Chapter 301 Two me

Afterwards, he opened the curtains and stood in front of the window looking at the softly falling snow outside.

Asai was lying on the bed, already tidied up by him.

I took a shower and took a shower. I also cleaned up the odor on the bed. Even the garbage in the trash can was thrown away to the village garbage disposal station in the snow.

I didn't understand anything the first time, it was all done by Asai.

Seeing how tired she was now and how much she had been tortured by herself, she just did what she could.

"What do you want to know."

Asai was lying on the bed, tightly wrapped in a quilt, and looked at him outside with his face exposed.

Natsume Naoki held the notebook in his left hand, holding the pen in his right hand, looking at the snow outside the window, and started writing.

[Today is the first snow in Hokkaido, maybe not, but I haven’t seen the others, so I assume it is.]

"Why do you call me brother Naoki?" he asked while writing.

Asai replied: "I've been barking like this since I was a kid. You taught me how to bark. If I don't bark, I won't be given a lollipop."

"When I was a kid..." he asked, "Sure enough, the little girl written in the diary was you."

"I don't know what was written in the diary, but I have an impression of it."

Asai looked at the diary Natsume Naoki was writing, and said softly: "In the past, you would write and draw in the notebook like this. At that time, I didn't know what a diary was. You told me, you can't directly

If you tell others but you want to tell someone, just write it in a diary."

"You also taught me to write in my diary how wonderful my parents are and how happy I am to be their child. Finally, I mentioned the toy I wanted and hid the diary. Within a few days, my parents would

He happily bought me the toys I wanted, which made me feel that the diary was actually a wishing book."

"It turns out that from that time on, you started to teach me bad things." She said: "When I was a child and now, they are the happiest lives of mine. I love it very much."

Natsume Naoki paused the pen in his hand when he heard this, paused, and then continued to write: "As long as you like it, I will like it more in the future. I also asked my mother, she doesn't know about the maid at all, it's all you

You made it up, right? So... the maid's play house ends here. After we go back, we will do everything as usual except for sharing the housework equally. After all, you have to go to college. It's better to live with me than rent a house elsewhere. "

The meaning is obvious. From now on, whether we share a house or live together, it's up to you.

I won't let you go anyway.

Asai just shook his head slightly, "You always have to be a maid, at least I volunteered."

He looked at Asai: "You can call me selfish or a scumbag...but I still want to say that I like you. I asked you what our relationship was like, and you asked me if I was willing to give up.

Senior sister and Amamiya, I didn’t answer.”

"Can you answer now?" Asai asked.

Natsume Naoki shook his head: "Sorry."

"Are you saying sorry to me, or are you sorry about this?"

Natsume Naoki looked at the diary, as if he could recall bits and pieces through the diary.

His fist holding the pen suddenly tightened, and he said firmly: "I'm sorry to all of you, I don't want to lose anyone."

Upon hearing this, Asai was stunned for a moment, then turned his back, this time even covering his head.

"If it were any other woman, and you dared to pull up your pants and say such things, you would already be in the hospital."

Her tone was obviously a little angry, but Natsume Naoki could hear more helplessness and partiality.

I have no choice but to pamper the Master I chose.

"Other women?" He said to himself, "Sure enough, I still can't say such things to my senior sisters."

Asai thought to herself that maybe each of them was more arrogant than the other now, and they all wanted to crush their love rival to death.

But if you let them know the truth back then, and you say this again, what will happen to them?

Would you make the same choice as yourself?

She thought so, hoping to see that day.

Natsume Naoki was still coaxing her: "I know I'm a bastard, but I just don't want you to leave. Please Mao, please don't leave me... Didn't we make an appointment to spend your birthday together next year?

"

"Next year's birthday..." Asai murmured, and then answered in a louder voice: "I take back that sentence. Whether I want to celebrate next year's birthday with you is to be decided."

"why is it like this?"

Natsume Naoki was stunned, and he heard from her tone that she was serious, and immediately panicked.

Closing the notebook and putting it back on the desk, he quickly lifted the quilt and got in to coax her: "Don't be angry, Mao, my problem is, I shouldn't say something disappointing afterward. But, we made an appointment, right?"

There are also bigger cakes and red beans and rice.”

"I'm not angry." Asai turned to look at him, "Okay, I'm still a little angry about your philandering, but I already had trouble with you when I was a kid, so I'll forgive you now."

"That birthday thing..."

"I said it's pending." She said in a very serious tone: "Although the cake is very tempting, I can't agree to it because now I'm not sure where I will celebrate my birthday next year."

"At that time..."

"Do you want to ask why I agreed to you at that time?" Asai thought calmly for a long time, and then replied with a smile: "Maybe it was from that time that I started to have the idea of ​​​​living with you for the rest of my life! After all, I can eat it every birthday.

Seeing a big cake is really a big temptation for me."

"But I'm sorry, I went to the shrine two days ago, and I can't guarantee you anything now."

"Shrine? That priest?" Natsume Naoki was stunned for a moment, then looked serious: "What did he tell you? He must know something..."

"I didn't see him." Asai said calmly: "No one can see him before the day of the sacrificial ceremony. He is not in the shrine... He is already the former priest, and the current priest is his apprentice.

The priest told me that he doesn't have long to live, and he probably won't survive this winter."

"Then who did you meet at the shrine? And what did you say?"

"How about changing the question." Asai gently stroked his cheek as if to soothe an anxious beast: "You must have many more questions you want to ask."

Natsume Naoki knew Asai's temper very well, and she wouldn't get an answer even if she asked her 10,000 times what she didn't want to say.

It seems that I have to go to the shrine myself tomorrow.

Taking a deep breath to calm himself down, he gently held her little hand that was touching her cheek. He felt it was cold, so he thought of covering it for her: "What is your name?"

"My current name is Nanami Mao." Asai replied quietly: "All documents and procedures have this name on them. You can't find me by checking other names."

"What about Asai Mao?"

"It's my old name."

"Why is your name included in the list of victims on the stone tablet?"

"It is a fact that Asai Mao died in a car accident ten years ago," Asai said with a smile, as if he was talking about something insignificant: "Although it is terrible, it has passed, and it is also a fact that I can live with you now.

"

She was serious and serious, as if she was saying something very important and nothing like a joke: "I, Nanami Mao, am now a living person, a living life."

The weight of this sentence is extraordinary. Only a few people know what they have done to prove this extremely simple fact.

Natsume Naoki was a little confused. He felt that the amount of information was really too much and he needed to slow down.

"What about the little girl I wrote in my diary, is it you or Asai Mao?"

"Her name is Asai Mao, and she is also me." Asai said: "Whether it is the me mentioned in the diary or the current me, all the Mao who appears in Naoki brother's life is me, no one else."
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