Chapter 194: I want to tell you a secret. Three days before the New Year's Day holiday, Li Yan thought he would be very busy, but in fact it was not so. Li Jie sent him a message, and Chen Mingying was also at home on holiday, including Yu Hong.

When she was free at home, Di was under stricter supervision, and she still couldn't find a suitable time for them to talk on the phone. However, she had told Yu Di about this idea, and she felt a lot more at ease.

Haifu spent that night with him, and then went with her family; Wen Qianyi also had her friends get together; Qiao Huanji went home, and Bai Jie returned to the crew; Yueyao has no news for the time being. So.

Li Yan just accompanied Zhang Yurong back to her parents' home, and then it was relatively limited. She still had time to go out to eat with Xu Ping, Sun Hui and the others.

On the third day of the first lunar month, because he was going to Xiaoyao Island for a trip the next day, Li Yan went to find Huang Ying. Huang Ying didn’t have as many holidays as the Paradise Group in Jierui. There were only three days off on New Year’s Day and four days off on New Year’s Day.

It was time to go back to work. During the reform and development of the company, Huang Ying gradually began to adapt to the new job and did not want to rest too much. Instead, she felt that the more busy she was, the more she could enrich herself.

She was very happy that Li Yan could come to accompany her. She cooked at home for lunch, because Li Yan didn't notify her in advance, there were only two people, and she didn't prepare too many dishes. But she still cooked it very carefully,

I had a great time eating too.

After eating and resting for a while, Li Yan suggested going shopping, which made Huang Ying surprised, excited, and nervous at the same time.

The two of them had a special relationship together, not like ordinary people's dating. It was because he helped her as much as possible when she was at her most vulnerable and helpless, but she felt that she had nothing to repay and had no idea about the future.

With little hope, I decided to find someone to marry and share the burden, so I chose to be with him, support him, or commit myself to him. In the end, it was not a mutual choice at first.

There is a kind of traditional woman who really follows the chicken when she marries a chicken, and follows the dog when she marries a dog. Huang Ying is such a person. After she made the decision, she really positioned herself as being kept by Li Yan. This made her

She regarded Li Yan as her man, but she did not regard herself as his girlfriend. The change in her thoughts made the relationship between colleagues and friends, which were originally good, become closer. And as time went by,

Li Yan did not worry about her body, but repeatedly comforted her, encouraged her in her career, took care of her in life, and made sure that she would not become a vassal, but an independent girl.

When a girl is at her most vulnerable and helpless, it's hard not to be moved by a mature man who can be so considerate and caring. What's more, she didn't put herself on guard at all and recognized him as her man. It was natural for her to regard him as her man.

My heart is placed on him. This is not a love full of leakage, nor is it the initial repayment and dependence. It is like the kind of love that meets through traditional blind dates, becomes a matchmaker, gets married soon, and in the end can support each other for a lifetime.

Relationship. A kind of love that is plain and warm, blended with the feeling of family.

The same is true for Huang Ying, and the same is true for Li Yan.

When Li Yan first started, he never thought about being with Huang Ying, nor did he think about taking care of her for a long time. He just felt that this girl was very pitiful and pitiful, and he was a friend by his side, and she was also

In the first few months of being ignored by the business department, he was the only person who was truly friendly to him.

So, whether it was visiting her mother in the hospital, teaching her how to overcome the cruelty of reality, offering to lend her money, helping her build momentum on the Internet, and finally letting He Zhengyuan's mortal fund secretly help her. All of this was just to make a difference in her own life.

He saw, contacted, and helped her within the scope of help. But he didn't expect that Huang Ying was so fierce, or that she was so principled that she was pedantic. Because she couldn't repay, and saw no possibility of repaying within a few years, she didn't want to

Accept his help. Even after the Mortal Fund helped her overcome the biggest difficulty, thinking about the difficult days ahead, she was unwilling to drag down Li Yan, who seemed to have a family that was not much better off than hers. So much so that she had to use

To complete it in that way, between her decision to marry a strange man who is willing to take care of her family and being kept by him, Li Yan certainly cannot watch her bet to a stranger for the rest of her life, so she can only choose to agree."

