In addition, I am really sad. If I don’t say some words and things, I am afraid that I will die in vain.

Qin Ruilan has a sensitive temperament. She can feel that there seems to be some problem between herself and Wei Shen, but Qin Ruilan really doesn't know what the problem is. If this matter is not figured out, Qin Ruilan is afraid that she will never be able to do it again.

I won't feel happy anymore.

Why didn't Wei Shen tell Qin Ruilan any news after he went to the north to fight? What did he do wrong to make Wei Shen hurt him so much and ignore his feelings?

So Qin Ruilan said to Xiao'er: "Then ask someone to talk to the Queen. I will go to the palace to see the Queen tomorrow."

Xiaoer is also very happy that the young lady can figure this out. She thinks that as long as she tells the Queen, all these problems can be solved easily.

So he sent someone quickly.

*

At this time in the military camp, Wei Shen was sitting in the tent. The table was piled with documents. He was naked and covered with bandages and some healed sword scars.

Wei Shen knew in his heart that he was lucky to be alive. The nomads in the north were really strong. He had survived many knife wounds, but many brothers were not so lucky. On the battlefield, the body was trampled by horse hooves. In the end,

Even a corpse wrapped in horse leather may not be able to achieve perfection.

Those fresh lives disappeared in front of him. Wei Shen had nightmares every day, and every time he woke up at night, he was thinking about these things.

Because he has experienced life and death, but when the country is in crisis, he cannot retreat. In this way, Wei Shen is very worried that he will die one day, then...

What should Qin Ruilan do?

When Wei Shen was fighting on the battlefield, the belief that supported him was that he could one day return to Shangjing and see Ruilan, whom he longed for.

Wei Shen didn't write to Qin Ruilan. It wasn't that he didn't have anything to say to Qin Ruilan. On the contrary, he had thousands of thoughts to share with Qin Ruilan.

But the situation he was in at that time was full of bloodshed every day. He was not good at lying or describing the ethereal scenery. He wanted to tell Qin Ruilan the good side.

So when he was not fighting, Wei Shen watched the sunrise and sunset over and over again, hoping to catch a glimpse of the lonely smoke in the desert and the sun setting over the long river, and to catch a glimpse of beauty from the bloody war and pass it on to Qin Ruilan.

In the military camp, Wei Shen met a soldier. He was also lucky enough to have survived the previous wars. When he was resting, he would also watch the sunrise and sunset. Every time he looked at it, it seemed like

the last time.

The soldier said to Wei Shen: "I have a wife and a daughter at home. I went to the battlefield out of necessity and wanted to come back alive."

Wei Shen felt deeply that there was nothing beautiful about war, it was all a dark evil.

The soldier said: "I am a rough man. I don't know many Chinese characters. I only know how to draw. I want to write down all the beautiful scenery so that I can show it to my wife and children when I have the opportunity."

So Wei Shen also noticed that every time he watched the sunrise or sunset, looked at the flat grassland, and looked at the unique dead trees, he would draw them with charcoal.

But the soldier added: "I don't know what happened in the end. Every piece of paper will be stained with blood. I don't think any of them looks good. I thought that one day, when there is peace in the north, I will take it with me."

My wife and children will come and see for themselves. When the time comes, we will only smell the smell of grass and sunshine, and the smell of horse manure, hahaha, but we will never smell this kind of bloody smell again."

The soldier said: "I really hate the smell of blood. When I was at home, I didn't even kill chickens. My wife still laughed at me. You said, they are all living lives. I couldn't even look at the chickens."

If you don’t dare to struggle, how dare you kill someone?”

Wei Shen looked at him, not knowing what to say, so he thought he would just listen to him quietly.

The soldier continued: "I have always written to my wife, but I have stopped writing recently."

Wei Shen asked: "Why?"

The soldier smiled naively and said: "I want to go back alive, and now I am thinking about going back alive. I stopped writing to her because I thought that if I died, she would only wait until the army returns and return in triumph.

When the sound rang, I realized that I had told her that I would not write to her anymore. If I died and stopped writing, she would know it right away and she would be very sad."

When Wei Shen heard this, he also knew that things in the world are unpredictable, and the battlefield is changing rapidly. If he died, what would Qin Ruilan do?

So he twisted the letter he wanted to send to Qin Ruilan into a ball in his hand and threw it into the fire.

Although I felt reluctant to give up, I thought about it again. I will definitely go to the battlefield in the future. I can't guarantee that I will survive every time. Qin Ruilan is gentle and virtuous. Fortunately, I didn't do anything to her or get married. She can do it.

Marry someone else cleanly.

Thinking of this, Wei Shen felt relieved. He would definitely hold on to the last position and would have no choice but to let down his sweetheart.

