Because Banana Man had a tight schedule at the end of the year, the two recordings were not that long apart.

This time, all the members were also called. After the collection, they were also gathered in the room at the beginning, but this time they were also asked to bring their mobile phones.

After Xiaonan and Asuka sat down, Asuka leaned into Xiaonan's ear and said, "Xiaonan, what do you think happened this time?" After all, the accident had just happened, Asuka was still a little surprised and confused.

"It's okay, there must be some important announcement." Xiao Nan comforted Asuka a few words. It was probably a selected announcement, but telling Asuka now will only increase her nervousness, so forget it.

And now she was full of uneasiness and fear. She had not had a good night's sleep in the past few days. Not long after, a scholar-official came in and asked them to take out their mobile phones and put them on the table.

"The next step is to announce the selection. After receiving a phone call, everyone is informed that they have been selected, and they are invited to gather in the studio in front."

They instantly became quiet. Everyone's face seemed to turn a few shades pale, and Xiaonan also felt a little sweaty for a moment.

Asuka's hand was tremblingly held as if seeking comfort, and Xiaonan held Asuka's hand tightly, as if this could comfort each other.

Slowly, the phone began to ring. Only one of the seven lucky gods was left. There was Baiqiao Songyihua in front of him. I remember that the atmosphere in the lounge was becoming more and more tense. Many members who were still there began to have red eyes.

Xiaonan felt that she was even starting to feel a little numb.

"Beep beep beep..." Under everyone's gaze, the usually pleasant ringtone sounded to Xiaonan now like a world-destroying trumpet in the hands of an angel.

Xiao Nan listened to the call numbly, followed the staff's instructions like a machine to complete the process, and stood in the queue.

Her heart was already numb. As long as she didn't feel everything, she wouldn't feel any sadness. At this time, Xiaonan completely sealed herself away.

At this time, Huahua and the others in the team were all looking at her worriedly. They all felt that something was obviously wrong with Xiaonan's condition, but it was hard to say anything during the recording.

After the selection, all the members were waiting in the studio for the subsequent dance recording. Some of the unsuccessful members looked at her with mixed feelings, ranging from jealousy to incomprehension to disapproval.

In this way, they walked to their stations like zombies. As scheduled, after they recorded this dance, the recording officially ended.

At this moment, there was a bang, like the sound of an object falling, and the sound was accompanied by several exclamations as several members rushed to Nanamin's position.

Looking in that direction, she saw Nanamin lying on the ground. At this moment, the feelings that she had been suppressing for the past few days suddenly drowned her like a torrential flood. She gradually began to feel that she could not control herself.

The body then lost consciousness,

"What's wrong with me..." Xiaonan opened her eyes in confusion. Wasn't she still recording just now? By the way, she seemed to have dreamed about something again just now? She seemed to have dreamed that she was in the front row except for the 2nd and 5th singles.

After being confused for a while, the memory before she fainted finally came back to her mind. She became the last god of good fortune. Isn't that just like in a dream?

"Xiaonan, are you okay?" Just like when she fainted for the first time, when she woke up, Huahua was next to her again.

"It's okay...How is Nanamin?" Xiaonan was still a little unconscious, and then she remembered that Nanamin also fainted before she fainted.

"Don't worry, it's okay. It seems to be anemia."

"That's good." After knowing that Nanamin was fine, Xiaonan breathed a sigh of relief, but then the emotions she had opened up before fainting gradually returned to her thoughts.

"Xiaonan, how did you..." Seeing her face getting more and more ugly, Huahua asked her with concern, but she was interrupted by Xiaonan mid-sentence.

"Huahua, would you like me to quit the group?" Her voice now lacked the vitality of the past, and was light and thin. She ignored the voices in her head and said what was on her mind.

"Why? Are you being bullied by someone? Or is there something wrong with your body?" Huahua panicked when she heard what she said.

"No...maybe it's because I'm not qualified to stay here?" She already had a rough idea of ​​why the 23-year-old in the dream that she had just woken up and regained clarity about found that man.

Many emotions that had been suppressed by her subconscious before she had time to think about them last time came over her. It was revenge, relief, or money. The motives were so many and so complicated.

But none of the feelings conveyed were due to happiness. She thought sadly that she in the dream seemed to have not been happy for a long time.

In that future, it seemed that only I, my former friends, teammates, and peers were left behind forever.

She seems to always be the younger sister and the mascot who doesn't work hard in the eyes of fans. In this way, the bond between her and her teammates continues to break down due to mutual suspicion.

What followed was an uncontrollable greed for money and an increasingly irreconcilable extreme towards herself, which made her want to find the ultimate relief, a place where she would never have to force herself again.

My own tragic story is probably because I refused several jobs because of my willfulness.

After that, she was transferred to UNDER. With everyone's comfort and persuasion while in UNDER, she finally overcame her discomfort and finally returned to the selection.

However, she found that in the descriptions of fans and passers-by, she had become the lucky one who could return to the selection and the previous continuous blessings without working hard.

She thought about it for a long time in those days and felt depressed for a long time. In the end, she was too extreme or she had not ended her rebellious period for so long, so the only way she could think of was to escape like revenge.

But now after trying it over again, she found that she felt sorry for every member who worked hard here. They were labeled as AKB's official opponents from the beginning, and everyone was working hard under heavy pressure.

There are so many people who are better than you and there are so many people who work harder than you, why should you choose yourself?

She didn’t want to be denied anymore, so she denied herself. She didn’t want to be hurt anymore, so she hurt herself. She didn’t want to be imprisoned anymore, so she imprisoned her heart.
Chapter completed!