2552 Even if I die, I have no regrets
When Ding Ning saw the shocked expression on her face, he remembered that he was still naked and quickly transformed into a spiritual garment to cover his shame.
Looking at the pitiful Qu Yan in the night wind, she felt infinite pity in her heart and said softly: "Are you not used to the life here?"
"No, it's not. It's beautiful and very nice here."
Qu Yan denied it repeatedly.
For her, there is nothing in this world worth her nostalgia. If it weren't for Ding Ning, her disgusting husband might still be playing perverted games, and she might not have the courage to live until now and start a new life.
"If you're not used to it, then someone is bullying you?"
Ding Ning continued to ask.
He couldn't say what kind of feelings he had for Qu Yan. He coveted her beauty and sympathized with her plight, so he reached out to help her and brought her to Paradise Island after her divorce.
But after arriving at Paradise Island, he didn't know how to arrange Qu Yan's life, so he subconsciously adopted an avoidant attitude and made no further progress.
Fortunately, little Shuangxi was born, and Qu Yan had childcare experience. She helped Du Xing take care of the child every day. Under the instruction of Ding Qianlie, she was responsible for taking care of the food, clothing, housing, transportation and daily life of the people on the island. She was regarded as the big housekeeper of Paradise Island.
It has to be said that Qu Yan's ability is really strong. Since she became the housekeeper, she has taken care of the entire paradise island in order. Even Murong Yanran, who is very particular about the quality of life, is full of praise for her.
"No, sir, madam, young lady, they are all very good to me. No one bullies me, really."
Qu Yan was afraid that Ding Ning would be unhappy, so she hurriedly explained: "I just couldn't sleep at night, so I came here to enjoy the sea breeze."
"Do you miss the child?"
Ding Ning looked at her nervous look and remembered that the beautiful woman in front of her, who was once a gold medal reporter, was reduced to her own housekeeper. She couldn't help feeling pity in her heart. He stepped forward and stood side by side with her, looking at the deep sea under the night, and asked softly
road.
Qu Yan pursed her lips, shook her head without saying anything, and a look of sadness flashed in her eyes.
"Then why are you still up so late?"
Ding Ning was surprised and asked strangely.
You know, Qu Yan is not like his women who are all warriors. It's okay to go without sleep for ten and a half days. She is just an ordinary person. If she doesn't sleep for one night, she will be lack of energy the next day.
"I can't sleep, I feel confused."
Qu Yan felt the smell of Ding Ning next to her, staring blankly at the sea in the darkness, letting the night wind lift her messy long hair, and her clothes were as elegant as a fairy.
"Sit down, can you tell me what's on your mind?"
Ding Ning quietly used the power of the earth element to gather a large stone, wiped the dust on it, and asked Qu Yan to sit down and say.
Qu Yan found a big stone suddenly appeared on the beach. Although she was surprised, she thought that after she came to Paradise Island, everyone living here seemed to have magical abilities. She was smart and didn't ask any questions. She followed the instructions
Sit down on the stone.
Ding Ning sat unceremoniously next to her, feeling the faint body fragrance exuding from her body. She couldn't help but curse Qu Yan's damn perverted ex-husband. With such a beautiful daughter-in-law, that bastard was willing to trade wives with others.
Just making him an idiot this time really gave him an advantage.
"Is it cold?"
Ding Ning saw that Qu Yan's arms seemed a little cold, so he shamelessly put his arms around her slender waist, and even found a high-sounding excuse for himself.
Qu Yan's whole body stiffened, and her heart was pounding like a deer. Although she felt that this seemed too unreserved, her body honestly relaxed and snuggled into his warm embrace. She also leaned her head on his shoulder and enjoyed it.
Looking at this moment that she had always dreamed of.
Ding Ning felt secretly happy
, Sure enough, Qu Yan likes him. He can clearly feel her dependence and accelerated heartbeat. If it were normal, he might still hypocritically avoid Qu Yan's feelings.
But the dark night kept amplifying the desire in his heart, and when he couldn't get satisfaction from Ye Linglong, he lost all scruples and face and took the initiative to seduce Qu Yan.
The man was in love, the concubine was interested, and it was Yue Heifenggao who killed someone... Uh, wrong, it was Yehei Fenggao who was having an affair.
As Ding Ning took the initiative to launch an offensive, lifting Qu Yan's delicate chin, and pressing his lips against hers in her panicked, nervous and expectant eyes, a fire was ignited.
Qu Yan has had more than one man in her life, but even her ex-husband has never truly entered her heart. Only Ding Ning, with just one kiss, completely made her sink and fall.
The unprecedented sense of fullness and satisfaction in her heart made her shed tears wantonly and roar without emotion. The blending of spirit and body made her feel an unprecedented sense of solidity and security.
At this moment, her only thought was, let me die, die under this man. Even if she can't be with him forever, she must let him never forget her.
Ding Ning did not expect that Qu Yan's feelings for him were so deep, so deep that even though she was already overwhelmed, she was still stubborn and would satisfy him and please him at any cost.
He could clearly feel the attachment and love that went deep into his bones, which made him feel even more affection for this poor woman.
You know, Qu Yan is just an ordinary person, but she can persist longer than the women who are warriors. This has to be said to be an unprecedented miracle.
Huge spiritual power poured into Qu Yan's body crazily, causing her scarred and tired body to burst out with new vitality. No matter how inferior Qu Yan was in her heart, at this moment, Ding Ning had already made a decision. In this life,
I will never let down this miserable woman.