The soldier died in the end, pierced by a sword. Wei Shen was right next to him, but there was nothing he could do.

Wei Shen thought of what the soldiers had said, and thought of his wife and children at home, and couldn't help but feel sad. From then on, his wife no longer had a husband, and his children no longer had a father.

However, I felt happy in my heart because I had nothing to do with Qin Ruilan, so she was still clean to this day.

I can't hurt her anymore.

Wei Shen sat in the tent, sitting quietly, not allowing anyone to come in and disturb him. No one knew how reluctant he was to let go, but if these things continued to fetter him, it would be bad for him, not good for him.

Qin Ruilan is even worse.

After coming off the battlefield, Wei Shen has always been depressed and extremely depressed. He doesn't know what's wrong with him. He takes life and death too seriously. If he dies and loses everything, Qin Ruilan will also be sad.

Instead of doing this, it is better not to be together, so that he will not have so much burden in his heart, and Qin Ruilan will not be sad even if Wei Shen dies.

At this moment, Wei Shen himself couldn't figure out whether he regarded death as home or was afraid of life and death.

*

Xiaoer sent someone to tell the Queen about this matter. Liang Huanqing was sitting in the main hall. It was too cold under the crabapple tree. She had a few crabapples in her hand and was wearing a light purple pleated skirt with embroidered embroidery on the skirt.

A few butterflies, dazzling orchids pierced between the eyebrows, a purple tassel inserted sideways, big watery eyes that seemed to be able to compose everything, lips not reddened, lightly rouged, long hair floating in the wind, hanging down

The sound is so confusing that one can't help but feel affection for her. She is wearing a white tube top, a blue luxurious gold silk skirt, a blue aster white gauze cape, and an emerald jade pendant around her waist. Her hair is half in a bun and half in a bun.

Twelve crystal diamond hairpins are inserted, and the hanging hair is fluttering in the wind. There is no makeup on the face, but it is still as beautiful as a fairy. It’s just the cold face that makes people feel afraid. She is wearing a rose, purple, thousand-petal chrysanthemum pattern on the top, and the moon

White pleated Ruyi moon skirt, wood-like black hair combed into an inverted bun, a freshly picked white hibiscus on one side, embellished with thin silver wire beaded tassels, and black jewel earrings swaying to create a graceful and calm temperament.

Wearing a light orange gauze skirt, a rose-red brocade jacket, snow-white rabbit fur sewn on the edges, an orange-red satin ribbon lightly tied around the waist, a piece of fine Hetian jade embedded in it, and a piece hanging from the left side of the belt.

Glazed jade pendant. A long brocade-like hair is tied into a moon hairpin with a red jade coral hairpin. A glazed curtain hangs under the hairpin, making it even more charming and graceful. The elegant jade face is painted with light plum blossom makeup, which is originally very clear and beautiful.

The immature greenness on her face faded because she became a woman, revealing a trace of charm and charm. She is as graceful as an immortal and is as beautiful as a king. She wears a lake blue and green smoked sweater and is covered with light blue smoke.

She wears gauze, a pleated skirt with scattered flowers, water mist and green grass. Her eyes are full of clear spring water, and a hollow gold hairpin is inserted obliquely into the bun on her head, decorated with purple jade tassels, which is plain and elegant.

The milky white mixed with pink inner skirt is embroidered with water patterns, and is randomly made with many gold and silver lines of snowcat fur. The waist is not enough to be held in a hand, and is tied with a colorful chain, which is strung, inlaid or inlaid with

There are many treasures and rare objects, extremely gorgeous. The outer skirt is covered with a purple and black silver robe with slightly milky white lines, covering the beauty of the inner skirt. It is tied with a colorful satin inlaid with exquisite emeralds. The ten fingers are all dyed lavender, and there is a ring on the middle finger of the left hand.

I don’t know what it is, but it is not luxurious but very attractive. The bright wrist of the left hand is inlaid with gold and is engraved with auspicious clouds and purple auspiciousness. The shining back bracelet on the right hand is tied to the ring finger. The feet are covered with light blue mixed with light white embroidered shoes. Turning around the pretty face,

The light makeup on the jade face is so beautiful and seductive that people can't help but give it all and get it. The bottomless burgundy eyes are opened for a fleeting moment, the small cherry mouth is red without dots and is alluring and sinful, and the double earrings are dangling.

The exquisite hair is shining like a curtain, and the hair is gently pulled into a bun with an exquisite hanging hairpin. There are butterflies, glass and other jewelry in the middle, and a row of exquisite jewelry below it.

