but cannot hate it.
"Xie Tingzhou, let's make peace!"
"You, are you kidding me? We are already an old married couple, so why should we be reconciled or not?"
"You know, I never joke with you."
Xie Tingzhou was slightly shocked, panic flashed in his eyes, but before he could speak, he heard Mrs. Xie mocking herself: "No, I've been pretending for so long that I forgot, I'm not Mrs.
Tears fell and he turned around bitterly.
However, the moment she turned around, Xie Tingzhou hurriedly grabbed her wrist and said two words: "Don't leave!"
I don't know why, but he always has the feeling that if he lets go today, she will never come back.
Listening to his words, Mrs. Xie's tears became even more intense.
Why did this moment of tenderness come so late?
She chuckled, gently opened his clenched fingers, and said word by word: "Xie Tingzhou, you only think that I am ruthless and can kill anyone, but you... why have you ever thought about me? Why are you?
I feel guilty for her, but why haven’t I felt guilty for my only daughter all my life because of you? You said that Xie Wuping was my biological child, and I took it seriously. But now I realize that among your children, I only owe
The one who is my own biological child."
Not only does she owe it, but all of them owe it, but her daughter! No one wants it.
"Xie Tingzhou, I'm tired!"
Seeing her fingers being pulled apart one by one, Xie Tingzhou's heart felt like something was biting him. It hurt, but he couldn't stop the pain. He wanted to say "Don't go", but he only saw her turning around decisively.
leave.
He had never hated or complained about her, he only hated himself for mistaking someone else. From the day he discovered the truth, he knew that there would never be any going back between them, even if they were told lies.
There is really no joy in this life.
The next day, the mistress of the Xie family in Danzhou was found hanging in her room. The last words she left behind were just one sentence: If life was just like the first time we met, why would the autumn wind be such a sad painting fan?
No one understood the meaning, but Xie Tingzhou's eyes turned red when he saw it, and he broke down and cried like a child while holding her body. Some people said that it was Mrs.
A last word.
Chapter completed!