Chapter 738 Completely Transparent
Jin Kening blinked her big eyes and said in great interest: "Stop talking about me, let's talk about you. Li Yuanlang, do you regret it when you have been transferred from a county magistrate to an ordinary clerk?"
If it were normal, this would be considered a taboo topic for Li Yuanlang.
Who is willing to expose the scars?
However, in this situation, in order to kill time and distract Jin Ke's attention, Li Yuanlang was pulling the fire and tragically expressed his thoughts.
"It's fake not to regret, but so what if you regret it? Things have happened and cannot be changed. I can only accept reality."
"Actually, I'm quite sorry for Shui Tingyue. She may have some minor problems in her, but compared to the mistakes I made, it's insignificant."
"I thought about it on the way the Commission for Discipline Inspection took me away. I will not hide it. If I am wrong, I am wrong, and there is no reason."
"It is the most immoral thing for a man to betray his family and his wife. You may think that I am arrogant and think that I know I am wrong and why I made a mistake in the beginning."
"There is a saying that is good, right or wrong is just a matter of thought. At that time, I was still in Shuiming Township. Because I had a severe cold, I needed someone to take care of me, and she was the only one by me."
"When a person is sick, his body is weak and his emotions are fragile. A meticulous consideration will be infinitely magnified, blinding his eyes, and causing irrational behavior."
"Later, I went to Xiwu County to take office and met her again on the way. Because of this relationship before, the seedlings with long-drought were exposed to rain and were out of control."
"I just gradually realized that she had other intentions when she came into contact with me. After agreeing to her request, I completely ended the contact and never had any contacts again."
"I will pay it back sooner or later. I will pay it back. During this period, I have experienced setbacks and blows that I have never encountered in my life, and I have become seriously ill because of this. I have no complaints. This is God's punishment for me, and I am willing to bear it."
"Come to Xiangyun District, my starting point of life is zero, I want to start from scratch. At the same time, I also want to try my abilities and abilities. My career was smooth in the past, and there was inevitably no sign of the Shui family."
"Now, I have nothing left. Here, no one knows my past except Gu Han, which just provides me with an opportunity to create self-worth."
"Can I make a comeback, to be honest, I don't know. But I can work hard on this, just like I did at the beginning, from scratch."
"Actually, before this, I had already turned it back. The old secretary who admired me suddenly passed away. I had nothing left, but it was not as miserable as it is now."
Don't vomit, don't feel happy.
Li Yuanlang's words held in his heart would never have thought that under such circumstances, he would actually express his heart to Jin Kening.
Jin Kening was so impressed that she held her chin and stared at the fire and fell into deep thought.
After a while, she remembered and asked, "You were crazy revenge from Shui Qingzhang, why didn't you ask Bai Qing to help you?"
She knew a lot, too. When Bai Qing appeared at Chang Ming and Ye Wenqi's wedding, Jin Weixin was at the scene, and it was not surprising that Jin Kening knew.
"I have troubled her enough times, and I won't look for her in everything. We are just good friends. I don't want this pure friendship to be mixed with more things, and then the taste will change."
Jin Kening smiled and shook her head and said, "Li Yuanlang, you are too naive. Do you really think Bai Qing helps you again and again, just treating you as a good friend? No other intention?"
"What do you mean?" Li Yuanlang widened his eyes and looked puzzled.
"You are so smart and confused for a lifetime. When a woman is extremely good to a man, there is only one answer, that is, a woman falls in love with this man."
Li Yuanlang laughed at him and couldn't help but tease, "You are an unmarried girl, who is so sensitive. If you think too much, it's impossible."
"How is it impossible?" Jin Kening said seriously: "I am a woman, and women's intuition has always been very accurate."
Li Yuanlang's head shook like a rattle. No, Bai Qing was older than him. They had talked about many things together, but never talked about a sentence that had something to do with feelings. It was impossible, it was completely impossible.
"You know, Bai Qing once had a deep and unforgettable relationship. The man was like you and had an ordinary family background. Her father firmly disagreed. For some reason, the man died later. Bai Qing left her father in anger and lived in Yunyang."
Li Yuanlang frowned and said in confusion: "I heard Bai Qing mention it. It seems that her leaving her father is related to her mother?"
