Chapter 17
Go to the wall and think about your mistakes
After leaving Su Yao's house, Xia Xianyue no longer had a smile on her face.
She went to the hospital to confirm whether Su Yao really had amnesia. The doctor said that he noticed something was wrong with Su Yao and took a test. There was no brain damage, but there was indeed a problem with his memory.
However, the patient insisted on being discharged and did not want to stay in the hospital for observation, so there was no follow-up.
If you want to know whether there is something wrong specifically, you can only take the patient for another check and observation.
I really lost my memory. This kind of thing.
"Since he doesn't even remember, why do you say we are good friends? If you ask me to say, just say you are your girlfriend and see his reaction, maybe he will really regard you as your girlfriend. If he later finds out that you are not your girlfriend, just say
Just admit that you do it because you like it."
"You have to know that a woman is chasing a man wearing a veil, let alone a high-scoring beauty like you. I don't believe he won't agree by then."
As for what my best friend said about Xia Xianyue, I could only talk about it vaguely.
It would be great if it was really that easy to do.
But amnesia means that things in the past will never be exposed as long as you don't tell them.
If we want to call it despicable, after accepting the punishment of being ignored as a matter of course, he took advantage of it because he wanted to be a being who stayed with the person he liked after knowing the truth about Su Yao's suicide.
This extremely despicable idea started after my aunt passed away a year ago.
How sad.
I had already suffered too much undue pain, and when I finally started to step out of the shadows, my only relative passed away.
The wrong thing I did was that I took advantage of the situation and was hated and rejected.
Even because he was seen in a disgusting situation, bad rumors spread about Su Yao. This made him even more unsocial.
If possible, Xia Xianyue is willing to do anything. But having herself, a disgusted existence, to explain will only make it more difficult for Ah Yao to accept. Therefore, she can only continue to accept the punishment of being ignored, and watch the person she likes finally finally
Become a complete human being.
How to do it?
Crazy to make amends every moment.
The opportunity is right in front of you.
Amnesia.
It's like a God-sent opportunity.
nausea.
I know it's disgusting to do this.
ah.
But I am a despicable person.
It's just me.
Now I am the only one who will never hurt Ah Yao and will definitely stay with him for the rest of his life. No one can. Anyone can hurt Ah Yao.
Only I won't, absolutely not.
elder sister···
That kind of relationship is too illusory. I just said it reluctantly, maybe because I realized that I couldn't help but express my good feelings and said it deliberately.
Can't.
There is no real feeling, you must let Ah Yao know that you are special. You must be absolutely close to him, absolutely love him, and never hurt his existence.
therefore.
Something must be done.
——
Su Yao temporarily put aside the matter of Xia Xianyue.
Anyway, I have said almost what I need to say. I will wait until I start to meet other people to talk about the future. Su Yao feels a bit unreliable if everyone believes what she says.
Even if there is minimal communication, at least if we often take professional classes together, we can always find someone to ask about what we are like on a daily basis and what Xia Xianyue is like on a daily basis.
Wait until everything is almost settled by then, and then think of a way to completely resolve Xia Xianyue's matter.
"Uh-huh."
"?"
Su Yao came back from buying ingredients from the supermarket. As soon as she arrived in the living room, she heard an unpleasant sound.
Could it be said.
"Yuye!"
"?"
"Big brother is back."
The little figure looked at Su Yao, then trotted over with a cheerful smile.
“···”
The picture being played on the laptop is unsightly, it is morally corrupt and human nature is distorted. The sound is so loud, can people passing by outside really not hear it?
"How do you find such a thing?"
Su Yao quickly rushed over and crossed out the screen. In fact, Su Yao saw the playback path when he asked this question.
Favorite URL: www,.
Why hang it in the bookmark so openly?
Is there really no one or thing in this world that ‘I’ care about?
"Why did Big Brother turn it off?"
"Because children can't watch it."
"But You Ye thinks it's very interesting. Why do humans have to do so many redundant things to reproduce? It seems that they also use many tools that You Ye doesn't know about."
"Animals in the animal world all start directly."
"Brother, it's really strange. The attitude of living things towards reproduction should be optimization. But Youye saw that humans also use bags to prevent genes from entering the female body. Why is this?"
"Why is the efficiency of reproduction so greatly reduced?"
"stop."
"You are not allowed to ask this question in the future, and you are not allowed to look at such things again."
"Why?"
Youye's big pupils revealed a little confusion.
"No reason!"
Su Yao deleted the bookmark from the favorites bar and deleted the historical records.
"Didn't the elder brother tell You Ye everything?"
A confused expression appeared on Youye's face, "Youye is curious. Why are humans the only ones who violate the laws of biological reproduction, as if reproduction is a kind of fun?"
"This topic is too early for you. Let's talk about something else first."
"···oh."
You Ye reluctantly agreed.
"If I find you opening it secretly again..."
Su Yao tugged on her cheek, let go and searched for something else. "I can't watch the animal world anymore. I can't use my notebook either."
"Woo."
Youye touched his face and looked at the content Su Yaoxin had produced, "Brother, what is this?"
"Look, what I'm going to say next is very important."
This was something he thought he must let Youye learn after realizing that Youye lacked some common sense.
"First of all, everyone should have three views."
"In other words, outlook on life, values, and world view. These three are indispensable."
"Let's start with the world view."
"Youye, what do you think this world is like in your eyes?"
"Hmm."
You Ye seemed to think about it seriously and said, "It is said in the animal world that the world is dominated by the jungle."
"But the human world seems strange and does not follow this rule."
"Oh? For example?"
Su Yao didn't expect that You Ye could elicit his own opinions based on the world view.
"Animals' mate selection rights give priority to the stronger one, and the weaker one has no right to choose. Therefore, the genes of animals that are strong have been passed down and optimized."
"But human beings are different. Just now Youye saw that the male party in the movie was called a repairman. Youye checked and found that the repairman's status is obviously lower than that of the female CEO. But he is obviously weaker than the female, but he can mate with the female.
This is unreasonable in the animal world."
"So Youye believes that the laws of the human world are not the same as those of the animal world."
"?"
Su Yao sighed painfully and pointed to the corner, "Youye, go and stand by the wall."
Chapter completed!