Support her.

Li Yan has never been a great person, nor even a gentleman. But when it comes to "supporting Huang Ying, he has no selfish desires or hypocrisy. He really just regards it as a temporary measure. In fact, his choice is also the right one."

Yes, after agreeing like that, Huang Ying no longer had any worries. Coupled with his encouragement, she began to get over the underestimation in life and gradually regained her confidence in the dim future.

It is better to teach a man to fish than to teach him to fish. Giving Huang Ying a sufficient sum of money directly and forcefully can make her feel at ease, but it will not make her happy and confident. Li Yan made her realize that by encouraging her,

In the days to come, she will slowly grow up, and she does not necessarily need to rely on him for a long time. That is what she really needs. In this process, Li Yan also saved a sum of money that would not frighten her too much.

into her account so that she could feel at ease. A fraction of a sum of money obtained from the former director of the planning department who cheated

It's just that people are not grass and trees, and they can't be ruthless. Even if Li Yan has the mentality of helping Huang Ying up from the mud of life, when a girl relies on him in life, he will start to feel sad in his heart.

Changes have aroused men's protective desire. Huang Ying has always been sensible, well-behaved, never demanding too much, and even submissive. Such a girl will make young boys impatient, but will make mature men more willing to care. After getting along with each other,

During this period, his feelings towards her also changed unconsciously.

Until that time, the former business director Ye Jiahong was planning to sacrifice the favored Huang Ying in order to please the business representative of a large customer. Li Yan, who had just returned from Japan, was very angry when he found out. Finally, he restrained himself again and again.

, did not kill anyone, but together with Duan Haibo, they beat the sales representative into an inhumane eunuch, and also made Ye Jiahong, an accomplice, hospitalized for more than a month, and in the end he could not return to the height of the sales director.

From then on, Li Yan began to notice changes in his feelings. Whether it was love from pity or love over time, he regarded her as his own woman in his heart. Whether she was bullied or she wanted to be with another man in the future.

The thought of life made him depressed and uncomfortable, and he began to stop avoiding it. Although he had her without her request and willingness, he no longer kept the distance of friends and had a relationship with her.

The most direct and intimate contact.

The relationship between two people is different from that of ordinary people, and their daily interactions are also different?

Except for the invitation to go to the concert, Mu's previous date was just to come to Huang Ying's house and have a meal with her. So Li Yan's suggestion to go shopping would surprise Huang Ying.

, excited and nervous, that’s because she is very happy but afraid of meeting acquaintances.

When he came out of her house, Li Yan felt that she seemed to be guilty of committing a crime and was timid. He couldn't help but laugh and said, "Do you owe someone money? Why are you afraid that people will see you?"

Huang Ying, who was walking with her head lowered and occasionally reaching out to brush her hair, actually wanted to cover her face with her hands, felt embarrassed and shy when she heard Li Yan's words. She was afraid that he would be worried, so she quickly replied: "No," she didn't owe anyone money.

, and no one bothered me. I’m just afraid that it wouldn’t be good if acquaintances saw us together.

Li Yan didn't need to think about it to know what she was worried about, but in order to make her more confident, he deliberately reached out to cover her forehead, and then said: "That's the same. Young and beautiful, filial and sensible, good at work, and a good person, the Huang family girl,

It’s really not good to find such a bad man.

Huang Ying was stunned and quickly explained: "No, it's not like that. How could you be so bad? I'm not as good as you. I just seemed to show my attitude. She took the rare initiative to hold Li Yan's arm, and also

No more timidity.

Li Yan stretched out his hand in front of his forehead to touch her head, and said with a loving smile: "I'm kidding you, you're just afraid of meeting colleagues in the company, being seen by them, and spreading the word to my acquaintances.

If it spreads to my girlfriend’s ears, that will cause trouble for me, right?”

"Yes," Huang Ying agreed softly. Seeing that he didn't care, but understood her concerns, she was very relieved. It is rare to have a man who understands her and will not be suspicious.

