The past is like smoke 3
When Xiangyue heard the voice of the person she was eager to see even in her dream, tears finally fell down.
Was she in a dream? Otherwise, how could she hear his call?
Just like the gentle voice in memory, she calls her name tenderly and affectionately.
Such things have never happened even in my sleep.
In his dream, he would only look at her with hatred, and use words that can expose people's hearts to express his hatred for her over and over again.
For her, such pain was more than hundreds of times more painful than being cut into pieces.
Seeing Xiangyue's tears, Feng Junhao was panicked and reached out to help Xiangyue wipe away the tears. But the more Feng Junhao wiped, the more anxious Xiangyue's tears fell.
It's him, it's him!!!
Xiangyue looked at Feng Junhao with anxiety, but gently helped her wipe her tears, and knew that she had not admitted her mistake.
Even after so many years of not seeing her, she still recognized him at first sight. It was because of him that she would help her to wipe away her tears so gently and look at her with pity.
Thinking of all the past, the pain accumulated in my heart for many years is like finding a way to vent my grievances and innocence.
Looking at the pear blossoms crying in front of me, my eyes were as dark as the mist and rain in the south of the Yangtze River. Looking at his Xiangyue hazy, Feng Junhao reached out and blocked her in his arms.
He contracted his hand a little bit, locked the person tightly in her arms, and let her tears fall on him.
He stretched out a hand and patted Xiangyue's back gently, comforting silently.
After a while, Xiangyue felt that her eyes began to hurt, her tears slowly returned and she lay in Feng Junhao's arms and sobbed quietly.
"you......"
Feng Junhao wanted to ask Xiangyue how she had been in the past few years, and wanted to know why she had betrayed him, and why she appeared here...
There are so many things I want to ask, but I don’t know where to start, so I finally chose to remain silent.
As soon as Feng Junhao spoke, Xiang Yue knew what he wanted to ask, but they had been separated for so many years and wanted to say too much, but they didn't know if what they said was what the other party wanted to know.
For some time, perhaps not knowing the truth of the matter, it may be the best choice for everyone.
Silence spread across the two, and the silent silence gradually cooled down the joy of not meeting again.
"QuQ---"
There was a knock on the door, and Xiang Yue noticed the inappropriateness of the two of them, so she pushed Feng Junhao away and turned into the inner room to change her clothes.
Feng Junhao picked up the third brother's clothes and wrapped them in, got up to drive them, but saw a man in black standing indifferently at the gate of the yard.
"you......"
Feng Junhao wanted to ask something, but the other party blocked his words.
"My master asked me to tell you that if you don't have the courage to take the first step, you will never be able to resolve the misunderstanding."
After saying that, he stuffed the things in his hand into Feng Junhao, turned around and left.
Feng Junhao looked down at the breakfast on his body, and thought about what the other party had said. He probably already knew who the other party was.
Only she knows his whereabouts well, so she happened to appear in the brothel so by coincidence last night to save him and send him to Xiangyue.
"Who is here?"
As soon as Xiangyue changed her clothes, she hurried out to take a look, thinking that it was a neighbor who came to visit her.
"Nothing," Feng Junhao didn't say who was here, closed the door gently and placed the breakfast on the table, "Eat it, I have something to ask you after I finish eating."
Xiang Yue knew vaguely what Feng Junhao wanted to ask, and sat down and had breakfast worriedly with the idea of delaying it.
Even though he was slow, he still finished his breakfast. Xiang Yue looked around restlessly, looking very restrained.
"Did you want to tell me about the incident back then?"
Xiang Yue pretended to be ignorant about Feng Junhao's question and looked at Feng Junhao in confusion, "Didn't you already know what else could have happened back then?"
"At this point, are you still unwilling to tell the truth?"
Feng Junhao was so angry that they had been having trouble with this incident for so many years, but are they still unwilling to give him an answer?
"Xiangyue, you should know that I have inherited Wentian Pavilion and become the new Pavilion Master. Do you think if I had the intention to investigate, I would not be able to find it?"
"What I want is your attitude. I want you to tell me the truth of the matter in person. I don't believe you will really betray me."
Xiangyue was not touched by hearing Feng Junhao's sincere words, but she promised her adoptive father that she would never tell the truth.
If it weren't for this, how could she have left him with such a lie?
"Is it related to the adoptive father?"
