“Have you been doing well recently?”

The doctor did not look up at her, but checked the examination report in his hand.

"If you ask, I don't know if I'm good or bad."

She no longer had headaches as often as before, but it was difficult to maintain even the most basic consciousness, and this was what the doctor once warned her kindly.

But it seems that there are other variables in it, such as although her mood is complicated, it no longer hurts, but is infinitely numb, like a big stone finally landing on the ground.

"I said you should let go, you even had medicine that you had been cut off for so long. You are heading towards destruction..."

He wanted to continue talking, but he understood that with Xia Lichen's current situation, it was no longer suitable for hearing any heavy words.

"I want to be hospitalized for a while for treatment. Doctor, I'm not like this for the rest of my life!"

That feeling was so terrible. She no longer remembered anyone, nor did she have her own consciousness. She could step on it like a puppet.

"You will naturally have to be hospitalized in this situation, but don't worry, you are not born with mental problems, so the most conservative one can only be maintained with drugs."

Fortunately, the doctor didn't hear the words of a top psychologist when Situ Feng took Xia Lichen to the hospital.

Her condition was clearly cut off the medicine, and she was stimulated, so she was confused for a while. As long as she was given a relaxed environment and effective drug treatment, she could still be reversed.

But in fact, the doctor said that before, because he knew Situ Feng's decisive attitude and did not allow him to give Xia Lichen a deeper examination, so he made such a judgment.

In this way, Xia Lichen temporarily stayed in the hospital, but she did not forget to go to the store to buy a mobile phone and get a phone card.

I sent messages to Li Xin, Tang Lin, and Yu Tong at the same time to report my safety. Then, the phone ringtones kept coming from the other end of the phone.

"Sister! You are back today, are you? But since you are back, why don't you see us!"

"Li Chen, you are finally willing to answer the phone. Do you know how worried we are about you during this period?"

"Chenchen...my Chenchen! You almost scared Sister Yu Tong to death! If you have any accidents, I would simply not live..."

On the other end of the phone was the concern of my family, and even Xia Lichen herself couldn't help crying.

"I'm sorry! I'm really sorry... I shouldn't have left you."

She could have told them about Situ Feng, but she knew very well that nothing she said was useful now, but fortunately she escaped from that terrible place.

"Chenchen, when will you go home?"

"Yes, Li Chen, come back! Don't think about Chen Shaohua's man anymore, he is not worth it."

In the past, Xia Lichen would probably unswervingly choose her inner thoughts, but now she understands it.

"Okay, I can, but now I want to continue relaxing and see different scenery in other provinces, so don't worry that I will go back when I'm worried."

She really wants to start over this time, so this is completely letting herself go.

"Okay, since you don't want to come back for the moment, then we won't force it. We will always wait for you at home. You should also pay attention to your health outside, and you..."

"Linlin, I know what you want to say. Although it is indeed a psychiatric drug, it is not serious. Otherwise, how can I still call you now?"

Finally, they felt relieved, so Tang Lin and the others stopped insisting.

After putting down the phone, three different transfers from Kai were transferred from the phone. There was no need to guess that it was Tang Lin and the others.

In fact, the money on her card was enough, so she didn't have to worry about her poor life outside, but since it was the wish of her family, Xia Lichen did not refuse.

But it seemed that it had finally received effective treatment, so when Xia Lichen was recuperating in the hospital, he felt very relaxed every day because after taking the medicine, he did not have the same mental state as before.

Sometimes she would go to the yard alone to sit, drinking hot milk from the glass while looking up at the sunset.

The scene at this time is very similar to the scenes of Chen Shaohua in the hospital on the day before the operation, but now she no longer feels too sad about those.

In fact, the one she loved the most and couldn't let go of the most was always the Shaohua from that time, the one she also loved when she also loved her the most.

But when she was hoarse that day, begging the other party to leave with a condom and the other party did not choose her, Xia Lichen himself understood completely that even if he recovered his memory, he would no longer be her Shaohua.

Thinking of this, Xia Lichen smiled bitterly, and when the nurse next to her called her back to have supper, she got up.

Life in the sanatorium is OK, but she is still considered to have mild mental problems. The doctor specially arranged her into a separate ward to take care of her.