Qu Yan smiled with tears in her eyes. She was hopeless and finally gained a new life.
Maybe for Ding Ning, he felt more pity for her than love, but she didn't care. She was already a ruined woman and not worthy of Ding Ning at all. Now that he was willing to pity her, she was satisfied.
"Yan'er, I will be responsible for you."
After the carnival, looking at Qu Yan who couldn't even move a finger, Ding Ning hugged her lovingly, kissed her forehead, and said softly.
"No, no, I'm satisfied to have this night of marriage with you."
Qu Yan looked at him affectionately, but refused decisively.
"Who do you think I am? Am I the kind of irresponsible person?"
Ding Ning said angrily.
"No, no, it's just that I have been unclean for a long time. I am not worthy of you at all. Being with you will only make you ashamed. This is not good for you. If you really feel sorry for me, don't force me, okay?"
Qu Yan looked at him firmly, shook her head and begged.
"What is clean or unclean? To me, the body is just a stinky skin. Only the purity of the soul is the criterion for whether a person is clean."
Ding Ning looked at her quietly and said emotionally: "Qu Yan, the past is over. Start your new life again."
"Forget? Easier said than done? How could I treat something that happened as if it never happened?"
Qu Yan looked up at the sky sadly, with a sad and helpless bitterness at the corner of her mouth. Two lines of clear tears rolled down her cheeks, and she murmured softly: "You were born before I was born, and I am already old after you were born."
You hate me
I hate you for being born early. Before you gave birth to me, I was already old when you were born. I hate that I was not born at the same time, so I can be good to you every day. Before I gave birth to you, you gave birth to me and I am already old. I am far away from you, you.
A corner of the ocean separates me. Before I gave birth to you, you gave birth to me.
I have grown old and turned into a butterfly to look for flowers, roosting on fragrant grass every night."
"Silly girl, aren't we already together now?"
Seeing that Qu Yan was emotionally unstable, Ding Ning reached out and wiped the tears from her eyes and said softly.
But she knew very well in her heart that Qu Yan's ex-husband had caused her so much harm that she could not get out of the psychological shadow of the past.
Fortunately, fortunately, I passed by here tonight and wanted to kill her on impulse. Otherwise, the emotions that had nowhere to vent were stagnant in her heart, which would sooner or later make her suffer from depression.
After understanding this, he stopped forcing Qu Yan to make a decision, and slowly used tenderness to resolve the pain in her heart. Sooner or later, she would forget the pain of the past and start a new life.
But he also knew very well that if he wanted Qu Yan to forget her unbearable past, she would have to cut off all her past. Everything else was easy to say, but Qu Yan had a son. Cutting off the relationship between mother and son was immoral in itself.
Therefore, Ding Ning was very confused and didn't know how to cut off Qu Yan's past.
After a moment of silence, Ding Ning asked tentatively: "Do you miss your son?"
"In no mood."
Qu Yan answered without hesitation, which surprised Ding Ning. A mother would not miss her own child. How cruel and heartless a person must be to say such a thing.
"Because that child shouldn't have come into this world. I gave birth to him on purpose. In fact, he is not Sheng Yunze's son at all, but Li Daolin's miscellaneous son. Isn't it ironic?"
The corners of Qu Yan's mouth curved into a self-deprecating and sarcastic arc, and she laughed a little crazily, but her smile was full of the joy of revenge.
Ding Ning understood, and she held the crazy Qu Yan in her arms with some distress, patting her smooth jade back to comfort her scarred heart.
Sheng Yunze and Li Daolin shamelessly played a wife-swapping game, but ended up getting a bastard in exchange. Qu Yan knew that the child was not Sheng Yunze's but Li Daolin's, but she still chose to conceal the truth and gave birth to him, just to take revenge on Sheng Yunze.
A pervert with twisted temperament.
Therefore, for her, the birth of the child was just a tool for her to take revenge on Sheng Yunze. It can be said that even if Ding Ning did not show up, sooner or later the hateful Qu Yan would detonate the bomb and reveal the child's life experience.
In public, Sheng Yunze lives in eternal regret and embarrassment.
Think about it, because of his perverted temperament, Sheng Yunze finally discovered that the child he had worked so hard to raise was someone else's seed. How cruel would that be to him and even the entire Sheng family?
Thinking about it carefully, this made Ding Ning shudder. He didn't know how to comment on such a thing, but he knew very well that when Qu Yan really exploded the bomb, she would definitely pay the price with her life.
In other words, Qu Yan was actually ready to die a long time ago, which shows how serious the damage Sheng Yunze had caused to her, making her want to take revenge even if she died.
If it were anyone else, he might have thought Qu Yan was too vicious and unkind and would have stayed away from her, but Ding Ning had witnessed with his own eyes how Qu Yan was beaten and abused. If he hadn't been forced to do that, who would have done it?
Are you willing to take such vicious and cruel acts of revenge?
"What? Are you scared? Do you think I'm too cruel and unfeeling? Do you think I'm a vicious woman?"
Qu Yan showed a self-deprecating smile, looked at Ding Ning and sneered.
Ding Ning sighed, pushed her away by her shoulders and looked into her eyes seriously, his eyes full of distress: "I'm just sorry that I didn't meet you earlier, otherwise, you wouldn't have suffered so much.
Already."
Qu Yan burst into tears instantly, threw herself into his arms and cried loudly.
Chapter completed!