Chapter 77 Worry(1/2)
Chen Tingting is a woman.
After all, Chen Tingting is just a woman.
At this time when she was facing a life and death crisis, the answer she wanted from Ning Shaoyang was whether Ning Shaoyang had liked her over the years.
After asking this question, seeing Ning Shaoyang pondering and not answering, he said again:
"Brother-in-law, I know that I am definitely not as good as my sister or Xu Zhen in your mind. I am just a woman who relies on my sister's relationship to shamelessly pester you. But I want to know, these days
Over the past hundred years, have you ever liked me? Have you ever been moved by me? Not even a moment, not even a trace."
When I said this, there was still some resentment.
She felt that for so many years, in Ning Shaoyang's mind, she was the one who could solve problems in cultivation.
This kind of relationship certainly comes from her own lack of self-respect. It seems that Ning Shaoyang didn't respect her much.
But she also had to admit that following Ning Shaoyang, she had never been treated badly materially.
Her cultivation qualifications are not particularly good, and her current achievements mainly depend on Ning Shaoyang's unlimited supply of resources.
She was also a little unclear about Ning Shaoyang's attitude towards her.
This time when I was going through the Divine Tribulation, I didn’t know whether I was going to live or die, but I still couldn’t help but want to ask for an answer.
Other than that, there seems to be nothing else to worry about.
Ning Shaoyang was silent for a while and said: "I have, of course I have, not just for a moment, not just a trace."
Chen Tingting looked at him: "Really?"
"It's true." Ning Shaoyang said, "It's just that there are more important things in my heart. I can only put aside my children's personal relationship. Whether it is you or Xu Zhen, I can only ignore it. If so
One day, our human race won the final victory, and I am willing to enjoy life with you."
Chen Tingting showed a smile on her face and said: "I know that you men have higher and loftier pursuits. I don't expect you to have more thoughts on me. As long as you have me in your heart, I am very satisfied."
"Don't think so much, prepare for a breakthrough," Ning Shaoyang said, "After entering the realm of divine transformation, the days ahead will be longer and more exciting."
Chen Tingting hummed and was about to leave. She took a step and suddenly turned around and said:
"Brother-in-law, do you know something?"
"What's the matter?" Ning Shaoyang asked.
Chen Tingting's face turned slightly red and she said, "That girl Jiaojiao, she likes you."
Ning Shaoyang was stunned for a moment and said unnaturally: "It must be because she was ignorant and thought wildly when she was a child."
Of course he knew about that matter, but he had always pretended not to know. He didn't expect that Chen Tingting would talk about it in front of her, which made him feel particularly awkward.
"Not just when she was a child, I know she likes you even now, and she likes you very much." Chen Tingting said.
"She will eventually understand that that is impossible. She is your daughter and nothing will happen." Ning Shaoyang said.
"Actually, there is nothing impossible," Chen Tingting said. "I used to think I couldn't accept it, but after hundreds of years, I see that girl is still alone and has unrequited love, and I feel that she is my daughter.
So what?"
Ning Shaoyang looked at her in surprise: "Why do you have such an idea?"
I feel a little uneasy in my heart.
Chen Tingting said: "I understand some things in the world of cultivation. Whether it is in the sect or in the world of secular cultivation, there are quite a lot of such things. After all, we are monks with long lifespans, not ordinary people. Life is inherently different from those in the secular world.
Ordinary people in the world are different, and there is no need to be bound by such rules. Brother-in-law, if you take her in, I won't be angry, I will even be happy because she finally has a good home."
"Don't worry about these things and prepare to survive the disaster." Ning Shaoyang said.
Chen Tingting suddenly sighed and said: "Brother-in-law, I don't know if I can survive this disaster. I'm just worried that if I die under this disaster, that girl in my family will be alone. I
I still want to have someone to take care of her."
"The heavenly calamity is not that difficult, don't worry so much, and Jiaojiao is my apprentice. I will naturally take care of her, and Qingluo will take care of her. How can there be no one to take care of her?" Ning Shaoyang said.
"It's not that kind of care," Chen Tingting shook her head, "I just hope that someone who knows both cold and hot will love her, care about her, and protect her. Although she is already a cultivator, she is just a person after all.
If a woman has unrequited love all her life and cannot find a destination, I feel that no matter how long she lives, it will not be a happy thing."
After saying that, she bowed to Ning Shaoyang and saluted: "Brother-in-law, even if you want me to have no worries, can you promise me one thing? If I die in this disaster, you will take that one from me in the future."
