Chapter 805(1/2)
It was originally a very happy thing to meet teachers and students, but because the original owner had experienced too many things, he was obviously a man in his twenties, but he had a strong sense of old lady on his body. In addition, his tired look could not be suppressed. He didn't look like a young man in his twenties, but like a stale old man.
To put it bluntly, if you only look at your spirit, Qi Wang now looks much older than Li Changde.
When Li Changde saw Qi Wang's appearance, he immediately aroused a deep feeling of distress. The child's appearance kept emerging in front of him, but when he saw that he had become like this now, Li Changde felt very uncomfortable.
How come a child is like this?
At that time, Qi Wang's bright future could be said to be ruined by his mother. In order to keep Qi Wang by her side, Zhang Rufen tampers with Qi Wang's college entrance examination wishes, turning him from a genius who should have a bright future into a mediocre person who is mediocre.
When Li Changde thought of the old-fashioned Zhang Rufen, he felt so angry that he was itchy.
You say that you feel sorry for your son and can't bear to leave him, which is barely reasonable, but since that's the case, why do you treat your son like this now?
Just now, they could hear Zhang Rufen's shrill howl through a wall. Looking at Qi Wang's current situation, it is not difficult to imagine what kind of life he has lived over the years.
She trapped him on the ground but wasn't good to him. Was she just to torture her son?
Li Changde was originally a person who hated evil. After Qi Wang was changed to his college entrance examination application, Li Changde came to him. At that time, he also said he wanted to call the police and asked the police to find the person who ruined Qi Wang's future. In the end, Qi Wang was helpless and told Li Changde that the person who tampered with his volunteer was his mother Zhang Rufen.
Although Qi Wang told Li Changde at that time that he was willing to stay with his mother and that he was worried about his mother, so he had to guard her by her side, Li Changde clearly remembered that Qi Wang had talked about his dream countless times.
He said that he wanted to leave Qingzhou City, and said that he wanted to give himself and his mother a better life.
"It is not easy for my mother to raise me. I worked so hard to prove to everyone that even if I only have one mother, the children she raised are not worse than others."
Such an eagle that yearns for freedom and wants to soar in the sky has its wings broken. He was bound to the ground by Zhang Rufen and turned into a rooster that cannot be flew. But how did Zhang Rufen treat him?
"No, I have to ask your mother carefully, what she thinks, she doesn't even eat her baby, she is your mother, is she willing to destroy you? What she has been doing for so many years!"
Seeing that his former most proud student became like this, Li Changde felt distressed. He struggled to sit up from the bed and wanted to go to the next ward to ask Zhang Rufen for trouble.
Back then, he shouldn't have let Qi Wang go to the second-rate university so much, so his attitude should be tougher, otherwise this good seedling would not have been destroyed.
Seeing him like this, Qi Wang hurriedly raised his hand to stop Li Changde.
"Teacher Li, don't be too excited. I heard from Teacher Li that you have had an operation and need to rest now. Don't be excited. My mother has given a tranquilizer and has fallen asleep. Even if you go over, you can't tell her."
Qi Wang tried to persuade Li Changde, but he finally persuaded him, but at this moment he was still very angry. Because Qi Wang's life was destroyed, Li Changde felt even more uncomfortable. His eyes were red. When he looked at Qi Wang, the tears in his eyes could not help but flowed down.
"I'm so confused, you're so confused. Since you know that your mother is like this, why do you have to obey her? She is only in her forties this year. I heard her howling energy and health are very good. If you leave him, you will just pay some money during the holidays? Why should you stay by her side, and why do you let her destroy you?"
Speaking of this, Li Changde felt a little disappointed. He raised his hand and patted Qi Wang's arm hard. As he spoke, his tears flowed down again.
"The college entrance examination is an important turning point in life. You didn't seize that opportunity. What about it when you became an adult? You are obviously capable, and you are such a smart child. Why are you trapped by her? You can't see clearly like a devil. If she really does it for your own good, how could she treat you like this?"
