I'm so sorry, I'm so flustered
People are always like this, sometimes excited, sometimes calm, and sometimes lost. I think I must have entered the emotional trough again, and I was so anxious that I was in a bad mood for no reason, as if I was facing the college entrance examination.
To be honest, if I insist on writing, I can continue to write, and it won’t be too out of standard. However, I really don’t want to write anymore, and my mind is not in the novel at all. I often recall people and things from the past, and I will also think of an uncertain future. I am in a daze, have no passion, and cannot raise my energy to do anything, and just want to do nothing like this...
In fact, I also had such days when I wrote "The Poor", but I was overwhelmed. It seemed that "The Poor" had never asked for leave from the release to the end of the book. But it was not possible when I came to "Daoji". I wrote "The Poor" with a grateful heart. I was looking forward to getting something, but I didn't get it...
I am not strong enough, so I can’t blame anyone, and I don’t blame anyone. However, because of my own depression and my love is in disguise, it has affected people who are still looking forward to the follow-up part of "Daoji". I am really sorry.
I really don’t want to keep writing recently, so I hope everyone can give me three days to slow down.
In three days, you should be able to get out of this state, maybe only two days will be enough. In short, I will definitely try my best to complete the "Daoji" with a number of words in this month of about 150,000. As for the eunuch, it is absolutely impossible.
Chapter completed!