Cang Xu’s heart was confused.

"I'm not afraid of death, I'm not afraid of..." At this moment, he tried to tell himself this in his heart.

He said to himself: "On the mysterious island, in that cave, I was even willing to sacrifice myself and use myself as food..."

A scene from the past appeared before his eyes.

Cang Xu said to the young man: "Eat food and you will gain physical strength. Not only will your chance of survival increase, but your fiancée will also be protected. Maybe she will break out early tomorrow morning because she ate an extra piece of meat." Survive the odds."

The young man "Zhen Jin" was furious: "Are you forcing me?!".

Cang Xu smiled at that time: "Yes, I am forcing you. But please forgive me, Master Zhenjin. I am about to die. A dead person is not afraid of secular authority. And I want to fulfill my last wish, For this reason, my life is just a bargaining chip."

Cang Xu also wanted to laugh now, but he couldn't.

Because his attempts to persuade him were unsuccessful.

At this moment, he suddenly realized that he was afraid of death!

On the Mysterious Island, at that time, he was really desperate and could only leave his last wish. But it is different now. Cang Xu knew deep down that he still had hope, and this was not a completely desperate situation!

Why not give it a try? As long as he sells the secret, he is almost certain to survive!

But there is no doubt that this is betrayal!

Guilt was like a flame, surging and burning in his heart, causing him painful suffering.

"Am I going to betray the leader?"

"Betrayal of such a man?"

In Cang Xu's mind, young Zhen Jin's sincere and affirmative declaration emerged——

"I once said that I will do my best to save everyone and will not give up on anyone. This is my promise and my responsibility." Zijin said this to Zidi and Cangxu.

"Sir, your noble character has dimmed the bright stars in the night sky!" Cang Xu sighed from the bottom of his heart, "You are a model among the Templar Knights."

The underground factory and alchemy center's speech before the final battle emerged.

"Even my own appearance belongs to someone else. I should have been modulated and transformed by the war traffickers."

"Actually, as you can see, I am a lycanthrope, a rather special lycanthrope at best."

What a moving speech!

At that moment, Cang Xu was extremely impressed by the young man's courage.

"We were betrayed by our relatives." The young man looked at Cang Xu.

The old scholar narrowed his eyes, he was shocked by these words!

"We may seem to have lost our way in life, but in fact, we always know in our hearts how we want to move forward."

"You are more suitable for the status of knights and nobles than gold needles. I have always thought so." Cangxu Youyou said at that time, covering up his inner turmoil with the action of wiping his lenses.

The battle was won, they got rid of the scab and captured the artifact.

Compared to the Holy Knight Needle Gold, Cang Xu admires and approves of the lycanthrope boy more.

Cang Xu also thought that after leaving the Mysterious Island, he was exposed to the crisis of group destruction with the help of necromancy, but instead caused the alienation and vigilance of his companions. It was the dragon boy who showed his close attitude in public and tried every means to protect Cang Xu and others.

Relationship.

And in the battle on the Styx River, it was the stand-in puppet that the dragon boy gave to Cang Xu, which saved Cang Xu's life!

"It was the scapegoat that brought me back to life."

"No, it was the captain who saved my life!"

Amidst the intense fear, Cang Xu felt a warm current of emotion surge up.

Now, when Cang Xu recalled this scene again, although the previous emotion had dissipated a lot and was no longer so strong, it still disturbed his heart.

"The leader has saved me many times. Without him, I would not have been able to escape from the Mysterious Island, nor would I have come back from the River Styx."

"He has never been sorry to me, and now I want to betray him?"

"Am I going to reveal the secret and bring him saint-level enemies?"

"I want to...repay kindness with hatred?!"

The flames of guilt vented from his heart and spread rapidly, as if burning his entire body.

Obviously as a necromancer, he no longer needed to breathe, but Cang Xu felt the illusion of suffocation.

He recalled the moment he learned the secret of the blood core.

It's really shocking.

Cangxu was not only shocked by the exquisiteness of the blood core, but also shocked by the size and structure of the dragon boy!

"Without his sharing, I would not know the secret of the blood core."

"Now you want to use this secret to exchange for the chance of my life?"

Cang Xu's head drooped lower and lower, and his back became more and more stooped. It was like an invisible mountain was pressing on his shoulders and back.

The strong feeling of guilt turned into an unbearable weight in life.

His hands were placed on the sand and rocks on the seabed, and his fingers were spread out and ferociously inserted into the sand.

His eyes obviously lost focus, and he could not clearly see the scene in front of him, and he was only immersed in his own world.

"But I don't want to die..."

"I really don't want to die!"

"I am not willing to die here now!"

"I'm so unwilling..."

"If you don't know the existence of the blood core, that's fine, but there is obviously new hope. Why should I risk my life here?!"

"I still have hope, I have a future! A bright future!!"

"Actually, I don't need to reveal my blood core. I just need to reveal the secret of the mermaid's fairy tale, so that Zou Zhang can let me go temporarily."

"Perhaps, I can take the opportunity to delay it and cooperate with the captain and others in the future to defeat Zong Zhang?"

"Even if Zongzhang wins, maybe the blood core will not be exposed, and I can secretly get the blood core and gain a new life!"

Cang Xu's expression was ferocious, his eyes were distracted, his mouth was wide open, and he was gasping for breath subconsciously.

"Wait a minute, there's a magic contract."

In order to restrain each other, the survivors once purchased a magic contract and agreed to keep secrets.

"Once exposed, I will be killed by the power of the contract!"

"But there is still room for maneuver."

"The contract level at that time was not high, and Zongzhang was at the sanctuary level! And she was also the Archbishop of Meilan God, who is the best at deception and disguise. It shouldn't be a problem to deceive the magic contract..."

"Wait, what on earth am I thinking!?"

"Do I really want to do this?"

"Become a shameful betrayer and betray the leader?!"

Cang Xu's thoughts were entangled and fought extremely fiercely.

While struggling and hesitating, he seemed to have heard the speech of the dragon boy again.

That was during the naval battle on Snake Island. They were under the light of confession and their fighting spirit was lost.

"We are guilty!"

"But it is precisely because of guilt that we repent and shed tears of regret. Only then do we understand more the importance of pursuing justice, isn't it?"

"We should be guilty!"

"Who can avoid making mistakes? Who can guarantee that his life will be fault-free?"

"Survive, survive!"

"Only by surviving can we admit our mistakes, have the ability to atone for our sins, have the emotions to repent, and embark on the path of justice."

The dragon boy's speech boosted the fighting spirit of his companions and friendly forces, and was a key turning point in that battle.

"Yes Yes."

"I am guilty, I am guilty!"

"But I want to live, I want to live..."

"In order to survive, I can only bear sin!"

"Thank you, Captain, you have saved me many times, but I can only betray you."

"Forgive me, forgive me this time."

"Like you said, I'm here to survive!"

"I will repent, I will."
To be continued...