Chapter 151 Unilateral Decision

The time goes back to six days ago.

Making the decision took much less time than Youye expected.

Originally, it was necessary to speculate on various possibilities in order to draw the best conclusion. This is still the case now, but the purpose is deviated from the original purpose-that is, now we have the best of both worlds.

In the human world, there are words like "going in both directions", which means that if you gain something, you will lose something.

What I really want in my heart is that I have a unilateral strong dislike for the existence of female humans. I want to use some means to eliminate female humans from the billions of humans. This is really a simple matter.

After I chose that approach, it was not that I should have made the decision to follow my own limited principles, but I always felt an inexplicable and strange sense of depression.

That is, you clearly know that what you are doing is contrary to what your big brother expects.

You can't have your cake and eat it too.

Therefore, Big Brother abandoned female humans.

It is also like the uncontrollable temper tantrums of human beings. When I look around at all the destroyed scenes, I realize that the phenomenon of 'tantrums' has materialized.

The motivation was to find a missing person notice placed in the hotel room. It is very simple to want to know where the big brother has gone. But at that time, I directly used the ready-made wrong answers formed by perception in my brain.

The correct answer came to light when he saw his elder brother coming back with dried fish. This made Youye feel unprecedented joy, and it also aggravated the previous feeling of depression.

Most human beings like to use the perceptual part of the brain to judge the pros and cons of facts, so they often fall into low-level emotions and cannot extricate themselves. Pain, laughter, crying, depression, all come from this.

Only humans who live in a world where they don’t have to worry about basic survival conditions can derive these low-level emotions, including love before mating. In Yuye’s view, they are all a burden that hinders the efficiency of survival.

And from the time he appeared in the human world until now, his way of living has been similar to that of the animal world, and he is not affected by low-level emotions at all?

Not really.

If you believe in survival first, you won’t think about the little things today. In other words, if you put survival first, you will take away everything from your big brother in the first place. It doesn’t matter what human beings are like, and human beings will definitely not be able to coexist with themselves.

, regardless of the possibility of coexisting with humans or prioritizing one's own survival, it is impossible to live with humans.

I have no motivation or reason to obey human laws.

In order to survive, kill humans, seize the food needed for survival, learn knowledge about humans, and then find a safe and convenient place to stay. This is the best way to survive among humans.

In other words, I have changed my survival strategy from the beginning. It is a kind of low-level emotion that hinders survival efficiency derived from being influenced by humans.

Even now.

After knowing that my eldest brother had never thought of abandoning me to find female humans, I began to develop a strong low-level emotion - regret.

Realized that I had done something very wrong.

If low-level emotions are not controlled, it will definitely be harmful to the future living environment.

Really?

Look back on all the life you have experienced. Then think about it, what is the meaning of being created?

Those various experiments are done by human beings in order to gain something beneficial to themselves.

My father never told me what he would do if he left the laboratory.

After coming out of the laboratory, it lost the meaning imposed by humans. It became meaningless.

After knowing that besides humans there are "normal human worlds" living outside, You Ye thought about it again, what is the meaning of existence?

What the elder brother said was that just breathing does not count as living. I was very confused at the time.

Breathing is not survival, eating is not survival, and sleeping is not survival. What is human survival?

If you search the Internet, you will find a variety of answers to this question.

Some humans say that humans are observers, ensuring the certainty of the things being observed.

Some humans say that the meaning of human existence is now, every minute and second now.

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The most accepted answer is indeed the simplest and easiest to understand - the ultimate meaning of any living thing is just to replicate life forms, that is, to reproduce and pass on civilization.

Then the problem comes again.

The original self did not have a uterus.

After the human form was broken down and reassembled, the body was already very different from humans. It finally became anthropomorphic just because the human body was the most suitable for him.

Initially, it refers to the self after becoming anthropomorphic for the first time.

There are parts for excreting waste from the body, but there are no organs for mating. In other words, they are just superficial. There is nothing inside.

There is no frightened part, and no hormone-producing function.

Regarding yourself, you don’t need to mate with humans or other animals to reproduce. You only need to find a female life form that can entrust your genes and let her lay eggs on your behalf.

The exact uterus appears after becoming a monster and then returning to the anthropomorphic state.

It's also because of low-level emotions.

Jealous female humans have such a function?

No matter what, after that, not only did they have a uterus, but they also began to discover that they had eggs that were the same as humans. They could reproduce there and become reproductive entities.

Therefore, you will have the experience of hormonal excitement due to the close movements.

Since then, the impact of low-level emotions on myself has become more and more serious. It is not annoying.

When I am happy, my chest will feel itchy and light.

And now there is another low-level emotion that deviates from it, sadness.

I have learned lies in the human world, so it is very simple to make up every detail and pretend to be uninformed to deceive my elder brother.

However this is not important.

The important thing is that you will regret it when you catch a glimpse of that flyer and see the big brother who did nothing in the end but bought dried fish and seriously prepared to go to the next country with him.

Because the elder brother said honestly that he still has love for that female human.

Then, after knowing the fact that the female human has died, she will definitely be as sad as when she used the perceptual part of her brain to judge that her elder brother read the missing person notice and went to look for her and was left behind.

That low-level emotion is a nasty emotion.

The meaning of existence?

He is a race that should not exist. Therefore, no one expects it to be passed on to the next generation. He has no enthusiasm for reproduction, so there is no significance in passing on civilization or copying.

Not to mention others.

I almost know it. If I can keep my brother's chest feeling warm, light, and gradually itchy for a long time, that's what I want.

In fact, there are many difficult problems that have not been spoken out.

For example, if your body is contaminated by a virus, although the virus is still a little unstable, it is not without a clue. It is possible to completely maintain the anthropomorphic state.

The problem is to find various ways to keep yourself stable, while also looking for ways to extend the life of your elder brother. Time is very long for you, but for humans, the average life span is 60 years.

Even after much consideration, I wonder if we have to find a way to transform female humans in the end. Whether it is as a toy or something else, at least she needs to exist until the big brother gets tired of playing with her. That would be even more difficult.

There are things that are expected.

For example, I was expected by my elder brother to integrate into human beings. Then, this is also one of the meanings of existence.

Putting all of these together, we come to an incredible conclusion.

Human beings say that some people are dead, but they are still alive.

coexist.

The only obstacle is your own subjective consciousness. If you are just a useful body around you, then it is no big deal even if you coexist with female humans.

If you give everything you have to your elder brother, then it doesn't matter what choice you make at the moment.

After all, he can live for a long time, until all the humans who know his existence are dead. He can live until the next world is chaotic. By then, he can integrate into the human world, whatever he wants.

After repeated discussions, You Ye made a decision.

He never bothered about whether to mate or not, it was just a sign of closeness or jealousy to You Ye.

Therefore, just driven by low-level emotions, a simple touch ends and sleeps.

After confirming that his elder brother was dormant, Youye contacted the humans who had not given up on him yet.

"Please come to Crescent Island, Youye and Big Brother are both here."

"Youye wants to communicate with you."

Are humans really willing to accept themselves?

It is inferred that the probability is extremely low. There is a high probability that it will survive as a research object. In short, we will not let such a creature that is extremely harmful to ordinary humans wander around.

That doesn't matter.

Leave the hotel early and meet the humans.

Wear a collar. In fact, it is just the self-righteousness of those complacent humans who want to restrain themselves with this kind of thing.

Quite unexpected.
To be continued...