Chapter 32 Sorry(1/2)
When Gu Zhi stood up, his knees still hurt from time to time. He Yu took care of Gu Zhi in every possible way during his coma. His complexion improved a lot. Gu Zhi just woke up from the coma and his mind was a little dazed. He endured the pain and held on to the wall.
After using the restroom, I went to the sink to wash my hands. Then I looked in the mirror and saw that the wound on my forehead was covered with a medical wound patch.
"You finally woke up."
Gu Zhi turned around and saw a man who seemed to be wearing a blue coat. He squinted and couldn't see clearly. When he got closer, he realized it was Chen Weilin.
Chen Weilin placed the medical kit on the desk and took out the stethoscope.
"How is my father?"
Chen Weilin turned around and looked at Gu Zhi's dilated eyes, which were filled with eager worry. He also saw that Gu Zhi's pale and weak face at first gradually improved, but his lips were still colorless.
"He's doing quite well now."
"You're not feeling well right now."
As Chen Weilin spoke, he waved his hand to signal Gu Zhi to sit on the bed obediently.
The breath Gu Zhi took in relaxed after hearing those four words. He pursed his lips and slowly exhaled from his nose. Gu Zhi walked to the bed and sat down.
Chen Weilin put on a stethoscope and diagnosed Gu Zhi.
Chen Weilin had no expression on his face at first, but his expression changed during the auscultation. Chen Weilin looked at Gu Zhi and sighed.
"Yesterday you were in a coma. Lin He and He Yu saw that you still didn't wake up."
"I took you to the medical room for further examination."
Chen Weilin put the stethoscope back into the medical box, took out a document bag and handed it to Gu Zhi.
"Your dad has late-stage coronary heart disease. I originally thought..."
Gu Zhi opened the document bag and found a test report inside.
Gu Zhi looked at the test report and did not move his eyes away.
"How long can you live?"
Gu Zhi rubbed the corners of his eyes and the bridge of his nose, put the test report into a document bag, stood up and put it in a locked drawer, and pressed the light switch. The bright word "FORCE" turned black instantly, and a second later, appeared
There was a warm light. Gu Zhi sat at the desk and asked Chen Weilin this question very calmly,
When Chen Weilin heard this, he stood up quickly, his eyes widened, and he looked at Gu Zhi in surprise. He did not expect that Gu Zhi would ask such a question.
"Hey, stop it."
"It hasn't been diagnosed yet."
"You didn't read those two words."
"Suspected, suspected."
Chen Weilin looked at Gu Zhi sitting in front of the desk, holding his head with both hands. The warm lamp in the corner of the book illuminated him. His hair was surrounded by a circle of warm light, and the breath exhaled from Gu Zhi's mouth was diffused in the warm light.
, a sense of loneliness from a dark corner entered Chen Weilin's perspective, and he was silent for a while.
"The medicine is in the bed cabinet, remember to take it."
Chen Weilin stood at the door of the room ready to leave.
"Does my father know?"
Gu Zhi quickly stood up and asked.
"Only you and me know."
Gu Zhi took a deep breath again, slowly sat on the chair, looked at the only remaining light on the table, and fell into deep thought. Suddenly the room became bright again. Under the influence of the lamp, Gu Zhi immediately
Reflecting on his thoughts, Gu Zhi frowned when he saw Chen Weilin's hand on the switch of the light, his expression was speechless.
"I see why you are short-sighted."
"It's because I don't turn on the lights at night."
After Chen Weilin finished speaking, he waved to Gu Zhi and left.
Gu Zhi gritted his teeth, looked away at the door of the room, stood up and turned off the light in the room, leaving only the light of that lamp.
Gu Zhi recalled the test report and touched his heart with his hand.
"I only think about you."
"It will make it uncomfortable and uncomfortable."
Gu Zhi closed his eyes, squinted for a while, and then left the room.
In the white room, the door slowly moved open. Gu Zhi walked into the room holding on to the wall. He squatted on one side and looked at her lying quietly. His mouth couldn't help but tremble. He bit his lip with his teeth, but he still couldn't resist the trembling, and gradually burst into tears.
Then it fell.
"Sorry, I·····."
"There's really no choice."
"I know, this is unfair to you."
"But... this is what I came into this world to do."
"me······"
"Try to make it less painful for you!"
