305, everything is life
"Your Majesty, who did you look at through me just now?"
Wen Youhong's voice was very soft. He looked at the emperor with tear-filled eyes, stubbornly wanting an answer.
He liked the emperor so much that he lost himself in it. The emperor's words, deeds, and smiles all left a deep impression on his heart. He could tell that something was wrong even with the slightest change in his expression.
When the emperor looked at him just now, his expression became dazed. Although he soon returned to normal, he knew very well that the emperor was not looking at him at that time, but looking at someone else through him.
Wen Youhong could tolerate the emperor doting on other people, and he could tolerate himself not being the emperor's favorite person, but the only thing he couldn't tolerate was that he was not a unique existence, but a shadow or substitute for other people.
If so, what is the meaning of his existence? He is Wen Youhong, not anyone else. He hopes that the emperor is looking at him, rather than looking at someone else through him.
Looking at the young man's stubborn look, the emperor's face showed a bit of embarrassment. She deliberately wanted to change the topic, but just as she started, Wen Youhong distracted her.
The peach and plum boy looked at her with a stubborn face, insisting on an answer.
"Your Majesty, I like you, so don't lie to me. Tell me, who were you looking at just now?"
When he asked this question, Wen Youhong's heart felt as if someone was cutting it with a knife. The pain made him almost faint, but he still refused to let go and insisted on an answer.
After the initial panic, the emperor quickly calmed down. She looked at Wen Youhong intently and said word by word: "Brother Hong, I don't want to lie to you, but knowing the truth is very important to you.
What’s the point? No matter who I’m thinking of, at least you’re in front of me, right? Isn’t it good for us to maintain the status quo?”
The emperor didn't want to deceive Wen Youhong, but he also didn't want to tell the truth. Wen Youhong was not very old after all, he was still a child. Even if his love for Wen Youhong was just empathy, she still couldn't bear to hurt him.
juvenile.
If it had been normal, Wen Youhong probably wouldn't have pursued the question, but now he was very confused and desperately wanted an accurate answer.
He didn't want to live in such a muddle.
"Your Majesty, can you tell me?"
He prayed and prayed. The young man who had always been so showy became extremely fragile at this time. He
His eyes were red, and tears kept falling down like broken pearls.
The emperor couldn't bear it, but still didn't want to say anything.
She didn't want Qi Wang to be exposed, and she didn't want Qi Wang to become the target of public criticism.
If word spread that she had been happy with Qi Wang for a long time, she would not be affected as an emperor, and those people would not dare to talk about her privately, but that was not necessarily the case for Qi Wang.
Originally, those people who had Qi Wang enter the palace were very dissatisfied. If they knew about this, they might not know what they would say.
Qi Wang basically has no relationship basis with her now. If there are any more twists and turns, it will only make the two of them drift further apart. Although she feels that Qi Wang seems to be a different person, she still wants to be with Qi Wang.
.
That was her obsession when she was young. It took a lot of effort to get to her side. If she could win his heart, she would be willing to give everything.
Seeing that the emperor refused to talk about this matter again and again, Wen Youhong's eyes slowly dimmed. He retracted his hand that was holding the emperor's shirt, and got into the quilt again.
"Your Majesty, I am not feeling well and cannot accompany you. Please leave."
In the past, every time the emperor came, he tried every means to keep him, but this time, he didn't want to stay.
The emperor's heart is not with him at all, so what's the use of keeping the emperor? Apart from making himself sad, what else can he do?
Wen Youhong closed his eyes and curled up into a ball. Thinking of the emperor's expression just now, his body trembled uncontrollably.
The emperor obviously didn't want to mention that person, but Wen Youhong actually had some vague guesses in his heart, but just because he guessed who that person was, he felt even more sad.
Isn't the emperor even willing to deceive him? As long as the emperor tells him, he will believe it. As long as the emperor tells him that she is looking at him, he will definitely believe it...
The angry young man thought that the emperor would coax him as he did in the past. As long as the emperor softened his tone a little, he could put this matter aside and never mention it again.
Although he had already humbled himself into the dust, he lowered his position even lower. Wen Youhong even felt that as long as the emperor was willing to deceive him, he would not care about anything.
However, the emperor standing by the bed stared at Wen Youhong under the quilt for a long time, and in the end he did not choose to stay.
"Brother Hong, since you are not feeling well, I will not disturb your rest. I will come see you when I have time."
After saying these words, the emperor did not stay any longer.
Go, turn around and leave without hesitation.
The moment the door closed, Wen Youhong's heart fell to the bottom. He opened his eyes, looked at the empty room, and wanted to smile, but tears rushed out.
It is not that difficult to see a person clearly. What is difficult is how to make a choice after seeing a person clearly.
Should you continue to pay foolishly? Or should you take back your heart and spend the rest of your days peacefully?
Wen Youhong cried for a long time, but he never made a decision. He was resentful at first, resentful that he should not give so much emotion, resentful that he should not give everything to the emperor...
But in the end, his heart was still filled with unwillingness.
Why? It was the emperor who insisted on him entering the palace in the first place. Even though he was still young at that time and had not yet accepted his favor, the emperor was still very kind to him.
Maybe the emperor's feelings for him didn't reach the level of love, but he definitely liked him.