The ingenious and delicate gorgeous curtains make the whole person's behavior reflect the dynamic and luxurious charming beauty. The beautiful appearance and the solitary beauty add to the unique charm, as if the whole country is in a state of beauty, and they seem to be floating like a fairy.

Wearing a light green long skirt, the cuffs are embroidered with light blue lotus flowers, a few auspicious clouds are outlined with silver thread, and a dense row of sea water clouds is arranged on the hem. A wide piece of brocade wraps the chest, and the long skirt spreads out softly when she turns slightly. Casual note

Wearing a fringed bun, a hibiscus jade slanted in her hair, her brows are lightly swept to reveal spring, her skin is as smooth as warm jade, her small cherry mouth is not dotted but red, and she is charming. Two strands of hair beside her cheeks are gently blowing in the wind.

, adding a bit of seductive style. The elegant pearl earrings sway gently, but the gems on the nails are enchanting and dazzling.

A carved wooden hairpin inserted at an angle, a little cinnabar between the eyebrows, a light sweep of the emei, a silver silk ink snow jasmine bud, double-breasted silk skirt palace dress with puffed sleeves and waisted waist, elegant but not vulgar goose yellow, a touch of elegance, and a large milky white flower on the waist

The bow knot makes it even more coquettish. I picked up a golden butterfly and shook it. I thought about it, but then put it down. I picked out the inconspicuous flying butterfly, ink and snow hollow green hairpin from the box, with rhinestones inserted diagonally, camellia painted with silver, hibiscus and clear.

She wore a purple-gold crown inlaid with peony and white feathers, a bun with clouds, a green emerald snow-colored palace ribbon, jasmine earrings, a skirt lightly dyed with her favorite jasmine, and wide water sleeves.

It reflects her own Pingting figure. The curls of green smoke and the gurgling water are just a smile, but they also touch people's hearts. The smart jasmine earrings sparkle in the winter sun, and the emerald snow-colored palace lace is looming. She is full of smiles.

Looking up at the sky and seeing the beautiful scenery in the garden made me put aside my distracting thoughts.

Yuebai said this next to her, which made Liang Huanqing frown, holding the heater in his hand, and a little heat came from his fingertips to warm his body.

Liang Huanqing asked: "Now that Wei Shen has returned to Beijing, has he really not visited his sister?"

Yuebai also found it strange. At first, the two of them were in love like glue. Wei Shen was also watched by Qin Yuandao and Mrs. Qin when he grew up, so he was extremely relieved about this man. They were also in the middle of discussing marriage.

At the age of marriage, shouldn't Wei Shen go to Qin Ruilan as soon as possible when he comes back? How could he make Qin Ruilan so sad and sue the Queen?

"Yes, that's what the person who came here said. General Wei Shen never contacted Miss Ruilan again after he went to fight in the northern border... This time when he came back, after entering the palace to report on his duties, he went directly back to the military camp. The news was still with the young master.

Send someone to tell Miss Ruilan." Yuebai said.

Liang Huanqing frowned tightly and said, "It's really a wave of ups and downs. What is Wei Shen doing?"

"Miss Ruilan also said that she wants to go to the palace to see you, the Queen, tomorrow." Yuebai said.

Liang Huanqing nodded and said: "Let her do it. Now that Wei Shen has just come back, the emperor has also granted him time to rest. He will be allowed to enter the palace together tomorrow. I would like to ask what he is thinking!"

Yue Bai persuaded: "The matter between General Wei Shen and Miss Ruilan is, after all, a private affair between children. The Queen does not need to be so involved."

Liang Huanqing looked at her and said: "It's just a pity that such a divine couple is like this. Now that Sister Ruilan is talking to me, is there any reason to ignore them?"

Yuebai nodded: "The Queen is absolutely right."

"It's just that if we ask them to meet directly tomorrow, Sister Ruilan, not to mention Wei Shen, will definitely refuse." Liang Huanqing said awkwardly.

Tang Xue said: "Then let one person hide first and unlock one of them first."

Liang Huanqing looked at Tang Xue with approval and said, "Tang Xue is getting smarter."

Yuebai also looked at her with a smile and said, "That's right."

Tang Xue blushed and said with a smile: "It's all the Queen and Aunt Yuebai who taught me well."

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Ji Ziqi brought the three imperial doctors and medicine boys back to Shangshu Mansion. Shangshu Mansion was already quiet, and there were not many people serving it. Now they all went to Jian Hening's yard to watch the fun, and there were very few people along the way.

's servants.

"Please come this way." Ji Ziqi treated the imperial physician with courtesy and personally led the way.

The three imperial doctors were also modest and polite, and followed him to the courtyard.

After arriving in the yard, he found that the door of Axiu's room was locked tightly. Ji Ziqi looked at the servant beside him.
Chapter completed!