?Chapter 220: The Killer's Heart Regarding her question, Li Yan thought about it at this time, and it should be easier to respond.

"Haha, don't think so much! Take your time, I won't just think about this issue, don't be burdened with your thoughts

Hearing this, Huang Ying in the bathroom breathed a sigh of relief. No matter whether she was mentally prepared or not, it was difficult to accept such a sudden "support" emotionally. She had just given her first kiss to Li Yan, and for her, it was already

It's a big breakthrough and it will take some time to digest.

She walked out silently, looked at him for a while, and then whispered: "Thank you, you will still respect me."

Li Yan really wanted to tell her that he would not take advantage of others' danger to sleep with her, and that this problem would not be a big problem for her in the future; but considering that she might be burdened with a huge life now,

I was overwhelmed and needed not only financial support but also psychological support! So I didn’t come out.

"Don't think so much. I won't look down on you because of this. I can understand your pain.

You don’t have to worry all the time that I will ask you to do that. Whether it’s a girlfriend or a lover, it’s just a part of it in front of you. Let’s eat together and chat. It’s also a part. Relax. If you feel uneasy, just treat it as my temporary storage.

Just make it up when the time comes. Remember, if you have any questions, come to me first!"

Regarding his comfort, Huang Ying thought thoughtfully. She had never been in a relationship before, and she knew that sex was part of it, but not the whole thing. Supportive sex occupied a larger part. His words made her feel that he really meant it.

Treat yourself as your girlfriend! She silently remembered this. Just keep it for now! You can give it to him at any time when he wants it.

Li Yan did not let her go downstairs. He said goodbye and left.

As he drove away, he felt flustered. Although what happened tonight was unexpected, it was not shocking. What made it difficult for him to accept was that the support was the words he used to stimulate and persuade Huang Ying.

, and she was actually more willing to accept this than accept his help!

Is it because she has a frivolous personality and does not receive reward for her merits? Is it because she cannot bear to give too much help and pledges herself to others, repaying debts with body and soul? Or, does she simply not believe in the money relationship in today's society?

I don’t know since when, urban people began to adhere to this concept: you can’t talk about money between friends, as talking about money will inevitably hurt your feelings; don’t borrow money from others, and don’t lend money to others! Maybe it’s because “the uncle is the one who owes the debt”

There are more and more people, and many people who were good friends have ended up in court because of their debts, and have stopped communicating with each other for a long time. So everyone has seen through it, and they have become brothers and settled accounts.

Huang Ying may also have this idea. One person thinks that if you borrow money and fail to repay it, you will owe not only money, but also a debt of gratitude; the other person thinks why should others lend you so much money?

No matter what, at least she can now accept his help with peace of mind;

He drove away. Li Yan was about to go home when another call came. He picked it up and took a look. Unexpectedly, it was Haifu calling!

"Mr. Hai, what's the matter? Miss me?" Li Yan answered the phone with a smile. For the serious and serious Hai Fu, he sometimes made fun of her, which gave her a feeling of conquest, especially the last time he met her in the office.

Her teasing.

After hearing his voice, Haifu's voice could be heard on the other end, but she remained silent.

"What's wrong? What happened?. Today, I met Zhang Yurong and Huang Ying one after another, and Li Yan couldn't help but feel nervous. Could something have happened to Haifu too?

At this time, Haifu spoke. She didn't have the aggressive tone of a master's wife in daily life, nor did she have the tenderness she had towards Li Yan alone. Her tone was full of sentimentality: "Do you think I'm annoying?"

"Why is this happening?" Li Yan felt that it was really difficult to guess a woman's thoughts. "Although we are not officially dating, don't you have to be nice? Besides, "I feel very comfortable when I'm with you."

I'm in a very good mood. Otherwise, I wouldn't have taken you to the beach or anything like that.

Haifu was silent for a while, "Then you didn't come yesterday, why didn't you make a call? If I don't call you today, I guess you won't even make a call if you ask me to wait all night, right?"

Li Yan suddenly remembered something. On Monday, because he was transferred to the security team, Haifu was afraid that he would be in a bad mood. She called him in the evening and asked if he wanted to drink with him. At that time, because he had just agreed to Bi

She called Wen Qianyi a while ago, so she changed the appointment to the weekend. Later, Zhang Yurong and Yueyao wanted to go out with him again. The next day, they met Matsushima Cai and Choihara Mirai, and played with them for many days, until today.

Zhang Yurong didn't come back until she called.

Because he never had any free time, just like he never had a phone call with Yu Di, he also forgot about it. Even now when he received Haifu's call, he still didn't think about it.

