Chapter 93 Jingyuan and Lover (2)

After coming out of the bathroom, Tang Xue never mentioned that topic to him again.

Jingyuan pretended not to know anything and helped her change bandages and ointments.

He began to pay attention to his behavior. Before applying ointment to Tang Xue, he would soak his hands in warm water for a while to ensure that the temperature of his palms would not be too low.

At the same time, he was extremely careful and tried not to touch her thighs, belly and other private parts.

There was nothing to do today, so he spent some time cooking a pot of pumpkin porridge. This was his first time making porridge. Tang Xue said it was too thin and too sweet. In fact, he could put some oil in the porridge.

It will taste smoother.

It seems like she wasn't making it up when she said she could cook.

Jingyuan took her temperature again, and it was 38.5, which was lower than yesterday, but she still had a fever, so after eating, he helped Tang Xue to lie down on the bed.

Jingyuan did some daily work in the yard, took a few bundles of firewood indoors, put the empty buckets outside at the same time, brought the buckets filled with snow indoors, lit a fire, and raised the room temperature so that the snow could melt into water.

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It was snowing heavily, gloomy and dark, and Jingyuan didn't want to go out in this kind of weather.

He didn't know what to do when he went out. His blood volume was still below 30 points. Without the sun, it would take at least ten days to recover.

What is Xiao Yuner doing? She should be reading comics.

He had previously brought a batch of new selected comics for her to read. There were a lot of them, enough for her to kill some time.

He probably won't go out before winter is over. He has already told Xiao Yun'er about this. He wonders if she will feel lonely.

If it gets sunny one day, maybe I can go see her again.

But not knowing when that day would come, he returned to the house and locked the door.

He saw the "Infectious Body Illustrated Book" and "Xiao Yun'er's Observation Diary" that he put on the table.

He thought for a while and put the two books written by himself in a high cabinet for storage.

He didn't want Tang Xue to see the contents of the "Infected Body Illustrated Book" and "Xiao Yun'er's Observation Diary" because the words he wrote were completely described from his perspective, and it was easy to see that they were different from the human perspective.

of difference.

For example, zombies will not attack him. For example, it records the whole process of his evolution by removing the snake gallbladder and his physical and mental feelings, as well as his desire to eat Xiaobai, and describes how uncomfortable it is for him to suppress that feeling.

Those who have read it will quickly understand that the author is an inhuman existence, so he hid these two unfinished books.

He was sitting on the sofa in the hall, playing Frisbee with Xiao Bai, but even Xiao Bai, who was usually lively, seemed listless in this cold weather. After playing Frisbee for a while, it retracted into the box and crawled into the box.

Slip into a blanket and curl up in a ball to sleep.

Tang Xue was resting, Xiaobai was also resting, and Jingyuan stayed alone in the living room bored, turning on a desk lamp and reading a magazine.

But he couldn't see it, let's play some games, he thought. He turned on the game console he picked up and planned to play the medieval open world game for a while.

But absent-mindedly, he fought a vampire boss and died five or six times in a row. The battery in the upper right corner was running low. He turned off the game console, lay on the sofa, and looked at the ceiling.

This ceiling was very familiar to him. He spent a lot of empty and boring time lying here staring at the ceiling in a daze, for an hour, two hours, or sometimes even a whole day.

When it snows, there's really not much a person can do.

Although Xiaobai is with him, Xiaobai cannot speak, tell jokes, or quarrel with him.

Loneliness is really a very scary thing, like something eating your heart away bit by bit, leaving you with no expectations for tomorrow.

If you lock a person in a dark room, how long will it take for that person to go crazy?

He closed his eyes and slowly raised his hands upward, as if hugging a non-existent person.

He quietly stood up and went upstairs without making a sound. He stood in front of the door, put his hand on the door handle, and then put it back.

After a long time, he finally opened the door, stood on tiptoes, like a cat, and walked into the house.

The room was dark, but a pair of eyes looked at Jingyuan in the darkness.

