1189. Chapter 1189 Suicide note
Chapter 1189 Suicide note
During the Spring Festival in Hallstatt, there is no New Year atmosphere at all, and Xia Ningmeng is in such a state that she doesn’t have time to buy couplets, red lanterns, etc., so except for the dumplings on New Year’s Eve, there is no New Year atmosphere here.
After the New Year's Eve dinner, they gathered in the living room to watch the Spring Festival Gala, and finally felt some of the lively atmosphere of the New Year on the TV.
Xia Ningmeng sat quietly on the edge of the sofa, watching TV singing and dancing, and celebrations all over the world.
Wen Yu took away his new daughter-in-law during the Chinese New Year, and his mother complained on the phone for more than half an hour.
After hanging up the phone, he sat back on the sofa. He Wei leaned in his arms naturally, eating various dried fruits in the fruit plate and watching TV. He still held the mobile phone in his hand: "Wen Yu, grab the red envelope quickly, family members.
Third uncle gave out red envelopes."
The most exciting part of the Spring Festival is grabbing red envelopes. WeChat group chat groups, celebrity live broadcast rooms, Alipay's five blessings, and the rain of red envelopes will rob you.
"Wen Yu, grab it quickly, there is a red envelope."
"I only grabbed 2 yuan, but you had 166 yuan."
As newlyweds, we were very close to each other. Wen Yu would occasionally pick up the trash can and ask He Wei to throw the melon rinds into it.
Xia Ningmeng really admired He Wei's good appetite, and she could continue to eat non-stop after dinner. And she was not picky about food, so she cleared away the snacks that had been piled up here for a long time in one go.
The party ended at about 1 o'clock in the morning, followed by a movie. He Wei had already fallen asleep on Wen Yu's legs. The servant brought a blanket and handed it to Wen Yu, who covered her gently.
Xia Ningmeng whispered: "Wen Yu should take her back to the room to rest, the sofa is always uncomfortable."
"It's okay, she can sleep anywhere." The movie was not over, and Wen Yu had no intention of sleeping.
Xia Ningmeng knew that Wen Yu was deliberately accompanying her, which made her full of apologies.
The movie ended at 3 o'clock in the morning.
Xia Ningmeng said: "Take He Wei back to the room to sleep."
Wen Yu pushed He Wei to wake up, and the two went back to their room to rest.
Xia Ningmeng was not sleepy at all. She made a video call with her children before dinner. K Bao told her that she had made a video call with her father. He asked her mother when she would go back.
In the dead of night, Xia Ningmeng wanted to go to the stairs to stay for a while, but she felt that it was not appropriate for Wen Yu and his wife to be their guests!
She sat in front of the open-air balcony, holding her arms on the railings, looking ahead with empty eyes. The surroundings were dark, and the cold wind blew coolness on her body. She was only wearing thin home clothes and couldn't feel the cold, so she didn't wear more clothes.
A coat.
She mechanically flipped through the photos on her phone, not because she wanted to look at the photos, but because she had nothing to do and wanted to find something to do with her fingers.
The person in the photo seems to have nothing to do with her. When the sun rises tomorrow, will life change? Can tomorrow be better than today?
Day after day, every day seems to be the same, why live?
During the New Year, Jian Jichen no longer remembered her, didn't call her, and didn't even send a single New Year greeting message, either official or group-sent. In the days to come, there would never be him again, right?
Who still remembers that there was Xia Ningmeng in the world?
Xia Ningmeng sighed softly. She stood up and came to her desk. In the pen holder was her pen sharpener for applying tape. The sharp tip of the pen was placed on her wrist. The arteries were obvious, with a purple pipe protruding.
She made a small opening and watched the blood flow out. She put her arm on the trash can and watched the bright red blood growing more and more. She thought of Jiang Tianheng's daughter who fell to death.
She was so young but she shed a lot of blood from her body. How much blood could she shed as an adult?
She seemed to be addicted to pain. When the pen scratched her skin, her despairing heart felt a glimmer of life...
The sun finally rose on the first day of the new year. Xia Ningmeng had cleaned up the trash can. The gauze on her wrist always oozed blood. Even though it was wrapped in thick gauze, it would still ooze out.
She changed into a black sweater so that the blood would not be discovered.
Early in the morning, Wen Yu called her out for a walk. She walked quietly beside the couple. He Wei said that this place was so beautiful, like a paradise. She picked small yellow flowers, tied them into a bouquet, and gave them to Wen Yu. Wild Flowers
There was no fragrance. Wen Yu smelled it and held it casually in his hand.
He was wearing an apricot-colored woolen coat, with fair skin, and a gentle and warm smile. He had a sunny smile, like a carefree child.
Xia Ningmeng was sitting on the grass by the lake, where yellow flowers were everywhere.
She quietly watched Wen Yu riding a white bicycle, with He Wei sitting on the back seat. She weighed much more than Wen Yu, which always made people worried that the bicycle would become unbalanced and tilt up.
Xia Ningmeng felt that her sweater was soaked with blood, and the yellow petals were stained with blood. Her green-white fingers gently touched the blood, but there were still traces on the petals...
"Madam, why is there blood?"
The bodyguard's voice was very low because he didn't want Wen Yu and his wife to hear.
Xia Ningmeng asked: "Normal people donating blood will not affect their health, right?"
"Madam..." The bodyguard was confused and didn't know how to answer the question.
Xia Ningmeng said: "I will take more supplements and it will be fine."
The bodyguard said "Yeah", but still a little confused, Xia Ningmeng said: "It's better to prepare a suicide note, just in case something unexpected happens."
After lunch, Xia Ningmeng wrote a suicide note seriously in her room. There was no one around her to entrust her to, so she could only give it to Wen Yu.
"Ningmeng, why are you writing this?" Wen Yu was very angry. She must have been a very important person in his heart. He left his parents to accompany her during the Chinese New Year.
She has gained nothing in this world.
Xia Ningmeng said: "Now I have no one to trust but you. I hope this letter will never be opened."
"Ning Meng, can you tell me what happened between you and Mr. Jian?"
Xia Ningmeng said: "I expected this result, but I didn't expect that Mr. Jian didn't even say a word. Even so, I don't regret it."
Xia Ningmeng confessed to Wen Yu about Dina. Wen Yu didn't want to believe it. How could Jian Jichen abandon Xia Ningmeng and her two sons for an assistant who had a one-night stand? Even if she unexpectedly had a child, it wouldn't be a big deal.
It's so unreasonable.
"Xiaomeng, I think you may have misunderstood him."
"Maybe we are really not suitable. He needs a strong woman who walks side by side with him in the mall, who can help him and develop a blueprint for him, not a good wife and mother like me."
Wen Yu fell into deep thought. He didn't understand the world of businessmen. A successful man like Jian Jichen might really need a strong woman to dominate the world and create greater glory with him.
What Xia Ningmeng said seems to make sense. Otherwise, how could he explain it if he didn't even call?
Wen Yu said: "Ningmeng, we are all crossing the river by feeling the stones. If we go the wrong way, just turn around and start again. You can't give up on yourself because of this. You live for yourself, not for anyone else."
Chapter completed!