Only by comforting himself in this way can the pain in his heart weaken. Wen Youhong covered his face and cried until he was out of breath. He let out a painful hissing sound from his mouth, and his body curled up into a ball in pain.
The palace people waiting outside could faintly hear Wen Youhong's cries, but most of the people in Cuiwei Palace were brought from home, so their loyalty was absolutely no problem, and what happened in Cuiwei Palace would never be spread outside.
Go.
However, what happened in Cuiwei Palace would not be spread to the outside world, but everyone in the harem knew that the emperor left shortly after his arrival.
Although he did not go to any other prince's palace after coming out of Cuiwei Palace, it was enough for those princes to ridicule Wen Youhong.
You must know that before Qi Wang entered the palace, the one who attracted the most attention in the harem was Wen Youhong. He was known for his flamboyant and wanton personality, and was so spoiled that he offended all the gentlemen in the harem.
Of course, there were people who were responsible for the conspiracy, but Wen Youhong was a ruthless man. After being tricked, he immediately went to the emperor with great fanfare to show off, pretending to be greatly wronged.
, let the emperor make the decision for him.
Originally, matters in the harem were all handled by the princes of the harem themselves, and the emperor would not interfere in matters that did not harm human life. However, Wen Youhong was different. He made a fuss and asked the emperor to take action, but the emperor also believed him.
After a while, he took action to clean up the husbands in the harem, and then all the husbands became honest.
In the past, when he was favored, he was extremely arrogant.
The husbands in the harem were offended by him all over. He could do such a big trick without being favored. If he were favored and returned to the position of the emperor's husband, wouldn't they be completely overwhelmed by him?
Originally, they were simmering in their hearts, but it was only because Qi Huan entered the palace and occupied the emperor that they temporarily became one. However, the emperor suddenly went to Cuiwei Palace yesterday, which made the princes in the harem think.
It seems that Wen Youhong is a threat.
Compared with Qi Wang, Wen Youhong is a greater threat.
After all, no matter how you say it, Qi Wang is a ruined man who has been with two people. Even if the emperor loves him, it is limited. After the favor is over, he will throw it aside when he gets tired of it. After all, he will not be named the emperor.
The royal husband's.
But Wen Youhong is different. He could have such a great favor without being in bed. How can he be so favored if he is in bed?
So after knowing that the emperor came to Cuiwei Palace last night, the gentlemen heard the news and went to Wen Youhong's place early the next morning.
What they said was nice, saying that they heard that Wen Youhong was unwell and wanted to come and visit him.
However, the attendants of Cuiwei Palace prevented anyone from entering.
"Everyone, please come back. Our family is not feeling well and we have no intention of entertaining you. When our family gets better, we will naturally apologize to you."
If someone is not feeling well and can't see anyone, they can't force him not to see anyone, but after asking around like this, these gentlemen confirmed something.
It seems that the emperor came over last night and had a very unpleasant quarrel with Wen Youhong. Otherwise, with Wen Youhong's arrogant character, wouldn't everyone know about it?
After getting such a result, they no longer insisted on whether to enter or not, and they dispersed and returned to their own palaces.
Although Qi Wang never goes out of the door, many of the attendants in Yuanzhao Palace are very talkative. Last time, after those attendants who gossiped about him were punished by the emperor, they didn't know where to go.
Where did he go, but from the replenishment and the attitude of those attendants towards him in the past, Qi Wang knew that the place where those punished attendants went was definitely not a good place.
These people stopped gossiping about him, but they still didn't get rid of the habit of gossiping. They just changed the gossiper from him to someone else.
"My lord, although the emperor went to Wen Changzai's palace last night, he did not stay for long before leaving. I heard that it was Wen Changzai who angered the emperor, and the emperor punished him severely."
Chang'an rubbed Qi Wang's legs while remaining calm.
To increase the emperor's favorability.
He was newly transferred, and the emperor gave him a death order before he came. He must let Qi Guiren know how important he is to the emperor, and no one else can compare with him.
Before Chang An finished speaking, Chang Le continued: "Yes, Mr. Qi, the Emperor's favor to you is the first one. All the people in the harem put together can't compare to you."
These two attendants were trying to show their favor to the emperor in different ways. Qi Huan felt that his ears were buzzing from the noise between them. Seeing that the two men were preparing to talk endlessly, Qi Huan opened his mouth to plan something for them.
"I want to take a rest for a while, please step back first."
Chang'an and Changle could see that Qi Wang didn't want to continue talking. They said nothing more, bowed respectfully to Qi Wang, and then withdrew.
After everyone left, Qi Wang was the only one left in the room. Without the buzzing and noisy attendant, Qi Wang felt much better.
He recalled what the two attendants had just said and frowned slightly.
It stands to reason that the emperor should not go to Wen Youhong's place. The emperor has a deep obsession with him, or rather the original owner. So how much does the emperor know about the original owner?
If the emperor really had doubts about him and felt that he was not the original owner, Qi Wang would be ostracized by the mission world and break away from the world, eventually leading to the failure of the mission.
But according to the emperor's love for the original owner, during the process of conquering him, he should not go to Wen Youhong's place.
You can't really scold Wen Youhong, right?
Qi Wang shook his head and rejected this possibility.
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