"I'll come in and get the lamp, and you can go back to sleep." Jingyuan reached out and grabbed the lamp on the bedside table.

"Can you chat with me for a while? Mr. Jingyuan, I can't sleep," Tang Xue said.

"This" Jingyuan hesitated: "Okay."

He closed the door, turned his back to Tang Xue, and lay on the other side of the bed.

He didn't know what to talk about, what to say, or how to speak.

"Can you turn around, Mr. Jingyuan?"

"Oh..." He pursed his lips and turned around.

Tang Xue tilted her head and looked straight at his face.

Although the room was dark, it was not yet night and there was still blurry light.

Jingyuan's eyes dodge, waiting for her to speak first. He has always been the one who talks less.

"Can I ask you a question, Mr. Jingyuan?"

"What do you want to ask?"

"Mr. Jingyuan, you are not actually a human being, are you?"

These words seemed to make Jingyuan's heart stop. He suddenly felt that those eyes were so cold. He felt that those eyes were examining him, observing him through the glass.

He was silent and turned around silently, not looking or thinking.

"When did you find out?"

His voice was cold. He felt that Tang Xue had been tricking him all along. This woman was too smart and good at pretending. She never told the truth and was always deceiving him.

"Those living zombies, even if you are very close to them, they will not attack you. You cut off the heads of 109 living zombies, and you still have the strength to apply hot water on me and walk with me on your back. This is too abnormal.

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"And your body temperature. I felt it when you first tied the bandage on me. You actually can't feel the temperature. The contrast between the temperature of your palm and the water is very obvious, and you specially changed it for me. There is blood on it.

Put the bandages into a plastic bag and throw them from the balcony to the downstairs. It's like fear of blood arouses your ferocity. I have seen similar phenomena in people who are in the middle and late stages of infection. They will collect stains.

There are bloody things, but I am afraid of being discovered by the escort, so I will bury and hide them."

"You don't need to go to the toilet. No matter in that room or in the toilet here, I didn't see any paper towels or traces of toilet use. After all, toilets without flushing will leave more or less traces of water.

There are some smells or traces, but I looked carefully and found nothing."

"You probably don't have a sense of taste either. The pumpkin porridge you cooked today actually doesn't have any sweetness at all, but when I said it was sweet, you also said it was a little sweet."

Jingyuan's mood was complicated. He thought he was hiding it well, but it turned out to be full of flaws. He didn't know whether it was because he was too careless or because Tang Xue was too smart.

"You could have never said it." Jingyuan covered his ears with a pillow.

Tang Xue moved to Jingyuan's side, stretched out her hand, hugged Jingyuan, and placed her chin on his shoulder.

"I have to say it, Mr. Jingyuan, I already like you and am obsessed with you."

"Obviously you were the first person I asked for help, but even though I was always wary of you, never trusted you, and always said bad things to you, you never abandoned me. You are so gentle, so gentle that I don't even believe it.

You are real."

"In fact, I woke up a few times in the first night. I know that you didn't sleep all night. Every ten minutes, you would wipe my body with a warm towel. When you were in that house, you would wake me up every time.

Every time you left, you would sit next to me, feed me water, and ask me if I was okay. When you helped me go to the toilet, you always paid attention to my wounds. You were very careful in changing my bandages.

You have never hurt me. The puppy you raised is very good. It is so timid, but it is not afraid of you at all. It is sticky to you. Even if I reserve so much malice towards you, you still bring me to you.

The castle."

"I thought I had lost the ability to love, but Mr. Jingyuan, I must say it out loud. I have fallen in love with you so much that I can't help myself. What I love is not your castle or your warehouse.

What I love is you, you who built the castle, so I have to say it, no matter what, I have to say it, even if you will hate me if I say it, you will abandon me, I will say it, you

You really rescued me from that iron cage, so I swear that from now on, everything I have belongs to you, I will never betray you, and I will love you forever."

The wind outside the house became stronger and stronger. The man who covered his ears with a pillow slowly turned around and hugged the man who was hugging him.

He didn't dare to hold her too hard for fear that she would be hurt.

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