Chapter 104 If I'm young, why don't I feel inferior?
Ye Weiyang was completely trapped in his own memories.
At that time, the days when he had just graduated from his first love and lived together and struggled for the future were the happiest time in his life.
After about a month later, he found a job and worked in a backend in a small software development company.
He just started working and only had a very small salary every month, but his life was quite satisfactory and full of motivation.
Later, good news from his former classmates and friends slowly came to his side. He attended weddings one by one with his first love. Other familiar friends always joked about him at the wedding.
"When is it your turn? You are the happiest couple among your classmates!"
When will it be our turn?
This question gradually troubled Ye Weiyang himself, but his first love never asked him.
She knew that Ye Weiyang was tired and knew that Ye Weiyang wanted her to be happier than her. He had never mentioned these things before his first love, but she understood them.
But Ye Weiyang is no longer like before, like a happy and free bird, with no worries at all.
He had such a heavy and sweet worries as giving his first love a home.
The topics of chatting with friends are gradually no longer about chicken-eating, tower-pushing, and game animation. They have become how much housing prices are now, whether you can get bonuses after completing the projects at hand, and how to control your salary next month’s salary after the project is completed.
The topics discussed with her have gradually changed from talking about ideals, pursuits, and future blueprints to real food, rice, oil, salt, sauce, vinegar and tea.
In the past, under the wings of his parents, Ye Weiyang, who had never worried about his livelihood, began to save money.
Because he wanted a car of his own, a house of the two of them, and wanted to use the money he earned to create a home that could give her a stable life.
She was raised by a wealth of luxury and began to save food, and she would not throw away the takeaways after she couldn't finish it. She basically stopped ordering takeaways. She began to learn to cook, take care of Ye Weiyang, and learn to be a virtuous assistant.
She never complained about the decline in quality of life, maybe because Ye Weiyang often swore to pat her breasts and promised that there would be a big house that belonged to them in the future, and a BMW mini she liked the most, pink one.
After a busy day every day, they had a short time to fantasize about drinking in advance to celebrate. Every time she didn't forget to remind Ye Weiyang that health is important and not to work too hard.
But after the beauty, Ye Weiyang no longer remembers what happened, or he doesn't want to remember it. After all, now he can actually review any little things in his previous life, but he is unwilling to review the time.
I only remember that later the hardships at work often made him anxious and worked harder and wanted to give her a better life, but I paid more and more attention to the bags and cosmetics she wanted, and I cared less and less about her.
One afternoon, I don’t know how many times it was after a fierce quarrel because of a trivial matter. She bought a plane ticket to go home and flew back to her hometown in Ludao that day.
Later, Ye Weiyang never saw her again.
Quarrel over trivial matters and break up because of willfulness.
I didn’t expect that after such a long relationship, a fake breakup turned into a real breakup.
Five months later, she fell in love again, and six months later, her marriage news came.
Everything was so sudden, but it seemed very natural.
In the days that followed, many people passed by Ye Weiyang, but she was the one she wanted to miss the most.
Ye Weiyang, who has always claimed to be very free and easy, feels regretful for the first time, and it is really regretful.
I regret not cherishing her well at that time, I regret not taking her to Chengdu where she was with her, I regret not taking her to travel to Chengdu that she had always wanted to, I regret not catching her well when she was separated, and I did not save her.
Looking back now, except for her parents, it seems that she was the only one who truly felt sorry for herself. She only regarded his dream as her own dream to live and look forward to it.
No one regards him as more than himself, no one regards his family as his family, and no one regards him as the whole world.
Why...
Recalling the difficult years before, it is really romantic and sad, warm and regretful.
Now that a big dream has woken up, Ye Weiyang is no longer in that world.
Even if he really becomes a singer now and forms a band, he has made a name for himself in this world with the brilliant cultural crystallization of the Chinese music scene in his previous life.
But she can't find her again, no matter how she is, she is separated by a world, and she also has a happy family.
I can only leave a regret for nothing.
Ye Weiyang sighed and said to Lu Cheng: "There are too few young and promising people. Rather than being inferior and not knowing how to advance or retreat, it is better to say that the reality is too stressful and boring."
"Under the pressure of reality, many feelings that end without success are led, this may be life."
"Your ex-girlfriend is going to get married next week? What did you think when you received this news?"
Lu Cheng smiled bitterly.
"What else can I think, I wish you a blessing."
"I never believed in the sincere blessings after separation, but now I really understand and believe it."
"I sincerely hope that she can live a good life, that she will be happy in the future, and that she will be happier than when she was with me, that she can finally get married with that lover and spend a happy life."
"As for me, I have no other thoughts except for some regrets and regrets."
"After all, everything has passed, and there is no medicine for regret in the world, right?"
"I just want to work hard now and become a promising young man as soon as possible. I can stop repeating some of the same mistakes. After all, it's enough to experience a regretful thing once."
"At 28 years old, it shouldn't be too late. I'm just still an older young man, right?" Lu Cheng said self-deprecatingly.
Ye Weiyang nodded with a smile.
"Think about it, why don't you? A man is a teenager until he dies. It's not too late to start working hard from now on."
"I understand what you mean. In fact, this is good. If there are not many regrets and regrets in life, it will not be called life."
In fact, as soon as Lu Cheng spoke, a song appeared in Ye Weiyang's mind.
"Youthful and Promising" Li Ronghao.
Obviously, this song is very suitable for Lu Cheng's emotional experience, and of course, it is also very suitable for Ye Weiyang himself. At least when he heard this song in his previous life, his mind was full of the emotional memories of his first love.
The song "Youthful and Promising" is a typical love song. The lyrics actually tell the story of an ordinary love that most people will experience.
There may be six or seven couples of ten broken-up couples, all of which are caused by the cruelty of reality and the lack of "youngness and promisingness" of the man.
Therefore, although the song title is "Youthful and Promising", its lyrics express the regret that you have not done a lot of things in your youth.
After thinking about it, Ye Weiyang felt that this song was very suitable for the competition of "I Am a Singer and Writer" and also suitable for sharing with contemporary young people.
After all, what is currently destroying the love of young people in this generation may be the increasingly high housing prices, which makes young people not have the courage to try love. After all, the supplements required by love are too high, making people less and less confident to try it.
Chapter completed!