66, Chronicle of Life(1/2)
On the other side, Qin Musi was thrown to the ground by Qi Wan, with tears and snot running all over her face. Her neck hurt so much that she felt as if her throat was about to be severed.
Qi Wang's appearance just now was so terrifying that Qin Musi felt that he would really kill her.
Qin Musi lay on the ground, with tears and snot pouring out. In a daze, she felt as if she had returned to the time in her previous life.
At that time, even if Song Chenan hit her, most of the time he just vented his anger and did not want her to die. The last time he hit her, he missed and pushed her aside hard. Her head hit the corner of the table.
The bleeding continued and he lost his life.
Song Chenan accidentally killed her, but Qi Wang didn't. The way Qi Wang acted just now clearly meant he wanted to strangle her alive.
Qin Musi had caused so many troubles before, but Qi Huan only said cruel words and never touched her, so Qin Musi was not afraid at all, and then attacked Qi Huan again and again.
Just from the fact that she didn't dare to deal with Song Chen'an after her rebirth and only used Qi Wang to vent her anger, it can be seen that Qin Musi is a bully and afraid of the strong. When Qi Huan becomes cruel, how can Qin Musi dare to trouble Qi Huan?
She had already died once and finally lived a whole new life. How could she be willing to die again?
Qin Musi lay on the ground crying for a long time, until her tears were all gone, she got up from the ground, wiped her tears carelessly, and then left the hotel.
There was no place for her to stay in the provincial capital, and Qin Musi was afraid of meeting acquaintances from school, so she didn't dare to stay in the provincial capital any longer, so she took the car back to Fu'an Village in dejection.
However, Qin Musi was kicked out without even entering the Wang family's door.
"Your mother is in Zuoguai Village. Don't come to our house. You have such big ideas. We can't accommodate you in our house."
Qin Musi was taken away from the Wang family. Everyone in the village saw this. For a long time after that, the Wang family could not hold their heads up in the village. Now that they see Qin Musi, how can they have a good attitude?
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The Wang family is inherently selfish, and when it comes to showing generosity to others, they are as generous as one person to the next. But when things happen to them, they cannot bear the slightest grievance.
It was Brother Wang who came to drive them away. He stood on the threshold and looked at Qin Musi condescendingly. His face was full of disgust. After saying these words, he closed the door and stopped talking to Qin Musi.
Fortunately, it was already dark now and no one saw her being kicked out. Otherwise, how could she have the face to see anyone?
Is Wang Xinhua in Zuoguai Village? Isn’t that Qi Wan’s home?
Qin Musi's expression was a little dazed. Some memories that she had forgotten were brought out by her. Qin Mu thought about it. Before she was arrested and sent to jail, Qi Wang divorced Wang Xinhua, and the house in her hometown was
Gave it to Wang Xinhua.
Qin Musi stood outside the gate of the Wang family for a long time. It was already the end of summer and the beginning of autumn. The temperature at night was much lower than during the day. Qin Musi was wearing thin clothes. When the cold wind blew, she was excited.
Shivering, he turned around and headed towards Zuoguai Village.
When she was taken away by the police, Wang Xinhua did not intercede for her and allowed her to be taken away by the police. She went to jail for a year, and Wang Xinhua never visited her once.
In fact, Qin Musi resented Wang Xinhua in her heart, but now that she was penniless and had nowhere to go, who could she turn to if she didn't look for Wang Xinhua?
Wang Xinhua is her mother, and it is natural for her to raise her. Wang Xinhua is the most soft-hearted. As long as she asks, Wang Xinhua will keep her.
Qin Musi returned to Zuoguai Village, and just as she expected, Wang Xinhua did not turn her away, but kept her.
After not seeing her for a year, Wang Xinhua has become much older, and her whole person looks lifeless and lifeless.
After letting Qin Musi in, Wang Xinhua gave her a bowl of noodles, and tidied up the room next door for her. After that, she went back to the room without saying a word to her.
After the door was closed, the room instantly became quiet. Qin Musi sat on the edge of the large peeling paint table, looking at the scratches carved with a knife on the table, and froze.
Qin Mu thought about many things, and tears gradually blurred his eyes and fell down his cheeks drop by drop.
Since her rebirth, she has been haunted by the painful memories of her previous life. She hates Qi Wang, Wang Xinhua, and Song Chenan, and cannot remember the slightest good thing about them.
But she didn't take revenge on Song Chenan or Wang Xinhua, but she poured all her hatred on Qi Wang.
But why should she hate Qi Wang?
Qi Wang has never done anything wrong. He is very good to her, even better than her biological father.
Why was she so obsessed with lard that she had to attack Qi Wang?
Qin Musi ate the noodles with big mouthfuls, and tears fell into the big bowl one by one.
She seemed to regret it a little.
The night was getting deeper and the moon slowly climbed up the treetops. The moonlight shined through the untied curtains into the house. The young woman lying on the bed frowned tightly and her body kept twitching.
After a while, she seemed to have been tortured to death by some kind of pain, her whole face became distorted, and her mouth opened and closed as if she was calling for help, but no sound came out.
In the dream, Qin Musi watched from a strange perspective as another 'Qin Musi' walked towards her step by step. She saw that man raised the big stone in his hand high and hit her hard.
