Chapter 127 Do you still remember me? 4000 words(1/2)
Central American Student Dormitory.
Lin Wanxiang's dormitory is a single room. This is a single room specially arranged for her by Professor Liu Xiuyu, just to avoid disturbing Lin Wanxiang's inspiration when painting.
If Lin Wanxiang could live in a single room like this in the past, she would have been very happy.
Because she is not very good at communicating with other people.
But now when Lin Wanxiang was sitting alone on the bed, a feeling of loneliness kept invading her heart.
When Lin Wanxiang learned that Qiu Yuan really liked Zhao Kewei, she felt very desperate.
There are many reasons for despair, including the fact that Qiu Yuan no longer has her in her heart, but what really makes her uncomfortable is that no matter how Lin Wanxiang thinks, she can't compare to Sister Ke Wei.
She hurt Qiu Yuan so many times, abandoned Qiu Yuan so many times, and then turned back and stubbornly pursued Qiu Yuan to reconcile with her.
Although Lin Wanxiang didn't express anything on the surface, in fact she always felt guilty in her heart.
But Zhao Kewei never hurt Qiu Yuan, she always cared about him.
So the reason why Lin Wanxiang was most desperate and what made her want to cry the most was... when she found out that her opponent was Zhao Kewei, she didn't even think about competing with Zhao Kewei.
I can only leave Qiu Yuan completely in this seemingly free and easy way, and run alone to Central America, a place where I will never see Qiu Yuan again.
These days, Lin Wanxiang is also trying her best to forget Qiu Yuan and stop thinking about Qiu Yuan.
But the more she behaved like this, all that came to mind were Qiu Yuan's memories.
Those memories that should have been very warm to her in retrospect...such as Qiu Yuan playing with Flying Flowers in the library, and the red bean porridge Qiu Yuan brought her every day.
Lin Wanxiang always laughs secretly under the quilt every time she thinks of this.
After being laughed at, she was hit by a sense of regret and loneliness. These two feelings overlapped and made Lin Wanxiang feel very haggard.
She sat on the bed and covered herself with the quilt. Finally she couldn't bear it anymore and took out her phone... and opened a chat software that she hadn't used in a long time.
QQ.
Qiu Yuan is not used on this chat software, and the only people added are Li Xinxin and Shi Fangzheng, two friends who can be called close friends in Jiang Dali.
After transferring to CAFA, Lin Wanxiang would also use this chat software to share her recent mood and experiences with them in a chat group.
Same thing today...
'Has Qiu Yuan come to class recently?'
Lin Wanxiang really wanted to talk about some daily life issues, but no matter how she asked, she would end up asking Qiu Yuan.
'He hasn't been coming to class recently. Xiaowan, I still feel strange. You really liked Qiu Yuan so much, why did you treat him like that?'
Li Xinxin's reply made Lin Wanxiang experience what it means to kill someone and kill the heart.
Although Li Xinxin is a fan of Zhang Yu, she still has a sense of reason. After a bunch of negative information about Zhang Yu came out, she chose to side with Qiu Yuan.
Coupled with the recent surge in popularity on the Internet after Qiu Yuan sang that exaggerated song, Li Xinxin has a vague tendency to become Qiu Yuan's fan girl.
'Xinxin, didn't you also look down on Qiu Yuan at that time? As a person involved, you may not be able to see things so clearly. Xiao Wan, can you really think of no way to make up for it now? Qiu Yuan should still like you.'
Shi Fang was lecturing her neurotic roommate from the sidelines, and she firmly believed that Qiu Yuan still liked Lin Wanxiang's side, but the two sides didn't know how to express it.
So she has been insisting that Lin Wanxiang chase Qiu Yuan back.
Yes... Lin Wanxiang also felt that Qiu Yuan should still like her. Until Zhao Kewei appeared, Qiu Yuan no longer had room for her in his heart.
Why does it become like this...
"I really feel that it's a pity for you and Qiu Yuan, Xiaowan! At that time, when Qiu Yuan was chasing you, as long as you nodded, he would be with you!" Li Xinxin sighed and said, "By the way, when did Qiu Yuan start?"
Coming after you?"
"After the student art exhibition, Xiao Wan went back to the library to see Qiu Yuan every noon from that day on. At that time, you told Xiao Wan that Qiu Yuan was not good enough for her," Shi Fangzheng replied.
'At that time, I really felt like I wasn't worthy. Qiu Yuan didn't talk to Xiao Wan much during the whole year at school. I think we only had contact with her in the library during that time.'
'But I feel that the biggest reason for Qiu Yuan's departure was Xiao Wan's behavior at the party...did you really have no feelings for him at that time?'
Shi Fangzheng asked Lin Wanxiang into an autistic state again with a question that struck straight to the soul.