Gu Zhi bit his clenched fists, his eyes were extremely red, and every word he spoke was filled with serious crying. He was trying hard to control his emotions and not express them. His face was red from suppressing it, but his throat was filled with emotions.
The voice exhaled and exhaled, and the beams of the grille lights in the ceiling scattered on him, like a lonely clown with a halo.
In Gu Xunlu's room, Gu Xunlu looked at his son's shrieking appearance on the surveillance camera. There was no angry look on his face, but his slightly wrinkled eyes gradually turned red. Gu Xunlu swallowed his throat and thought about it.
What Gu Zhi just said will be remembered in his heart.
He recalled that everything he did to his son was to tie him to him and do things that would only help his prestige. He had been like this since he was a child, not allowing Gu Zhi to make friends or do the things he liked.
, he was not allowed to do anything other than what he thought he was doing, he could only keep learning, and he could only keep winning awards, which satisfied his insatiable vanity.
Gu Xunliu has been instilling the concept of mission in Gu Zhi since he was a child, telling him about his difficulties over and over again every day. What really made Gu Zhi sensible in every possible way and change the meaning of his existence was the thing that made him remember it hard.
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The incident happened when Gu was fifteen years old.
Seven years ago, Lang Gu Zhi, a young man who had excelled in closed-door learning since he was a child, was admitted to the junior class. Gu Xunzhi was very excited when he got the news, and then held a banquet in a luxury hotel. At that time, Gu Zhi was too much.
People in the school are naturally jealous of his excellence, and the reason for ostracizing him is not only his academic excellence, but also his height that they can't match and his looks that don't match them. In school, his personality is also very gentle and he never interacts with him.
When a person has a quarrel, no one will take his side if he is ostracized, and he can only blame himself for not being willing to communicate.
He goes to and from school every day, and then stays in his room to study. Anyway, there is nothing but studying every day. He does not dare to resist his father anymore, fearing that his father will abandon him again and ignore him. He already has a lot of childhood trauma in his heart.
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And on the day when he was going to report to the juvenile class, Gu Zhi disappeared. He did not go to school or go home. Gu Xunliang made one phone call after another, but the words that echoed in his ears were still the same: "
The number you have dial can not be reached······."
Gu Xunlan gradually became manic and restless. When he was on the phone at home, he wanted to lose his temper. He wanted to throw the phone but was afraid that he would not be able to receive his son's call because it would break it, so he smashed everything he could see in front of him.
Not long after, when Gu Xunliang picked up the phone to make a call again, he changed his sentence and said, "Hello, the number you dialed is not in the service area."
He was worried at first but didn't react. When he heard the next words, he started thinking. He walked back and forth in the house, frowned in an instant, ran out of the house and got into the back seat of his car.
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"Gu Zhi, you...come here."
"It's dangerous for you...to stand there."
There was a roof of a house some distance away from the sea. Gu Zhi stood upright on the edge of the roof, stretching his hands and facing the sea. He closed his eyes and just enjoyed the comfortable moment of the sea breeze blowing over him.
, slowly turned around to face his father.
When he turned around, Gu Xunnuan was afraid that his son would fall. He turned his hands towards his son and wanted to hug Gu Zhi. His nervous hands were shaking, but they were far away. As long as he took a step forward, Gu Zhi would
Take a step forward.
"So you still remember this."
"I never thought it would be like this again."
"Standing here, I realize that the only happy time has long gone with the sea."
Gu Zhi looked at his father with a smile again, and this time there was a yearning for freedom in his clear eyes. Gu Zhi's tears drifted away in the sea breeze. Gu Zhi turned around and closed his eyes, feeling the sea breeze, wanting to follow
The wind walked together, and the moment Gu Zhi fell outside with his eyes closed, Gu Xunlu rushed to Gu Zhi without hesitation and quickly hugged Gu Zhi who was already leaning.
In this way, the father at the bottom tightly protected his son's head, and the son at the top, the father and son fell to the ground.
Faintly hearing the call of the bird, Gu Zhi felt the dazzling sunlight in his eyes, which made Gu Zhi unable to open his eyes. He covered his eyes with his palms and slowly opened his eyes. The green leaves in the gaps exuded dazzling light.
In the sunshine, I wanted to get up, but was unable to do so due to the sudden pain in my head.
After looking around, I realized that I was not dead, but lying on the hospital bed, staring out the window in a daze at the brilliance of the leaves and branches that fluctuated in the wind.
"Xiao Zhi, you finally woke up."
To be continued...