As Li Changde spoke, his tears became even more fierce. At the end of his speech, he was already crying. Finally, he stretched out his long arms and hugged Qi Wang in his arms.
"Child, you have suffered so much for the years. Thank you so much for your hard work. If the teacher had known it, the teacher would not have let you suffer so much..."
After hearing Li Changde's voice, Qi Wang's eyes suddenly felt a little sore, and this was the emotion belonging to the original owner.
After being tortured by his mother like this, the original owner's mental state had actually gone wrong. He felt that even his mother didn't love him, so who in this world really loves him and cares about him?
He was actually desperate about the world, but he didn't expect that Li Changde, a teacher who had taught him for three years, felt sorry for him and shed tears for him because he was depressed and was even controlled by his mother.
Qi Wang did not stop the body's emotions from leaking. He closed his eyes and tears rolled down his cheeks.
"Teacher Li, I'm sorry, I failed your hope."
Qi Wang said, letting himself cry.
That is the relationship belonging to the original owner. His feelings need to be vented urgently. Only after they are vented completely can he be liberated.
Li Xiaowen's eyes were also a little sore after seeing this scene.
Li Xiaowen has actually heard about his father's genius student many times in the past. Before he became a teacher, he actually couldn't quite understand his father's thoughts. However, after he became a teacher himself and treated every student as his own child, he understood why his father had never come out.
Such a stunning and stunning boy, he should have had a wonderful life, but his great life was ruined because of his mother. How can he not feel sorry for one step at a time?
Just from the frequency of Li Changde mentioning Qi Wang, he felt so sorry for this child and how sorry he had happened.
Now that he saw him like this, Li Changde was afraid that he would regret it even more. He felt that he had not insisted at the beginning. If he had persisted, the child might not have been as mediocre as he is today.
"Okay, Teacher Qi, Dad, don't cry anymore. Everything is over, don't feel too uncomfortable."
Seeing his father and Qi Wang crying like this, Li Xiaowen felt that he seemed to be sorry for the atmosphere if he didn't cry for a while, but he really couldn't cry, so he couldn't help feeling embarrassed. Seeing that they seemed to be ready to continue crying, Li Xiaowen had no choice but to speak and interrupt the crying of the two of them.
"Dad, Teacher Qi, please stop crying. Even crying can't solve anything. Let's think about what to do in the future."
What's wrong with the two big men crying? The past is over. Can people still have the ability to change the past? Just release their emotions appropriately. There is really no need to act like this. After all, even if they cry too much, the lost one will not come back.
Qi Wang was not the original owner after all. He let the original owner's emotions vent for a while. He felt that the original owner's remaining emotions were gone. Qi Wang changed his crying and slowly supported himself from Li Changde's arms. Seeing that Li Changde continued to cry, Qi Wang opened his arms and hugged Li Changde, and then gently patted his back.
"Teacher Li, I know I'm wrong, but knowing mistakes can improve it. Isn't this what you taught us before? I've changed a lot now. Believe me, even if I haven't been admitted to Aoki University, my achievements will not be low. Now I have changed, really, I promise."
However, Li Changde did not believe what Qi Wang said. After all, it was not the same thing to go to Aoki University. Qi Wang only went to a second-rate university and was sure to be in a bad state. Just looking at his appearance, you can know that his current life is definitely not satisfactory. He now said this to comfort himself.
But Li Changde also knew that Qi Wang said this just because he didn't want to make him feel too uncomfortable. He always had to accept the kindness of his students. Li Changde thought, raised his hand to wipe his tears, then looked up and glared at Qi Wang, and said hatefully.
"Your mouth is the same as when you were in school, and you will coax people. You have changed a lot of other words, but this mouth has not changed."
Qi Wang smiled, and saw that Li Changde had returned to normal, he didn't continue to say anything on this topic.
