It makes no sense anymore.

Her fingers were frozen in the air, her eyes looking at him fragmented.

Lu Jingchi lowered his eyebrows and stared at her fingers that had not moved for a while. After a moment, he moved his eyes to Jiang Lan's face.

He raised his slender fingers and placed them on her cheeks. With a hint of coolness, he asked to himself, "Do you like boys or girls?"

When Jiang Lan heard this, she suddenly laughed, and tears kept flowing out of her eyes, making it difficult to tell whether she was laughing more or crying more.

Lu Jingchi's eyes were burning and he was waiting stubbornly for her answer.

Jiang Lan twitched her lips, raised her hand, and slowly gestured with a few words: I like girls.

He caressed her cheek, pushed her loose hair behind her ears, and whispered: "Girl is good, girl is obedient, let's have a girl."

Tears rolled down like broken beads.

If only he had said this a month ago.

That way, she can tell everyone openly that she has a baby.

She doesn't have to hide like a thief, she can go out and buy beautiful clothes openly, and like all mothers, she can look forward to her baby coming into the world.

That means there won't be anything that happens afterward.

Jiang Lan smiled and nodded, his smile as desolate as his eyes.

The smile is so fake.

Lu Jingchi couldn't wipe away her tears and said hoarsely: "Don't laugh like that."

Jiang Lan slowly put away the smile at the corner of her mouth, revealing her truest appearance at the moment, but it was even more upsetting than her smile.

Lu Jingchi sighed silently, with a hint of impatience on his brows. He suddenly stood up, turned around and went upstairs without saying a word.

Jiang Lan sat on the cold carpet. She closed her eyes and took a breath. It took a lot of effort to convince herself to get what just happened out of her mind.

As long as you don't think about many things, you won't worry about them.

She opened her eyes, opened the drawer, took out the medicine inside and went to the kitchen.

She took a glass of water and stared at the pills in her hand. Thinking of Lu Jingchi's words, she began to lose focus again.

For a moment, she felt that the world was lifeless.

The knife in the kitchen utensils was shining brightly, as if waving to her, tempting her to pick it up and escape from this world.

Jiang Lan stared at the knife, and the pills in his hand became heavy.

When she came to her senses, she was already standing in front of the kitchen knife.

"What do you want to eat tonight?"

Just when she was about to reach out to take it, Lu Jingchi's voice suddenly appeared at the door, and Jiang Lan's hand stopped.

The crazy thoughts just now disappeared silently along with his voice.

Living requires courage, and dying also requires courage.

She put down the water glass and turned to look at Lu Jingchi. He was talking to her as usual.

He didn't have to do anything, just standing there could affect Jiang Lan's mood and influence her thoughts.

Jiang Lan raised his hand and said: I want to drink porridge.

"I'll ask someone to bring it over." After Lu Jingchi finished speaking, his eyes fell on the water glass in her hand.

But he just glanced at it and turned around and went out.

Jiang Lan let out a breath and looked back at the knife on the kitchen shelf.

She grabbed the glass of water, put the pills into her mouth, and swallowed them whole.

Soon, the meal Lu Jingchi ordered arrived, delivered by Lin Zheng.

After Lin Zheng put the food on the table, he noticed that the atmosphere between Lu Jingchi and Jiang Lan was indescribably dull and strange. Lin Zheng did not dare to stay longer, so he left after placing the things.

Jiang Lan stood up habitually and helped him serve porridge.
Chapter completed!