"Aren't you my girlfriend too?

"I," Li Yan's words made Huang Ying stiffen slightly. Am I a girlfriend? No. "I'm just,

She used to be able to say calmly in front of Li Yan that she was "protected" by him, but now the relationship between the two is getting closer and closer, and she has not thought of this word for a long time. Now, she suddenly wakes up, yes, no matter he

No matter how good you are to me, whether it is like someone else's support or not, the nature is still the same after all. I still can't be on the stage and can't make it public.

Li Yan was holding her arm, and of course he felt her physical changes, and even more captured her psychological changes. He didn't do anything right away, but got into the car with her in the parking lot.

The two were silent. Li Yan did not merge immediately, but turned to look at Huang Ying.

"Don't think so much. No one will find it strange that we two are together. Wen Qianyi has been teasing us for having an affair. Previously, President Zhang asked about the clerk who used to be very good with me.

"Ah?" Huang Ying knew Wen Qianyi's attitude. She used to watch them together in the business department. Later, when she became the director, she was given a lot of opportunities to take care of her and learn. But she didn't expect that even Zhang Yurong would pay attention to her.

to her!

Seeing her attention shift, Li Yan smiled, but still hesitated in his heart.

This issue must be faced and confessed sooner or later. Huang Ying is a girl who keeps secrets. Do you want to make it clear to her first?

"I want to tell you a secret, do you want to hear it?

Huang Ying was surprised, but she still replied: "If you want to find someone to share or share a secret with, I am willing to listen and will keep it a secret for you. She is still as passive as ever and will not take the initiative to ask.

"This secret Li Yan frowned, and then said in a heavy tone: "It may affect the relationship between the two of us, mainly on you. Do you still want to hear it?"

Huang Ying looked at his expression and heard his tone, and her heart began to sink. After listening to it, her mind went blank. She wondered what he meant and how it would affect the relationship between the two of them. Do you want to hear it?

?Does he want to leave?

She lowered her head and bit her lip. What was her situation? She knew very well that it was impossible for Li Yan to fall in love with her. He could definitely be worthy of a better girl. The "support" with him was originally a proactive one.

The power is his. If he gets tired of it, he can leave her alone.

Realizing her situation, she was secretly miserable, but she also knew that this was inevitable. It was very rare that he could take care of her for so long, encourage herself to step out of the shadow of life, regain her confidence, and face it bravely. As for

She has never spent the money Li Yan gave her, except for the furniture and appliances he bought with his money.

"I, want to hear it, you will want it. It should be time, I will listen carefully." Huang Ying's voice then asked a question that has been in her mind for a long time: "Why do you" never want me?

?Am I really that bad that you have no interest at all?

Ah? Li Yan was stunned! What kind of leaping thinking is this? We deliberately created a heavy atmosphere and discussed serious issues. How can we think of the 8-ban sex scene?

"Of course not! You're not bad at all. I'm also very interested. I don't want you because I want good things to stay for a long time."

Good thing? Huang Ying didn't know whether to laugh or cry, but she was a little relieved to hear him say this. At first, she thought that there was nothing she could do in return, and all she could give was her body. If her body was despised by others, she would really have no face to face him.

"Actually, it's also related to the secret I want,"

"Huh?" Huang Ying's heart sank again and she took a breath: "You go ahead, I'm ready."

Li Yantou then said: "We have never discussed this issue and have been avoiding it. But I don't want to lie to you. What I want is" I am actually married.

Huang Ying only felt that she had difficulty breathing, but because Li Yan deliberately created a heavy atmosphere, she was able to accept it. She smiled hard: "It's not strange, you didn't lie to me." It seems like you have been there before.

"It's just that everyone thought you were joking" Haha, haha"

Seeing that she was smiling unnaturally, Li Yan reached out and pulled her over, holding her in his arms distressedly. Then he said softly: "I have a wife, are you still willing to be with me? Mine is not a temporary support.

, I will take care of you for the rest of my life, and stay with me for the rest of my life!"
Chapter completed!