But when you go to bed at night, you can occasionally hear people crying and laughing outside, and nurses are busy looking for the patient.

If she had not recovered from sanity, she would have been like those patients, right? With this idea, she was once again glad that she finally figured it out by herself.

But she didn't live here for long, and even the doctor was surprised that Xia Lichen recovered so quickly, and the daily medicines she took were reduced to the first use.

"Probably I no longer bear those worries, and I also feel like I've lived again now."

"You should have listened to me long ago, but there are some things that you have to experience in person before you can see through them, so you can be discharged from the hospital now."

After hearing this, the doctor said to her quite pleasedly. Xia Lichen nodded with a smile, and then after completing the discharge procedures, he carried his suitcase again and planned to leave.

But before leaving, she went to the office again and said goodbye to the doctor with great gratitude.

Along the way, she will never forget those who have helped her.

"I said you look very similar to my daughter. If you can get better, I feel like I see her growing up, so you don't have to thank me. As long as you can live happily in the future, you will be very grateful to me.

Now.”

After receiving the other party’s blessing, the moment she left the hospital, it was obviously raining, but she felt that the sky was so beautiful and the air was so fresh.

However, Xia Lichen still did not plan to go home, but pulled her suitcase back to the hut left by her grandfather.

It has been about two days since I moved out of here. Although the community is still very old, the things in the house are still very brand new. After all, Xia Lichen had renovated them before.

Now Li Xin and the others live in their new home. Although this small house has not been sold, they have never come back all year round, so she has an excellent place to cultivate.

She cleaned the whole house inside and out again. When she moved, she bought new furniture, so basically the furniture here did not move.

After cleaning, although I was very tired, after a while, I felt that my mental strength had come back immediately after resting. Xia Lichen also went to the supermarket around the community and bought some vegetables, meat and snacks that I usually eat.

But just as Xia Lichen had just bought the things and had not yet come back for a while, her phone rang again. When she saw the name on it, she hesitated for a moment, but after thinking about it, she still answered the phone.

"You finally got an echo in Xia Lichen! Where have you been there during this period? Do you know how much I have been looking for you..."

"Gu Jingrui."

He slowly shouted out the slightly unfamiliar name, and the other party's voice paused.

"You don't have to worry about me. I'm fine now. And after so many years, I've seen it thoroughly and will not do stupid things anymore, so I want to start over."

Even she herself didn't understand why she said so much to Gu Jingrui, is it because they both witnessed each other's changes over the years, or is it because he cared about himself afterwards?

"So you disappear without caring about it, or even how I feel? Xia Lichen, Xia Lichen! It would be great if I could let you go."

The voice on the other end of Gu Jingrui seemed to be questioning with a crying voice.

"It's not like that. You forgot that I never longed for anything you could give me. I just couldn't bear to watch you continue like this."

Since she had already decided to come out, she also hoped that Gu Jingrui would be fine.

"You are wrong! I love you, Xia Lichen... Why do you just can't feel my love? I can't want a company or a whole lot, as long as you can accept me."

My heart was hurting, and I don’t know when he would become so humble and ridiculous in the face of feelings.

Xia Lichen's eyes suddenly became wet. She was obviously like this, but there were still people who didn't care about everything and said they loved her, but she had no intention of loving her.

"Gu Jingrui, you know what I have experienced before, so I can't love anyone now. Similarly, don't think I will continue to love Chen Shaohua. I mean, I want to give myself a vacation and let myself rest.

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This answer shocked Gu Jingrui, as if he was also surprised at what Xia Lichen had experienced so suddenly that he suddenly had such an idea.

But immediately after he came back to the gods, there was a hint of smile on his lips.

"Okay, I respect your ideas, but I want to meet you where you are now."

It’s not that Xia Lichen finally said that she no longer loves Chen Shaohua, but that his love has also lasted for many years, so how could he give up easily?

Xia Lichen was a little confused about this because she didn't want to contact anyone for the time being.

"I'm in a place where no one knows, so you don't have to rush to see me, we'll see you in the future."

Gu Jingrui nodded to this, but also reminded Xia Lichenfan to tell him what situation he encountered, because he would rush over at all costs.
Chapter completed!