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I always say you can’t stay up late, the prerequisite is that you can sleep well and have important things to do the next day.

There are exceptions to everything

I moved yesterday, from the 1st floor to the 5th floor, back and forth more than ten times

Nothing wrong

On the contrary, it made me experience the long-lost "second breath" (1)

It was when I was in the first grade of junior high school

After every physical education class, after playing football

My face is always flushed, my whole body is hot, and I have shortness of breath.

Excited mind, rapid heartbeat

How I miss the innocence back then

(Remembering Shen Teng’s quotation: “It’s not naivety that defeats you”)

(1) Second Breath: Physiology and Sports Terminology

I found this in the sports dictionary I bought two years ago

Out of curiosity, I looked it up and found out that it looked a bit like a word from a Nordic country.

sisu, translated into Chinese, is Xisu

First, second breath——

When the "extreme point" appears, keep running with tenacious will, deepen your breathing, and adjust your speed. After a period of time, your breathing will become even and your movements will feel relaxed and powerful again - this physiological phenomenon

However, the extreme point here - people with insufficient training and low physical fitness status, because the supply of oxygen lags behind the needs of the body, causing lactic acid accumulation, chest tightness, difficulty breathing, weakness in the limbs and difficulty in running, this This phenomenon is called a "pole" or "hitting the wall" - simply a point, like a critical point.

I had a deep understanding of it before, but I didn't know there was any scientific basis for it.

And this is exactly why I love running.

Especially in my senior year of high school, it was such a difficult hurdle for me to overcome.

Others are like carps leaping over the dragon's gate, but I am a bit like a caterpillar turning into a pupa; I survived in such a harsh environment.

However, in my freshman year, in the library of Taiyuan University of Science and Technology, and under the influence of teachers and classmates,

I successfully transformed from a chrysalis into a butterfly. This is a spiritual baptism (a word my friend mentioned when I was talking about the recurrence of the epidemic last night.

——The original text is as follows: After this time, everyone is a baptized person; I replied: Yes, our generation has experienced an unusual experience. I also mentioned the situation we will face in the future. My expression is Dances with Wolves. )

In other words, spiritual enlightenment means that you suddenly feel that you are different from before.

Let me talk about the TV series "The Way of Heaven". In fact, it inspired me a lot. I stayed up late to watch it, but it didn't give me the feeling of a changed person.

I remember this feeling when a black foreign teacher named Zaki led the class and seemed to ask us what we gained after going to college. I summarized the above feelings at that time.

Indeed, people say that universities are ivory towers that open the door to another world for us.

At the age of 30, I have experienced the twists and turns of life, and my career path has gradually become clearer.

I have a deeper understanding of life (the aging of my parents, relatives, friends, roommates, classmates’ weddings, the impact of the epidemic), and I have a more direct understanding of the impermanence of life. In the past (from junior high school to the first few years after graduating from university, I Basically I experienced it from books and visual arts) The feeling is too superficial, although every time I see the ending of the story (whether sad or happy), I always feel a sense of loss, as if I am like the protagonist, it is over, what should I do next? , but there are no clear plans and goals.

At the same time, I experienced what Mr. Lu Xun called "Scream" and "Wandering" and Yu Dafu's "Sink".

The turning point came in my senior year. At that time, I thought I had learned a lot and knew everything.

Only after entering society did I realize how ignorant I was.

Fortunately? Unfortunately?

Being in the midst of blessings, one does not know the blessings. Zhu Bajie swallowed the ginseng fruit.

I always feel a little regretful, but it is God’s best arrangement

All knowledge in the world is knowledge

I'm off topic. I've learned all this knowledge, and my emotions and thoughts are also a mess.

There is a famous saying that is so good, I forget who said it

Looks like Mark Twain

Young people never believe that they will leave this world one day

Hey, we can't always be the sun at 8 or 9 o'clock

cycle, reincarnation,

We have to leave eventually

I can't help but think of Zhu Ziqing's "Hurry": "But, to be honest, why are we walking through this journey empty-handed?"

Yes, this is back to the philosophical "meaning of life".

I've been thinking about it since I was in my second year of high school, actually.

No matter what, living in the present and helping others is the best choice.

However, due to limited personal abilities, my target group ranges from just the general public to

Back to family-centered

After all, being poor means being alone

Take care of yourself, your parents, your relatives, your friends, and maybe your girlfriend in the future

Therefore, lay a good foundation first, so that development will be smoother.

Don’t sink yourself into too much like last year, and do everything in moderation.

So, these two years have been my second spiritual transformation.

The first time, I use the word "butterfly transformation" to describe it. This time,

To put it another way, there is a poem by Li Bai: "A wise tiger turns into a fool unexpectedly"

There used to be an advertisement slogan on Chongqing Road in Changchun: "Leopard Change"

Still fresh in my memory,
Chapter completed!