Chapter 123 Self-righteous

I had made an idea before arriving.

For example, being scolded by everyone, being watched coldly, being ignored, and being hated.

In short, no one will agree with the culprit who let the resurrected Xia Xianyue go to "death" again.

"It's not your fault."

“Like now…”

"It's already great to be able to come back from the funeral home and be in the hospital."

"And the doctor also said there was a chance of waking up. Maybe he would wake up tomorrow."

“···”

Unexpectedly.

Xia Liangzhen just patted Su Yao on the shoulder and didn't blame him.

It's just that it's not your fault.

I never mentioned why Su Yao didn't stay at home, nor did I ask where I went.

“···”

Only Lin Xiaowan's vision was cold, but he just stood opposite the hospital bed without saying a word.

It's really strange.

Xia Xianyue, who obviously gave up in that state, ran out of her home.

Of course, self-touched suicide was done many times, but no one knew about it.

In their eyes, they should just escape by themselves.

"Xiaoyue... I told me a lot before going to you."

"I know it's not my fault that she's like, it's because she's too insecure."

“···”

"But no one would have thought that he would fall into a coma. It's okay. He will wake up tomorrow after infusion."

Lin Xiaowan later took advantage of Xia Liangzhen going out to fetch water and said these words.

It seemed to be said to Su Yao, and it seemed to be said to herself.

"But why are you not here? Where have you... gone?"

“···”

"I ran away."

“···”

I don't know what she means.

"But now you can stay here like this, and you will be happy when she wakes up."

Why do you say that?

I told you, I ran away.

I gave up.

I refused to die again because of the possibility that maybe it didn't exist at all.

But I just want to look at myself with a self-righteous and understanding of everything. Why?

Just push all the mistakes on yourself as before.

It was lost in your room.

It was after she had done something wrong with her.

After she lost consciousness, she pushed open the door and ran away.

Didn’t the doctor say that?

There are injuries in the abdominal cavity and esophagus. Although it was not caused by myself, I just thought it was good. Then I blamed myself.

Could it be that the doctor added that "But that shouldn't be the cause of Miss Xia's coma" completely eliminated his resentment towards himself?

Not right?

One of you is the best best friend and the other is your biological mother.

Perhaps because she noticed Su Yao's gloomy expression, Lin Xiaowan stopped talking, and she went back at Xia Liang's strong request.

When Xia Liangzhen came back from getting water, she carefully wiped Xia Xianyue's face.

“···”

Su Yao stared at the cheek that was rubbed by a towel.

No reaction. But breathing.

Don't look at yourself shyly.

I won't smile playfully.

I won't do anything secretly while I'm asleep.

Just lying there motionless.

What are you thinking at this time?

I thought that part of her tail had not been pulled away, so I worked crazy in the room together, asking for endless requests.

Thinking of the baby cafeteria she covered under the quilt, thinking of the wet lips, thinking of the blurred eyes.

But everything is illusory.

Su Yao began to be unable to look directly at her face and felt more and more uncomfortable.

"It's okay, don't worry too much, maybe it's too weak. The doctor also said that the health is not serious at all."

"It may also be because I suddenly remembered those things, which was a bit exciting..."

“···”

Xia Liangzhen said this first, and it didn't seem to have suffered any major blow.

Because she and Lin Xiaowan both prefer a good ending.

They wouldn't know that Xia Xianyue had never really lived since the beginning.

It is precisely because of this misunderstanding that neither she nor Lin Xiaowan blamed herself.

Su Yao can already think of it.

As time goes by, Xia Xianyue has not woken up, then their eager expectations will slowly turn into ashes.

But Su Yao also has fantasies.

Is fantasy really just a fluid infusion and wake up in one or two days? This is just a dream. Because you see, Xia Xianyue still breathes even after being pulled away from her tail, which is complete and healthy body!

From beginning to end, no one was destroyed or taken away. So why can't I restart without missing parts?

Specifically on the next day.

When I saw Xia Liangzhen talking to the doctor at the door and coming back, my face looked ugly.

"Su Yao, take this and eat it."

"Then go back to bed immediately. You haven't closed your eyes all day and night. Don't wake up. Something happened to you."

But she still tried to hide her emotions and said so.

“···”

Su Yao looked at her, then looked at Xia Xianyue, who was still lying on the hospital bed without any response.

I don't want to watch it anymore.

The fantasy is gone.

How could you wake up? Such a simple and clear fact, you have to deceive yourself?

The only way to save her is—

"Um."

Staying here is useless, except to make yourself more and more depressed and become a worthless person.

So, Su Yao returned home.

Very clean, everything is done, except myself.

When I entered the small space where I didn’t want to stay anyway yesterday, I suddenly began to feel relaxed when I closed the door.

Tired and sleepy all surged up.
To be continued...