My heart is getting colder and colder. I know that as long as he walks in front of me, I will never be me again. I will lose all my memories before. From then on, I become another person. I tried hard to struggle, but I couldn't move at all. At this time, that person had already walked in front of me.

He pressed his face up and said softly, "Thank you for giving me this opportunity to deal with him, idiot." After saying this, I saw his body gradually fading, as if it was about to disappear from my eyes. At this time, the pain that had just stopped hit again, and it was even stronger than the last time. As the pain intensified, I felt that something gradually disappeared from my body. I knew that it must be my memory. The fear and unwillingness in my heart could no longer be described in words.

In this extreme anger and pain, I felt that my eyes were dark again and I fainted. At the moment when I lost consciousness, I heard a scream from the doll. The scream contained deeper fear and incredibility than me.

I don’t know how long it took, but when I opened my eyes again, my first reaction was that I was surprised to find that I still remember everything, and I was still me, and I did not lose those memories that were extremely precious in my heart.

This made me feel extremely happy. Although I don’t know what happened, it’s certain that I’m still fine. All this should be related to the last scream I heard. Could it be that the doll saw something in my mind?

I felt a little confused, so I hurriedly relieved my emotions, then sat down and quietly sorted everything in my mind: I am the incarnation of another Pahu, and the doll just now should have achieved the so-called goal of taking over the body by controlling my brain. As for how he could do this, I don’t know. Anyway, there are all kinds of people in the Qingshan organization, but I didn’t expect that the doll didn’t know what I saw in my mind, so I screamed. Now that I am intact, then his fate should not be much better.

Could it be that what he saw inside was another Pahu. The two met inside and used my body to form the battlefield. In the end, the doll was defeated and died completely? After all, according to the doll, I was the incarnation of another Pahu and was part of him, so my explanation seemed to work, but I finally shook my head and gave up this inference because I discovered a very important flaw.

If I was really the incarnation of another Pahu, then I would definitely have all the memories he had experienced, but I don’t have any memories of my past, which is also the goal I have always wanted to find. I want to know who I am. It was not until I went to Gexi Village that I truly understood my life experience. But there was one thing that I still couldn’t understand, that is why I never remembered those things. This must be because someone eliminated my memory. When I first learned that the old house life I experienced was just a world where I was hypnotized, the doctor who looked exactly like Xiao Yang, the person who said I killed his sister also told me something, saying that I had lost my memory and could never remember the people and things I had before.

Should these two amnesia be considered one at all? It is precisely because of this amnesia that I don’t remember what I did before. From the perspective of time, this may be very big. After all, I came to Fengmen Village at that time. If my inference was true, I should have brought another Pahu memory at that time. From Yuan Shushi, I knew very well that at that time, whether it was military power or some messy things, I had a deep understanding of it. However, because I didn’t know what happened later, it became like this and all the previous memories disappeared.

The more I think about it, the more I become scared. If the doll just now was really successful in taking over the body, perhaps to outsiders, I would have lost my memory again because I will never remember the past. Could it be that my previous memory loss was also because I was taken over? Now I am not the original me? But why does my experience really tell me that I am just an ordinary person and I don’t have any special abilities. How can such a person have the ability to take over the body?

I can't imagine it anymore. I don't know if I will go crazy if I think about it like this. I originally thought that the experience of Gexi Village had explained who I was, but now I have encountered questions that I cannot solve again. Maybe when my mother gave birth to me, I was no longer me. At that time, I became another Pahu incarnation, and my mind was filled with other people's thoughts and experiences. This kind of thing has always been called reincarnation. There are constant reports in the world that a child was born with memories of his previous life, which should be similar to this. But for me, all this was just the beginning. When I grew up, I went to Fengmen Village. As a result, I didn't know what happened. I lost my memory again, including my previous life.

The only thing I remember about all the memories is the life after being hypnotized. The root of all this comes from the novel "Old House" I held in my hand. Of course, I still have no impression of this book, just like what the doll said just now, I don't know anything, I don't know that I am the incarnation of the first generation of Pahu, and I don't know what the doll saw in my mind. I don't think he would see another Pahu, because I have no impression at all, and I don't have any memories of this. Although I have been said to be the last Pahu in Gexi Village, I now know that the word Pahu is definitely not that simple.

I can't think about it anymore, and I can't think about it anymore. I slapped my face hard until I started to feel the pain before I stopped. Perhaps only in this way can I jump out of that chaotic thought. I don't know behind all this, behind the first generation of Pahu, who else did something on me that made me lose my memory. If I don't know, I try not to think about it and try to do what I can do.

The pain on my face gradually made me wake up. Because I hadn't looked at my watch before, I don't know how long the experience had just passed, but it shouldn't be too long, because Yang Zijiang went to find He Xiaojianqiang and had not come back yet. Since he told He Xiaojianqiang that place, with his speed and the mood of being anxious to get the mask, it would not take long to go back and forth. Since that's the case, I'd better go outside and wait for him first. I always feel a little scared in this place.

I picked up the searchlight with my hand, and suddenly I felt something was wrong. Although the searchlight was still on, the brightness had dropped significantly. I have used this searchlight many times and have a good understanding of its performance. The battery was replaced before entering the basement. Under normal circumstances, it would only become so dim if it was illuminated for four hours in a row. Apart from the time I had been in the aisle before, could I say that I had been here for more than three hours?

An ominous premonition came out from my heart. In other words, it had been three hours since Yang Zijiang went to find He Xiaojianqiang. He Xiaojianqiang once told me that it was in the right ear. At the speed of the two of them, they should come back no matter what. When I recalled what Yang Zijiang said in the last sentence, my heart sank: Something must have happened to these two people!

I suddenly broke out in a cold sweat, and didn't care about thinking so much. I grabbed the searchlight and ran out. These two people can't happen to me now. There are many soul-lost people in Chu Jiangshan, and many people have lost their memories there. I don't know if this has anything to do with my experience, but at least I should try it. After all, this proves that in addition to the first generation of Pahu, there are people who can easily erase a person's memory. Moreover, I don't know what kind of connection is with the strange thing in He Xiaojianqiang's hands. All of this is something I must understand. After all, Yang Zijiang's understanding of all this comes from Chu Jiangshan, and anything related to Chu Jiangshan is something I must master and understand.

I rushed out of the underground stone chamber as fast as possible, but when I reached the entrance of the stone steps, I stopped again because I didn't know where to go next. Yang Zijiang ran too fast at that time, and I didn't pay attention to which direction he was going. Although He Xiaojianqiang told me that the place was in the right ear, he didn't say specifically how to enter. We had searched before, but we didn't see any caves. He Xiaojianqiang asked Yang Zijiang for specific methods of entering. It was just that because the two of them were ready to investigate together, he didn't tell me, and I didn't ask. As a result, I suddenly realized that I didn't know where to go to find them.
Chapter completed!