After Li Changde calmed down, he felt a little embarrassed that he had cried before. He coughed and looked at Qi Wang with a hint of embarrassment.
"Well, the teacher was actually a little uncontrollable before. When I saw you, I was a little excited. Don't take it to heart. I'm fine, I don't usually do this."
Qi Wang nodded to show that he knew, he understood, he understood everything.
Li Changde: “…”
I always feel that Qi Wang's expression doesn't seem to think so.
However, Li Changde didn't think much. He sat firmly and said in a warm voice: "I heard from Xiaowen that you have quit now. Do you have any plans to do anything in the future? I think you have just graduated for two years. With your level, if you work hard, you can get a good graduate student, what do you think?"
Qi Wang shook his head and said, "Teacher Li, I have already made plans, but the news over there has not come yet, so I can't tell you for the time being."
Seeing Qi Wang's confident look, Li Changde didn't continue asking. The child shouldn't be lying on such a question. He thought about it, looked up at the wall opposite, and thought of Zhang Rufen who lived in the next ward, Li Changde couldn't help asking.
"By the way, what are you going to do about your mother's affairs? According to her personality, if you want to leave Qingzhou City, she will make a big fuss. Can you convince her? Are you not afraid of her making trouble now?"
When talking about Zhang Rufen, Qi Wang's expression dimmed. He sighed and whispered: "What can I do? She is my mother. After my father passed away, she broke off relations with my grandmother and grandma's family for me. She raised me alone with hard work. She has made a lot for me over the years, and I can't bear to leave her alone."
Seeing that Qi Wang seemed to be fooled by the illusion of his mother's kind mother again, Li Changde was a little disappointed. He patted the bed hard to express his anger, but because the slap was a little loud, he pulled the wound on his hand that hung the drip. Li Changde bared his teeth in pain, thinking that he could not show that embarrassing look in front of his students, so he looked calm again. However, from the corner of his mouth that kept twitching, he could tell that he had just pulled his wound with too much force.
"This person is old and does want children to be by his side. There is no problem, but look at his normal family, who is like your mother?"
"You know who, Fang Xiaowen, right? She is also a single-parent family. Her grades were not as good as you. But after being admitted to a university outside, her mother was selling her to school. Later, she stayed in a big city and settled down there. Then she took her mother over and lived a very good life."
Fang Xiaowen is Qi Wang's high school classmate. She was once the second place in the class. Her grades were not as good as Qi Wang's, but after the college entrance examination, she successfully went to the university she liked.
Li Changde is a good person, so he has contacted him after graduation. Except for Qi Wang, Li Changde knows a little about other students. Fang Xiaowen is one of them. Because Fang Xiaowen's home is not far from Li Changde's home, he knows everything about Fang Xiaowen's home very clearly.
"I actually don't mean anything about this. I just want to give you an example to prove that you go out and make your grades and then pick up your mother. You said that you are teaching in such a bad school now. How much money can you make in a month? If your mother gets sick, you are afraid that she will even look down on her. Your family still lives in the old dormitory. If you live in such a dilapidated tube building, you can have seven or eight families on the first floor, and there is no elevator in the building. I'm right?"
Qi Wang nodded, indicating that Li Changde was right.
Li Changde found that his student was smart, but he was a little filial. He was too filial to his mother, which led to him becoming ignorant when facing his mother's problems, and he didn't look like a smart person at all.
Li Changde admitted that Qi Wang was extremely smart in his studies, but in other things, Qi Wang was not very smart. He obviously went out to explore and could bring a better life to his family, but he chose to stay by his mother's side.
Is it the same for children to stay by their parents to be filial? Everyone is an independent individual. If you go out and have a better life, you will be filial to your parents? Is it really the best choice to stay by their parents and do nothing?
"With your ability, you can make a world of things in only four or five years at most. At that time, you have a house, a car and a wealthy person. What kind of life can you take your mother to live? Why do you have to stay in Qingzhou City?"