Girl, can you?"
Ning Shaoyang hesitated for a moment, thinking about refusing, but he was worried that refusing would affect whether she could survive the disaster with peace of mind, so he said: "If such a situation really happens, I can promise you to take good care of her."
"Thank you, brother-in-law." Chen Tingting said.
In the beginning, when she first stepped into the door of cultivation, she thought of relying on Ning Shaoyang to gain glory and wealth. At that time, she knew that Jiaojiao had some inexplicable feelings for Ning Shaoyang, but she could not accept that.
He even regards Jiaojiao as his competitor.
However, hundreds of years have passed by, I have seen and heard many things, and my mind has slowly changed.
For a monk, the relationship between men and women is inherently weak, and the main focus is on cultivation.
The happiness brought by the love between a man and a woman is actually not as good as the happiness brought by the improvement of strength.
Going to heaven and earth, flying around the world, that is the real happiness.
However, the ethics of human beings are completely different in the world of cultivation.
During this period of time, I was thinking about overcoming the Heavenly Tribulation of Transformation God, and there was indeed a lot of worry between life and death.
Looking back on her life, she discovered that there was one thing she was unwilling to accept in her life - had Ning Shaoyang ever had feelings for her?
There was only one thing she couldn't worry about, and that was her daughter.
If she is no longer in this world, her daughter Jiaojiao will be the continuation of her life in this world.
In other respects, she has no regrets.
Now that I got Ning Shaoyang's reply, I suddenly felt very relaxed.
It seems that leaving this world like this has nothing to fear.
Entering the realm of divine transformation, you can have thousands more years of life, but you may not be very happy.
In the future, the dividing line disappears and there is a war between humans and monsters. As you can imagine, it will be a terrifying catastrophe.
It is not easy for every human being to survive.
Even if you can't survive the catastrophe this time, dying under it may not be a bad thing, at least you don't have to face that catastrophe.
With this in mind, she began to prepare to attack the realm of divine transformation.
Ning Shaoyang was a little uneasy.
Chen Tingting's performance today gave him the feeling that she was giving her last words, which also showed that Chen Tingting did not have much confidence in overcoming the tribulation this time.
This is a very bad thing.
As long as you have enough resources and prepare well in advance, there is basically nothing that cannot be overcome during the Nascent Soul Tribulation.
The monks of the Feixian Alliance who have attacked the Nascent Soul realm over the years have never failed. The main reason is that they have enough resources to set up altars, weaken the power of the heavenly tribulation, and help the monks survive safely.
But the Divine Tribulation is different. Although preparation in advance is very important, what is more important is the monk's foundation, as well as the determination and courage to move forward.
Even if there are no problems with the technique when dividing spiritual consciousness, as long as there is not enough courage and there is a little hesitation in the movements, it will fail.
The result of failure is death.
Now, Chen Tingting clearly had a certain fear of overcoming the tribulation, which made him hesitate whether to let Chen Tingting stop the tribulation.
But after thinking about it, I gave up the idea.
If this time is canceled, Chen Tingting's fear of overcoming the tribulation will not weaken, but will become stronger.
There is no use in escaping from fear.
We can only hope that after Chen Tingting has no worries in her heart, she can put everything down, move forward bravely, and successfully separate her consciousness.
As for the heavenly calamity, there is a Dharma altar to bear it for her.
After Chen Tingting stepped into the altar, she adjusted her condition. After a day, she triggered the catastrophe.
For a time, the wind and clouds surged, and the sky and the earth were eclipsed.
Ning Shaoyang's heart also lifted.
Not long after, Chen Tingting saw her Nascent Soul leaving her body and flying into the air.
He finally breathed a sigh of relief.
The Yuanying can fly away from the body because the Yuanshen has settled in.
The prerequisite for the Yuanshen to move in is to divide the consciousness, so that one can dominate the Niwan Palace and suppress the physical body, while the other can enter the Yuanying.
Chen Tingting completed the most uncontrollable step by relying on her own strength, and there was nothing left to worry about.
Her physical body remained on the altar to withstand the heavenly tribulation, but there was a layer of protective formation there to offset the power of the heavenly tribulation.
The effectiveness of the protective formation has been tested by Lu Qingluo and Jiaojiao through the tribulation, and it can be proven that it is safe, so there is no need to worry at all.
Chen Tingting's Nascent Soul flew out of her body, and Jiaojiao, who was protecting the law nearby, breathed a sigh of relief.
To be continued...