"What?" I'm sorry. I've been on leave for the past few days because of something, and I just came back today. I didn't mean to let you off. If you don't believe it, you can ask Li Yan seriously.

"Calculate

Hai laughed so loudly that he couldn't understand what he meant. He didn't know it was because he had no beginning, so he believed what he said.

"What are you doing where you were last time, the bar? I'll rush there right now." Although Li Yan wanted to go home at this moment, he had promised to break the appointment. It seemed that Haifu had been waiting for half the night last night, and tonight

Maybe he's still drunk. He still has to go there. Of course, the friendly match won't be played tonight.

"No, I'm not interested in drinking Haifu. I hung up the phone.

Woman! Li Yan smiled bitterly.

Women are like money. If you don’t have them, you will feel uncomfortable, and you may even be unable to survive; but if you have too much, it will be very troublesome.

He has already explained it. Whether Haifu listens or accepts it is up to her. Li Yan will not insist on explaining.

How can you have so much time to coax them one by one? Zhang Yurong, the wife who really has this power, has not coaxed her very much yet!

Zhang Yurong and Yueyao were still in the living room, but they were no longer practicing yoga. They had also changed into pajamas. Seeing that Li Yan came back so early and did not seem to be drinking, Zhang Yurong couldn't help but be surprised. Has this guy changed his temper?

Li Yan greeted them with a smile and went to sit on another sofa. "Yurong, when will you practice yoga again? I also want to learn from you.

"Go! Who has time to talk to you?" Zhang Yurong rolled her eyes at him. Practicing yoga? Everyone knows Sima Zhao's heart!

Yueyao looked at him and smiled without saying a word, but without Zhang Yurong noticing, she used her eyes and gestures to directly convey the message to him.

In the afternoon, Li Yan asked her to arrange a meeting for all members of "their" organization. Now she has conveyed it, and the time is very urgent, so it will be arranged for tomorrow!

Seeing the time given by Yueyao, Li Yan knew that she was doing it for his own good. If time was urgent, even if a traitor leaked the news, it would take time for other killers to arrive. Even if they could arrive, they would not

How much time can be allocated to arrange the arrangements, which can save Li Yan some trouble.

Now that she had made arrangements, he had to make preparations. After chatting with them for a while, he went upstairs first.

He has not appeared in front of "them" for two years. As for calling everyone to meet, I don't know how long ago it was. Many things will make people feel alienated if they are not done often.

But for Li Yanlai, the most important thing is his own changes! Others will always change, and the environment will also change, including himself. As long as his "heart" is still at its peak, even if it changes.

Even if he hasn't appeared in front of "them" for a long time, he won't have any problems at all.

Is his heart still at its peak?

At this moment, Li Yan was closing his eyes and asking himself.

In terms of mentality, killing skills, physical fitness, skills, etc., he has remained in very good condition, and the "inner demons" that troubled him in the past have also been well calmed down. Now there are some troubles about his "heart"

"It's the thoughts of ordinary life that I have been accustomed to for the past two years, including the thoughts of some people!

To his parents, Li Yan is not considered a filial son, because he rarely accompanies them, and he keeps a respectful distance! It is not that he has any objection to them, but that he wants to protect them in this way! Only by being less involved with him can he

It will be safer.

But in the past six months, he has had a new bond. And there are more and more trends. This bond is his wife Zhang Yurong! Although in the eyes of the two people, they are just a temporary union to satisfy the wishes of their elders, and they will not

Those who have a future, sleep in separate rooms, and don't interfere with each other, are all prepared for the end of this short-term marriage; but she is his wife no matter what, and there is a possibility that she will be implicated by him.

Now, Li Yan silently looked at it. Not only was Zhang Yurong different from before. He had an increasingly important position in his heart. Wen Qianyi, Yu Di, and even Yue Yao, Huang Ying, Hai Fu, etc. were all under his control.

There is a bond in the heart. Once the killer's heart is bonded, it will have a chain impact, the butterfly effect, and some unexpected situations may occur. This is why most killers do not hide their names until they retire and become ordinary people.

life and build various interpersonal relationships; so I also want to make more money and retire as soon as possible.

With so many more ties, can we still be open-minded and invincible?

This is also something Yueyao is very worried about. She doesn't know how Li Yan has lived in the past two years, but in the past few weeks, she has learned a lot about him. He is now very different from before.

.This may not be a good thing for you!

After sitting quietly for two hours, Li Yan seemed to be practicing Zen and enlightening, until his heart became very peaceful.

That's right, he calmed down because he gained an understanding and sublimation!

The emotion of love can become a fetter and an obstacle for a person; but conversely, if used well, it can also become a motivation and a boost, making him stronger! Because he is no longer fighting alone! (
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