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459. Chapter 459 Is this love?

"No, I was moved by reading the script. You are really being sentimental." An Xuanyi turned her head away and stuffed the printed script into her handbag.

Some people and things are destined to pass away, so let go of everything, whether it is happiness or sadness, and let it pass away like the wind.

Yang Yi, that was just a beautiful dream in the past, but Xuanyuan Yao was her true happiness.



A certain residence.

There were no lights on in the room, and the night was as dark as ink. Through the silver moonlight, you could vaguely see a person sitting on the sofa, his tall figure collapsed into a bow shape.

He rested his arms on his knees and covered his face with his two big hands. His expression was unclear, but his body was trembling slightly, as if he was acknowledging the great pain.

There was a stinging feeling in the dry corners of his eyes, and he wanted to cry, but tears had become a luxury, and he had no right to cry.

At this moment, Yang Yi understood that when the pain was the deepest, there were no tears at all. If he could still cry, it could only prove that his heart was not dead yet.

It's not that he expects his heart to die, but that he can no longer find the reason why his heart beats. Why is everything a scam? The people he loves and the people who love her are deceiving him.

The lights in the room suddenly turned on, and the dazzling light made him unable to open his eyes. He just lowered his head and shouted: "Get out, I don't want to see you."

Ni Kerer stood at the door, her eyes red and swollen, as if she had been hit hard, and her whole body seemed like a wandering spirit, "Yi, I know I was wrong."

"You're right, I was the one who was wrong." Yang Yi clenched his fists tightly, his nails digging into his flesh.

Yes, it was his fault. He should not have believed Ni Ker's story about being bullied in a bar, and then went to rescue her with dignity. He should not have blocked the drink for her, and then drank the drugged wine.

Ni Keer's face was pale, but she saw blood flowing from Yang Yi's fingers, and rushed forward: "Yi, don't hurt yourself, please."

When her fingers touched his big palm, Yang Yi trembled and felt that he was very dirty. He couldn't help shouting: "Get out!" and then pushed Ni Ker away with a palm.

Ni Keer half-crouched, staggered and fell to the ground, tears flowing out again, "Yi, you can hurt me, but don't hurt yourself, because I really love you."

"Love?" Yang Yi suddenly raised his head, his dry eyes red as if they were about to bleed. He looked at Ni Ker coldly, gritted his teeth and said, "Is this love?"

Ni Kerr had never seen such a terrifying Yang Yi, and subconsciously shrank back.

"From now on, I never want to see you again." Yang Yi looked away. He didn't even want to look at her again. He stood up and walked out with staggering steps.

Although the back figure was haggard, it was so determined. Ni Kerer knew that if Yang Yi left, everything would really be over.

"No, no!" She chased after him and hugged him from behind, "We were never good. I will never lie to you again. I know you loved me, right?"

"Stop deceiving yourself, Ni Ker, I used to feel guilty for you, but now, I only feel disgusted with you." Yang Yi opened her hand and said coldly.

disgust?

Ni Keer's body trembled and she subconsciously took a step back. He actually only had disgust for her. In fact, she hoped it was hate, because at least there is hatred only when there is love.

But, no, no...

"Yang Yi, how could you do this to me? Yes, I put medicine in the wine to make you have sex with me. Yes, I pretended to be pregnant, hoping to make you unable to leave me.

Also, I deliberately framed An Xuanyi for pushing me, and then pretended to have a miscarriage, hoping that you would hate her, recognize her true face, and forget her completely.

What am I doing this for? I just love you. What's wrong with loving you? Yang Yi, you are a fool, the most hopeless fool."

Ni Keer cried until she couldn't make a sound, but Yang Yi still gave her that cold back. She bit her lip and stepped forward to grab his sleeve.

"I love you, but An Xuanyi is using you. Have you forgotten that diary? Are you still stupidly in love with a woman who doesn't love you?"

Yang Yi slowly closed his eyes, took a deep breath and said, "Even if she doesn't love me, even if she uses me, I still love her."

Some people may be like a sharp knife to you, and falling in love with them is tantamount to self-destruction, but love is love, and you would rather fly a moth into a flame than let go.

And An Xuanyi is like this in Yang Yi's heart. He loves her to the core of his bones. Unless life reaches the end, love cannot end.

Looking at Yang Yi who left resolutely, Ni Kerr could no longer hold on and slowly collapsed on the cold ground, curling up into a ball and crying.

She didn't understand why An Xuanyi won Yang Yi's heart without doing anything. She had done so much for him, but she couldn't exchange for his sincerity.

When Yang Yi walked out of the house, the moon in the sky was bright and clear, and the silver light shone under the viburnum tree in the community garden, with pieces of white petals flying in the air.

At that moment, it seemed that he suddenly returned to that path full of viburnum flowers many years ago. There were figures of him and her, the flowers were flying and falling, and they were walking with their fingers intertwined.

"The lady is as beautiful as jasmine, the smiling rose is as beautiful as the mortal world, but the narcissus can match its tranquility, and the river plum seems to be as pure and graceful as it."

Faintly, her voice reciting "Ode to Qionghua" in complicated and clear words can still be heard in my ears. It is so clear, but it has already become a tragedy and will never be heard again.

Yang Yi didn't know where he wanted to go. He just kept walking. When he realized what he was doing, he found that he was standing outside An Xuanyi's residence.

He raised his head and looked at the building in front of him. He didn't know which floor or which window was An Xuanyi's home. There, she would suddenly open the window and see him staring at her.

The lights gradually went out, but he still couldn't find her home. He just stared at it in ecstasy, thinking that she might have fallen asleep and had sweet dreams.

It's just that he will no longer be in her dreams. Those lifelong vows and the years that have passed with fingers intertwined have all turned into nothing. She wanted to catch them but they had already disappeared without a trace.

My heart suddenly ached, like a person on the verge of death. A big hand stuck into his heart, tearing it apart and making it bloody.

He felt that he had no strength to support him, but he gritted his teeth and kept standing there. A trace of blood filled his mouth, but he wanted to keep waiting like this.

The night gradually fades and the sky slowly becomes brighter.
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