On hand.
Severe pain swept over her, but her mouth was blocked by a towel and she couldn't make any sound. Her drunken body felt the pain, but she couldn't struggle. She just watched her hands being smashed.
It became a puddle of mud.
The scene in front of her was so familiar, but the perspective was changed. How could she not recognize it?
Qin Musi knew that she was dreaming, but the dream was so clear, and the pain, fear, and despair were so real, as if she had really become Qi Huan, whose hands were broken that day.
Later, 'Qin Musi' left, but she endured the pain that was constantly transmitted from her hands. Wave after wave of pain came continuously, and Qin Musi kept screaming in pain.
After her hand was smashed, she developed a high fever, and her whole body was in chaos. However, the pain in her hand did not weaken at all, making her unable to sleep. Qin Musi looked at her clearly in the pain.
Maggots slowly sprouted from his hands.
This dream was very long, and Qin Musi endured pain all the time. She couldn't move her body, and she couldn't get food for herself. The feeling of hunger and pain were intertwined, which could drive people crazy.
Qin Musi thought she would be tortured to the point of fainting. She thought she would not feel pain or hunger after fainting. However, no matter how painful she was, she always remained awake.
In this sober state, Qin Musi watched his body rotting, smelly, and covered with flies and maggots.
Later, she felt no pain, but she could not leave this body. The psychological torture far exceeded the physical torture.
I don't know how long it took, but when her body was almost exhausted, Wang Xinhua came back with Qi Baolai.
When Qi Baolai saw this, he was frightened and fainted. He had a high fever and stopped breathing soon after.
She died, Qi Baolai also died, and Wang Xinhua hanged herself with a hemp rope.
Qin Musi was cruel and ruthless, but she still had some feelings for Wang Xinhua and Qi Baolai. She watched the two of them die in front of her, and her whole body collapsed.
It shouldn't be like this.
Wang Xinhua is not dead, and neither is Qi Baolai. This is a dream, this is just a dream...
However, no matter how much she struggled and cried, she could not escape from this dream. She just watched helplessly as the corpses of Wang Xinhua and Qi Baolai rotted in front of her, leaving only withered bones.
The long night finally passed, and when the first bright light from the sky shone into the house, Qin Musi finally woke up from his dream.
After realizing that she had returned to reality, Qin Musi was stunned for a moment, then lay on the bed and cried loudly.
Great, that was just a dream. Dreams are all fake. She was just dreaming...
Wang Xinhua, who was busy in the living room, heard Qin Musi's cries, but had no intention of going in to see her.
Although she agreed to let Qin Musi live here, Wang Xinhua still couldn't get over the hurdle in her heart. She felt that she couldn't forgive Qin Musi so easily.
The next night, as soon as Qin Musi fell asleep, she was pulled into the nightmare again, and everything happened last night again.
The third day, the fourth day...
As long as Qin Musi falls asleep, she will fall into this terrible dream. No matter how hard she struggles, she can't wake up from the dream.
After a few days, Qin Musi couldn't bear it anymore. She begged Wang Xinhua to sleep with her, but even if Wang Xinhua was by her side, Qin Musi still couldn't get rid of this dream.
Unable to sleep at night, Qin Musi lost weight at a speed visible to the naked eye. However, she went to see a doctor, a goddess, and a temple, but she still could not get rid of this nightmare.
Later, Qin Musi met a Taoist priest. The Taoist priest told Qin Musi that this was caused by the backlash of her sinful power after she had committed too many sins.
This nightmare will accompany her throughout her life.
After having countless nightmares, Qin Musi was tortured to the point of physical and mental exhaustion, and there was no vitality in her body.
After being constantly baptized by that nightmare, Qin Musi, who had no regrets at all, felt deep regret in her heart.
She often wonders if all this would have really happened if Qi Huan had not had an adventure. Qi Huan starved to death, Qi Baolai was frightened to death, and Wang Xinhua ended her life in despair.
Her so-called revenge almost killed her parents and brothers.
Why doesn't she seek revenge from Song Chenan?
Qin Musi was originally a paranoid person and would never change something if she was sure of it. Otherwise, she would not have insisted on revenge against Qi Wang.
Now the person she hates has become Song Chenan.
She had been tortured by nightmares for so long, and her fear of Song Chenan had disappeared. Now Qin Musi just wanted to take revenge on Song Chenan.
Why is it that my life is so miserable now, but Song Chenan can go to college safely and find a good job and marry a good wife in the future?
Qin Musi told herself that she wanted to take revenge on Song Chenan.
This time Qin Musi was smart. Instead of doing it herself, she found a few gangsters to deal with Song Chenan.
As many times as Song Chenan had beaten her, she would let the gangster beat him as many times as she wanted.
Unfortunately, one of the fights failed and Song Chenan's life was ruined. When those gangsters saw that they were in trouble, they ran away.
By the time Song Chenan, who had fainted, woke up and dragged his painful body to the hospital, he found that his thing was completely hopeless.
Every time the gangsters who went to beat up Song Chenan were not the same group, and Song Chenan was injured in such a place, he did not dare to call the police in a big way, so he could only swallow his breath.
After Qin Musi found out that Song Chenan had become an eunuch, she didn't bother him anymore.
To be continued...