I think that as long as I am always useful, you will be unable to do without me. Then I will work hard to make myself more valuable, and then we can live together for the rest of our lives.

But why, when I figured this out, you still didn't give me a chance, even if you love you so humbly, can't you?

You refused to answer my calls, refused to reply to my text messages, and even closed QQ. You must want to disappear forever. Am I so unworthy of your nostalgia?"

…

"The doctor said that my body has not recovered yet and I cannot get out of bed and move around, but I still can't help but want to see you, just for a brief glance.

But you moved away from the dormitory, and they didn't know where you went. I went to your home to look for you, but your mother didn't want to see me. So I had no choice but to wander on the path full of viburnums.

I think of the time when you held my arm and stepped on the fallen flowers. You ran in the rain of flowers and read the poem about Qionghua. There were too many...

I always thought you would show up before Qionghua bloomed, but no, I couldn't wait for you. Then, like a fan, I waited crazily for you to come out of a certain set.

I kept waiting and waiting, but I found that you were out of reach. I found that you were like a queen, surrounded by stars. I thought you would never use me again.

Wife, what should I do? Do I have to become better and become the most powerful songwriter in the entertainment industry? Then you will look back at me, right?"

…

There are many fragments written in the diary, some of which have been soaked by tears, leaving dark circles on them.

An Xuanyi's fingers trembled and she could no longer control her tears. She grabbed Yang Yi's cold hand and said, "Why, why are you so stupid? Why don't you come and ask me whether that diary is true or false.

Sorry, I am too stubborn and too proud. It turns out that I am the person who knows how to love the least, and I am the person who knows how to cherish the least. I obviously have the most sincere love, but I am blinded by hatred."

She grabbed Yang Yi's big palm tightly, but his hand could no longer hold hers back. Thinking of the countless times they had met, she had mercilessly rejected him thousands of miles away, but he...

I finally understood why Yang Yi had that look in his eyes at that time. He was loving and hating, hurting but looking forward to it, just like a moth flying into a flame, knowing that he would be destroying himself, but he still had no hesitation.

An Xuanyi looked at the contents in the notebook and suddenly felt that the world was really ridiculous and ironic.

She saw Xuanyuan Yao's diary a few hours ago, and the content in it made her heartbroken. She suddenly discovered that the love she thought she would have for a lifetime turned out to be just a substitute for someone else.

And at this moment, looking at Yang Yi's diary, every word filled with blood and tears is a deep love for her. He loves her so thoroughly that he is even willing to be used all the time.

In the end, it really confirmed the saying, "Everyone has searched for him a thousand times, but that person is in the dim light." It turns out that Yang Yi is where she belongs.

However, can the heart that has been given be taken back, and can the wasted years be returned to the beginning?

The palm he held moved slightly, An Xuanyi was suddenly startled, and raised her head ecstatically, but Yang Yi still closed his eyes, but a line of tears flowed from the corners of his eyes.

"Yang Yi, are you awake?" She leaned into his ear and asked softly.

However, the person with his eyes closed did not answer, "Beep~Beep~", but the electrocardiogram became calm and emitted a harsh alarm sound.

An Xuanyi quickly pressed the pager, and the nurse and doctor rushed in, looked at Yang Yi's eyes, and listened to the beating of the heart.

The doctor looked solemn and said: "Get ready for electric shock."

A bunch of instruments were clamped on Yang Yi's body, and his body was shaken violently by the electric shock. After the doctor tried again and again, the heartbeat finally recovered.

An Xuanyi was trembling all over, but she subconsciously knelt beside the bed, held Yang Yi's hands tightly, and cried silently.

The doctor checked again, wiped the sweat from his forehead and said: "Fortunately you called in time, otherwise the consequences would be disastrous. Now that the patient's condition has stabilized, you can just talk to him."

"Doctor, why doesn't he wake up yet?" An Xuanyi looked at the clock on the wall. It was already 5 o'clock in the morning. If Yang Yi didn't wake up, would there be no hope?

The doctor sighed and opened An Xuanyi's hand in his white coat. "I'm sorry, I can only save people who want to live. I can't do anything for people who want to die." After that, he left with the nurse.

Ward.

An Xuanyi sat weakly on the ground, leaned her face on the back of Yang Yi's hand, and started crying with sobs, "Didn't you say you wanted to marry me? Didn't you say you wanted to propose to me under the Qionghua tree?

How can you fulfill your promise if you don't wake up."

"Yizhutou, don't think that tonight will count. I have taken off the ring now and will wait for you to put it on again next time. Remember that you must kneel down when proposing."

"Wake up, what do you want me to do? If you don't wake up before dawn, I will regret it. Don't think that I am such an easy woman to marry."

"..."

An Xuanyi cried while talking. She didn't know whether she was crying for Yang Yi or herself, but she knew that she owed Yang Yi this.

Since her love is destined to disappear, instead of being a substitute for someone, it is better to choose a man who truly loves her. In comparison, the person in front of her needs her more.

Dongfang was gradually turning white, but Yang Yi didn't react at all. He seemed determined to make An Xuanyi remember him in this way and feel guilty for the rest of his life.

An Xuanyi was unwilling to accept this guess, and stood up in a panic to draw the curtains. She thought that as long as she couldn't see the sun, it would always be dark, and Yang Yi would always have the possibility of living.

When she turned around, she leaned against the glass window weakly. When she glanced away, she found two warm eyes staring at her, seeming to melt her into their hearts.

Yang Yi was lying weakly on the hospital bed, his face still bloodless, but his eyes under the thick eyelashes were as bright as the stars in the sky.

An Xuanyi thought she was dreaming and stood there blankly, fearing that if she took a step forward, she would wake up from her dream.

However, Yang Yi smiled weakly at her and raised his hand feebly, but in the end he didn't have any strength and fell down before he could lift it up.

An Xuanyi suddenly came back to her senses, stepped forward and held his hand, looking at Yang Yi who had walked through the gate of hell, she burst into tears.
Chapter completed!