Qi Wang whispered: "My mother doesn't want to keep me away. She said that if I leave, she will hang herself in front of me. She said that unless she dies, I will never want to leave Qingzhou City in my life."
These words were said by Zhang Rufen once, and Qi Wang was not a lie. However, after hearing what Qi Wang said, Li Changde's face turned dark.
"Tell her that she will commit suicide, but you will run away secretly? If you are not in front of her, she will not find you. Where can she hang herself? I don't believe she will commit suicide. I have been a teacher for so many years and still have the eyesight to look at people. She is just using this method to threaten you, but you insist on being fooled. Don't you know that she is just kidnapped you with feelings?"
Qi Wang didn't say anything, but his depression could be seen from his lowered head.
Anyone can see Zhang Rufen's methods. Only the original owner was confused by feelings and could not see clearly what kind of person Zhang Rufen was.
Seeing Qi Wang feeling depressed, as if he was injured, Li Changde was also a little annoyed, thinking that what he had just said was too straightforward, which made Qi Wang hurt. However, the bone breaking still requires a heavy hammer. Qi Wang obviously still has hope for Zhang Rufen. If he didn't let him fully recognize what kind of person his mother was, he would probably never be able to break free from her hands.
What a good genius, I have to be destroyed completely and never get up again, so I will be willing to do so? When the spiritual energy is gone, it will be too late to regret it.
Li Changde wanted to say something else, but Li Xiaowen seemed to be about to cry when Qi Wang looked like he was about to cry. He hurriedly grabbed his father's hand and shook his head at him.
Then it was Qi Wang's mother. The mother and son depended on each other for so many years. For Zhang Rufen and Qi Wang could give up going to Aoki University and were willing to go to a second-rate school. He had such deep feelings for his mother, so how could he be so easily moved by others?
They have already said something to say. Judging from Qi Wang's appearance, he seemed to be shaken. If he continues to say it, he might have a rebellious mentality, and he may be afraid that he will lose more than he will.
When Li Changde saw Qi Wang's appearance, he sighed and said nothing more. The room was in a strange silence. After a while, Qi Wang seemed to have finally recovered. He raised his head and looked at Li Changde. At this time, his eyes were red, but his mental state looked very good.
"Teacher Li, I really thank you. In fact, after so many years of confusion, I have seen it clearly. Dr. He told me before that my mother might be mentally ill. I want to send her to the Fourth Provincial Hospital for treatment. I want to see the results there before making a decision."
Li Changde: “…”
After hearing Qi Wang say this, Li Changde suddenly realized that no wonder Zhang Rufen's behavior is not like a normal person. If she is a mentally ill, it can be explained - only mentally ill will tamper with her children's college entrance examination wishes regardless of her child's future.
However, if she is mentally ill, she should be detained in a mental hospital for treatment. When she gets normal, she will feel guilty when she thinks about her son she has harmed.
He just said that there are only a few mothers in this world who don’t love their children, and Qi Wang’s life will not be so miserable, so he met a mother who doesn’t love him.
Zhang Rufen has loved her children for so many years, and she will never suddenly feel like she was hit by the head and hate her children.
"And Teacher Li, what I just said to you is not a joke. My job has been settled. If the application is approved, my life will become better than it is now. After so many years, I have grown up and thought it through. I am no longer the child who knew nothing in the past. If you believe me, I will be responsible for my life, don't worry."
Looking at Qi Wang's sure look, Li Changde's heart that had been raised slowly dropped. He sighed and stretched out his hand to pat Qi Wang's hand on the quilt.
"Qi Wang, the teacher actually has great expectations for you. I hope your life will be bright and smooth, and I hope your future has infinite possibilities. I know that you are such a talented student. Even if you have experienced so many things, I want you to live a better and better life. I believe you, as long as you work hard, your talent will bloom sooner or later."
To be continued...