Yes! She must have liked Qiu Yuan a little bit at the school anniversary party, but she didn't feel it at all!
Or she doesn't know what the so-called "like" is at all, and even if she does, she feels it doesn't matter.
Anyway, no matter what she does...Qiu Yuan will always stay by her side.
It’s that feeling of being confident when being favored.
Lin Wanxiang didn't realize it until Qiu Yuan left, but it was too late when she wanted to chase him back.
Even if she learned how to like Qiu Yuan later, what would be the use?
She missed Qiu Yuan, and it was possible that she would miss her forever.
Regret and loneliness once again engulfed Wanxiang until she was exhausted.
Go to sleep, you won't remember anything after you fall asleep...
Lin Wanxiang put down her cell phone, covered her face with a pillow and closed her eyes tiredly.
She was indeed very sleepy and tired. The exhaustion caused by regret and loneliness made Lin Wanxiang fall asleep quickly.
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She hadn't slept for long when she heard someone's shouting.
"Xiao Wan...get up and go to the cafeteria for breakfast!"
Whose voice was it? Lin Wanxiang remembered that her dormitory was for single sleeping, and why she had to have breakfast not long after she fell asleep?
Isn't it night now?
It wasn't until she felt someone pushing her that Lin Wanxiang opened her eyes in a daze.
The moment she opened her eyes, she found that everything around her became familiar and yet unfamiliar.
She knew this place...this was the dormitory of Jiangcheng University where she had lived for almost a whole year.
But why? She has obviously transferred to Central America.
"Xiao Wan, are you stupid for sleeping? Aba Aba?"
Li Xinxin's voice came from the side, which made Lin Wanxiang's expression even more confused. She turned her head and looked at Li Xinxin in confusion, not understanding what was going on.
"Wake up Wanxiang, we have to go to morning self-study later."
Shi Fangzheng had finished dressing up at this time, and Lin Wanxiang was the only one in the whole dormitory sitting blankly on the bed.
Get up... morning self-study? Am I dreaming?
Lin Wanxiang subconsciously took out her cell phone and glanced at the time. The time displayed on the phone was seven months ago.
"May 4th...are you dreaming?" Lin Wanxiang's thoughts fell into a state of extreme confusion, and she pinched her cheek lightly with her hand.
But the pain from her cheek reminded Lin Wanxiang that this seemed to be a dream but not a dream at all.
"What are you doing? If you really can't draw anything in Xiaowan's student art exhibition, you don't have to participate."
Li Xinxin looked at Lin Wanxiang, who was pinching her cheeks with her hands on the bed with a blank expression, and she always felt that her roommate was getting stupider day by day.
"The art exhibition... hasn't started yet? The starry sky hasn't been painted yet... Qiuyuan?"
When Lin Wanxiang heard the keyword "art exhibition", she immediately thought of the starry sky that fascinated her, and this was the opportunity for her to get to know Qiu Yuan!
In other words, her relationship with Qiu Yuan has not yet begun at this point in time?
It hasn’t started yet, which means it’s not over yet!
Even if this is a dream, Lin Wanxiang would be very satisfied if she could experience the feeling of being favored by Qiu Yuan again in her dream, and if this dream lasts long enough.
Lin Wanxiang will not let go this time!
"What Qiu Yuan? What happened to that ordinary boy in our class?" Li Xinxin didn't understand why Wanxiang suddenly called out Qiu Yuan's name.
Normally, the lives of these two people are completely parallel, with no intersection at all.
"Qiu Yuan...I want to find him." Lin Wanxiang silently walked down from the bed.
She felt that this dream would not last too long, so she had to go see Qiu Yuan as soon as possible.
"Did the counselor assign any tasks to you and Qiu Yuan? He should be back from studying early." Seeing Lin Wanxiang's hurried look, Shi Fangzheng comforted her and said, "Let's go and have breakfast first."
Lin Wanxiang didn't listen to Shi Fangzheng's words. She changed into something she wore every day in the wardrobe based on her memory.
Seeing Lin Wanxiang in such a hurry, Shi Fangzheng and Li Xinxin had no choice but to follow Lin Wanxiang out of the dormitory.
But as soon as she walked out of the dormitory, Lin Wanxiang felt stupid again, because she didn't know where Qiu Yuan was now and what he was doing...
Qiu Yuan is currently busy digging the gold mine that was suddenly rebuilt after the collapse.
The scene I recall in my dream now is the day after Qiu Yuan got the system.
That was the day Qiu Yuan bought breakfast for this woman Ren Ying in the cafeteria.
At this time, Ren Ying's gold mine has not yet collapsed, and the system has recognized that Ren Ying, a woman, can continue to develop it.
Qiu Yuan's various rewards are still there, which is equivalent to playing the second game, but this second game is estimated to only last for one day.
To be continued...