Chapter 309 It will be difficult to end without marriage

The sky outside became dark and the evening breeze was blowing.

Natsume Naoki stood at the door, tightly wrapped the collar of his coat, and looked towards the coastline to the north.

The sunset hangs hazy on the horizon, and soon the sky will close.

When I walked to the house next to me, the door was ajar.

I thought that since Nanami's school doctor bought this house and she also sent the key to Asai, she must have a backup.

After opening the door and going in, Qihaiye stood quietly in the yard.

Hearing the noise, she turned her head: "Does she come here often to clean up?"

Natsume Naoki nodded: "Basically, I come here to stay for a while after dinner every day. On weekdays, I go to Sapporo for internship during the day, so Mao must also find time to clean the house."

Qi Haiye was silent for a moment after hearing this and looked towards the corner of the yard.

She was probably a little melancholy. She wanted to say something but couldn't speak in the end. When the atmosphere really needed some progress, she paused and continued.

"This was supposed to be a grape vine," she said, pointing to a square of dirt in the corner of the yard.

There is nothing there now, but it is a little different from other concrete floors - it looks like a vegetable garden has been specially dug on the cement-paved ground.

Natsume Naoki replied: "Mao told me that there were not only grape vines here, but also many vegetables. Peppers, cabbage, etc... were planted by her mother."

"Does she often tell you about the past?"

"Almost never," Natsume Naoki said, "except when we take a walk here after dinner."

Qihaiye nodded slightly: "It's expected, and it's all about her mother, right? She doesn't have a good relationship with her father."

"As expected, you actually know Mao well. Can you tell me about Mao's childhood? Especially the difference between her and now."

"If you ask me, there is no difference between that guy when he was a kid and now," Nanamiye smiled: "They all have the same temper as a kid, otherwise I wouldn't be bothered about the name... It's really crazy, Asai Mao Nanami

Mao and all, I still have a headache now."

Natsume Naoki nodded in agreement. To be honest, he was very confused when he heard about this from Mao last night, but after going to the shrine today, he learned something.

It's crazy, she actually saved her life by herself... What did she do before she lost her memory?

"Come with me to the back room and take a look." Nanami laughed at herself: "She didn't tear up that painting, right? After all, it was my final painting. With my current reputation, the oil paintings painted by Nanami are very valuable.

"

Natsume Naoki was heartbroken when he heard this: "What does the last stroke refer to?"

"Don't get me wrong, kid." Qihaiye pushed the door open and went in, seeing the painting hanging in the living room: "It refers to the oil painting. This should be the last oil painting I painted in my life, to pay tribute to the teacher who has passed away."

After saying this, she suddenly froze: "To put it this way, when I painted this painting, it was because I was so heartbroken and redeemed. I felt that I had to say goodbye to my former self, so I made up my mind to paint this painting.

The painting is completely reborn...Does that kid Mao think the same way? He thinks that if he changes his name, he will be a different person, and his previous self will be considered dead?"

"Well, I think she meant that her past self is dead, which is what she meant literally." Natsume Naoki thought for a moment and carefully selected the words.

"Oh, I really don't understand what she is having a tantrum about."

Nanami shook her head slightly, assuming that even Natsume Naoki didn't understand.

The room was very clean. Except for the fact that there was no furniture, everything seemed to be alive with human atmosphere.

A house that doesn't live in people actually has a special atmosphere, and you can feel it as soon as you enter the door.

Even if there are all kinds of furniture and decorations, if you haven't lived there for a long time, you will feel that there is no life in the house as soon as you walk in.

For example, after buying the house, she felt that way when she came to see it.

But when I come back today, this room has been tidied up so comfortably, as if the original family of three still lives here. Now they just went out for a walk and will be back soon.

"Little guy, do you want me to transfer the ownership of this house to Zheno?" Nanami Ye suddenly asked.

Natsume Naoki was stunned: "Why do you ask? If the ownership is not transferred, it should be your family matter, and it has nothing to do with me."

Qihaiye glanced at him and said: "She is living in your house now because she has no place to go, right? Maybe after the transfer of ownership, she will move back."

After a pause, she continued: "Actually, you two sleep in the same bedroom, right?"

"this……"

Natsume Naoki didn't know how to answer. He didn't want to lie, but it was still a bit embarrassing to be asked directly about this kind of thing.

Qihaiye didn't press the question because she already knew the answer.

When she was talking to Mao in the bedroom just now, she discovered that there were their clothes and daily necessities in the room... Natsume Naoki's computer and pants, Mao's pajamas and hairpins.

These are things only found in the bedroom, which proves that the two people have slept together for a long time.

"After the house is transferred, you and her may still be separated." She asked, "Doesn't it matter?"

Natsume Naoki did not think about it, but answered sincerely: "I still feel that this is not something I should decide. Even if my relationship with her has become better now, it is her own business where to go, even if she can move

If she comes back and lives by herself, even if she has fewer opportunities to interact with her in the future, as long as she is willing, I will support her."

Qihaiye raised her eyebrows upon hearing this and looked at his expression carefully.

Finally, after a while, he asked: "This is your attitude, I already know it...but what are your true thoughts in your heart?"

Natsume Naoki said without hesitation: "If that is really the case, I will be very sad."

"What I do is different from what I think," he said: "I am just an ordinary person, not a sage. Of course I am selfish in my heart. I really want Zheno to stay by my side...even just

It's good to get married like this, and she doesn't need to work hard. My family always has some savings. If the two of us live together like this, if we have money and a house, I will also treat this relationship well, and it will definitely make her happy."

"But I can only think about these things in my heart, and speaking out is a shackles. Mao has a kind of guilt towards me that I can't understand, so she did a lot of things for me, but..."

Natsume Naoki pursed her lips, and for some reason, she finally said what she had buried in her heart for a long time in front of Nanami Ye.

Maybe it's because I can't express my feelings in front of Mao, because she really makes people feel distressed; or maybe I say this in front of my senior classmates and Amamiya Chizuru, but they don't understand.

At this moment, Nanamiye became the object of his confiding.

"She paid silently out of guilt and felt it was natural. But I have memory problems and don't know why she did this. In my eyes, she just appeared suddenly for no reason, and then she was nice to me for no reason, and she still felt

If it's not enough, I should give more... This makes me feel happy but also guilty at the same time! Who in the world, except parents and relatives, would be so kind to someone for no reason?"

"I don't know what I did to make Mao move like that...well, I have a clue now, but even so, I still don't think it's enough to let her be like this."

Natsume Naoki looked at Nanami Ye firmly: "It doesn't matter to me whether it's repayment or atonement, because I have lost my memory and I have forgotten. The fact now is that Mao has been so kind to me with all her heart and soul, and she has given so much.

It's totally out of proportion to my efforts... What man wouldn't be attracted to a girl like this? So in my heart, it's hard to end her relationship except getting married."

"Really?" Nanamiye smiled slightly, and quietly pressed the hang-up button with her hand in her pocket: "I already know very well what you think. I believe there will always be a chance to convey it to Mao."
Chapter completed!