Xiangyue's silence made Feng Junhao vaguely understand something, "I can't think of any other choice except for your adoptive father."
"I......"
Xiangyue's speechlessness confirmed the truth from the other side.
Feng Junhao sneered, full of mockery.
"You are concerned about his life-saving grace, but when he knows that you betrayed me, he will drive you away without mercy. What are you thinking about?"
"If it were the life-saving grace that we did for him, we would have written off this kind of grace long ago."
"Xiangyue, in your eyes, my mood and pain will never be as loyal as your adoptive father?"
"Why did you do this to me? Did I do it wrong if I like you?"
Asking questions and every word weeps blood, Xiangyue can understand his pain, sadness, despair and hatred from such words.
Her concealment was not just the request of her adopted father, but also because she didn't want to hurt him, so she kept hiding it. Was she wrong to do this?
Seeing that Xiang Yue had spoken to this point, Feng Junhao couldn't help but feel disappointed.
Although he said this, he wanted to add pressure to Xiangyue and let her say it out by herself, this was also his true thoughts in his heart.
He knew that Xiangyue liked him, but this love was not as loyal as Xiangyue to her adoptive father.
Even though his adoptive father passed away for many years, Xiang Yue still treated what he said as an imperial edict and did it conscientiously.
“…I’ll tell you.”
Xiang Yue was silent for a long time and said in a low voice.
Feng Junhao looked at Xiangyue ecstatically and learned the truth from her mouth.
The so-called betrayal at the beginning was just a scene that my adoptive father asked Xiangyue to act in order to make him hate Xiangyue and stay away from Xiangyue.
People always have biased hearts and prefer the one they like.
The adopted father likes Ru Yue the most. The adopted father wanted him to inherit his position back then, but the adopted father knew that the person he liked was Xiang Yue. According to his personality, if he inherited his position one day, he would definitely not let go of the person who hurt Xiang Yue.
Ruyue was the one who bullied Xiang Yue the most. The first one he didn't let him go was Ruyue.
In order to protect his favorite daughter, he must hate Xiangyue so that Ruyue will not be affected.
Looking deeper, Ruyue is the best-looking one in all the sisters except Xiangyue. If he can fall in love with Ruyue, it would be better.
The adoptive father was worried that Xiangyue would not cooperate, so he threatened that if Xiangyue did not do what he said, he would remove his heir and let others be the ones.
Xiang Yue believed the turmoil without even thinking about it and agreed to her adoptive father's request.
However, after the matter was completed, the adoptive father was worried that the matter would be exposed, so he asked someone to drive Xiangyue away and dealt with all those who knew about these things.
The reason why Xiang Yue didn't say it was not only because of the adoptive father's request, but also because the evidence and physical evidence of the original person must have been destroyed by the adoptive father. Even if she said it, no one would believe it.
The misunderstanding deepened step by step. If it weren't for Ye Zhenzhen's persuasion, perhaps he would never know the truth of the matter until his death.
Thinking about it now, the adoptive father's plan was full of flaws, but in anger he ignored all the wrong things, which made things come to this point step by step.
"I'm sorry," Feng Junhao took Xiang Yue into his arms and whispered his regret in her ear over and over again, "I'm sorry, I'm sorry..."
What happened back then was the adoptive father’s fault, his fault, and even more so Ruyue’s fault.
He believed that if Ruyue had not encouraged her, her adoptive father would never have done such a thing.
After the last conversation, the two of them completely opened their hearts. Feng Junhao's guess was confirmed from Ruyue when he sent someone to investigate.
Afterwards, the two entered the old couple's mode early. There was no such grandeur as before, but the ordinary life of long water flowing, and the firewood and rice were just vinegar and salt.
Both of them tacitly did not mention leaving, and deliberately avoided the existence of Wentian Pavilion and lived a dull life in this dilapidated small courtyard.
Feng Junhao seemed to want to return all the things he had owed to Xiangyue. During this period of time in this small yard, Feng Junhao learned to wash clothes, cook, chop wood, and take care of this warm little home spotlessly.
Xiangyue understood that such days were only temporary, and Feng Junhao could not stay here with her for the rest of his life. He had a wider sky and would definitely leave one day.
But whenever I saw Feng Junhao chopping wood in the yard from the door and asked him to leave, I couldn't say anything.
Just give her a short period of time, a short period of time.
Xiangyue deceived herself, letting Feng Junhao stay by her side with anxiety.
Chapter completed!