"That's just a cover. The real reason is that man, but I don't know what's going on, I just know this little bit."
"But..." Jin Ke Ning deliberately kept her a secret, "Li Yuanlong
"What's the meaning?"
"It's very simple. Bai Qing's father is the resistance, the resistance in your career."
"Please make it clearer."
"I won't say it, you think it yourself, it can be considered as if I'm going to test your political emotional intelligence and failing."
resistance?
Does it mean that it will be inconsistent with Bai Qing's family because of their ordinary family background?
People from families like Bai Qing will not find a commoner's child, but their son-in-law must choose the best ones.
It seems that's the case.
No, it is impossible to be so simple at a glance, and there must be a deeper reason.
What's the reason?
Li Yuanlang thought hard, and suddenly, his eyes widened and pointed at Jin Kening, "You mean, once I get married with Bai Qing, my career will be limited?"
Jin Kening smiled and said, "It's okay, you reacted very quickly. Tell me, what did you think."
Li Yuanlang said: "If, what I said is, if. If I marry Bai Qing, as their son-in-law, I would not have been too big for the official position. Because of Bai Qing's father's identity, if I do it too big, or if I reach his position, it will definitely be criticized. This will not be your own family. My father-in-law will be the son-in-law after he becomes the son-in-law."
"Smart." Jin Kening gave Li Yuanlang a thumbs up, "So, Bai Qing likes you, she can only bury her in her heart. She can't say it, let alone confess her love. This is all for your own good."
"Think about it carefully, if a woman gives so much for you, will she do this if she doesn't like it?"
Not to mention, after the in-depth analysis of Jin Kening, Li Yuanlang's brain capacity instantly amplified and became transparent.
In addition, a sentence that Jin Kening inadvertently revealed also attracted Li Yuanlong's attention.
Bai Qing has been in Donghe Province for many years, why did she suddenly return to her father?
And after so long, Bai Qing has been living in the capital and has not gone anywhere.
With his years of political sense, Li Yuanlang always feels that something is happening, something extraordinary.
Of course, it was just his guess.
It can be said that after chatting with Jin Ke Ning so much and so long, not only time passed quickly, but also Li Yuanlang gained a lot.
Although she is just a twenty-four-year-old girl, due to her different environments and hearing and seeing, she knows much more information than Li Yuanlang.
Gradually, Jin Kening said she was tired, and lay on the hay with her clothes in her clothes, curled up, and her voice became less and less. In a short while, she snored and fell asleep.
Li Yuanlang was guarding by the fire, looking out of the cave.
It was already dark, the rain was getting lighter, drizzling.
He forced himself to take a look at Jin Kening who was sleeping, leaned his head against the stone wall, thinking about his thoughts.
Before he knew it, a long time later, Li Yuanlang's upper and lower eyelids fought. He forced himself to do so but couldn't hold on and closed his eyes.
Li Yuanlang, who was sleeping, felt his nose itchy. When he opened his eyes, he saw Jin Kening poking him with a hay branch.
Seeing Li Yuanlang wake up, he couldn't help but complain, "I'm also saying that I'm guarding the fire. Look, the fire is extinguished."
Li Yuanlang rubbed his sleepy eyes and yawned. The fire was extinguished, but the sun was shining outside and the sky became clear.
He couldn't help asking: "What time is it."
Jin Kening was half-joking and looked up at the sky, "According to my observation, it should be morning after the sun is noon."
Li Yuanlang smiled helplessly and forgot that they didn't know the time.
After stretching his waist, Li Yuanlang stood up and walked out of the cave first. He took a deep breath of the refreshing air after the rain, and waved his hand: "Go away."
In this way, Li Yuanlang helped Jin Kening and walked along the stream, along the dirt road mixed with gravels, and walked on one step deep and one step shallow.
I walked for a long time, but I still couldn't get out of this deep groove.
The light of hope that originally ignited gradually disappeared in the hearts of the two of them because of the ditches that could not be seen at first sight.
"When will this end!" Jin Kening threw Li Yuanlang away in dismay, sat on the edge of the ditch, gasping heavily.
Li Yuanlang was about to encourage her, but at this moment, a buzzing sound suddenly came from above his head.
Chapter completed!