After Ning Shaoyang took those things, he returned to the secret room in the Hidden Sword Tower, and returned to the inner courtyard of Feixian City Alliance Leader's Mansion through the teleportation array in that secret room.

After coming out of the spiritual energy pool, he informed Qi Jin that there was no need to block people from entering.

He also did not explain to Qi Jin where he went or what he did.

This is completely unnecessary.

He got the soul-raising beads and the method for Chen Xianxian's rebirth at Taohao Gate. He hasn't looked at it carefully yet. Now that he's back, he naturally wants to understand the situation.

Thinking that Chen Xianxian will be reborn soon, I feel quite excited.

Although it is not the kind of resurrection that Zhuge Mingzhu originally said, Chen Xianxian cannot help but feel some regrets in his heart because he cannot keep his memory and come back again.

However, after all, it is Chen Xianxian's soul, even if there is no memory of his previous life, it is still worth looking forward to.

At least, it's a thought.

He also had a secret room for his own cultivation in the inner courtyard of the Alliance Leader's Mansion. When he got to the secret room, he placed the soul-raising beads and took out the book and letter left by Zhuge Mingzhu.

There is no doubt that that letter was left by Zhuge Mingzhu to Ning Shaoyang.

Ning Shaoyang didn't want to read it at first, but when his consciousness scanned the letter in the storage ring, he still couldn't hold back and took it out.

When I saw that letter, I couldn't help but think of Zhuge Mingzhu's suicide, and I still felt a little gloomy.

Too many things happened today, and the impact on him was so great that he could not calm down for a while.

Knowing that the mentor he has respected and been grateful for for thousands of years turned out to be his mother-killing enemy, someone who sat back and watched the person he loved most being killed.

But in the past we had a theory, and then the other party committed suicide.

Until now, he still couldn't figure out why Zhuge Mingzhu committed suicide.

Zhuge Mingzhu is already at the peak level of the God Transformation. He is not that old among the God Transformation monks. His strength is far beyond that of monks of the same level, and he has a very good future.

Not to mention whether you can enter the realm of immortals, at least the possibility of entering the realm of returning to virtual reality is very high.

With such a promising future, Ning Shaoyang always felt that something was untrue because he chose to commit suicide because of his guilt.

This is not like Zhuge Mingzhu's character.

If she really had that kind of character, she wouldn't have done such a thing in the first place.

He really can't see through this woman.

He had never thought carefully about what kind of person this person was before. At that time, the image of Zhuge Mingzhu in his mind was that of his mentor, and he was the one he should be grateful to for the rest of his life.

He had no doubt.

Looking back now, I feel that I have really not understood this woman at all in the past thousand years.

In any case, it is true that Zhuge Mingzhu committed suicide.

Everyone is dead, let's just wipe out the grudges.

After all, there is kindness, and it is a great kindness.

Without death, Ning Shaoyang would not be able to live peacefully under the same sky with such an enemy who killed his mother.

But now that people are no longer in this world, there is no need to worry about it anymore.

I still feel a little sad.

An indescribable sadness.

Holding that letter, I was in a daze for a long time, and finally it turned into a deep sigh.

Then he pulled out a piece of paper from the envelope to see what kind of words Zhuge Mingzhu had left with him.

This letter is indeed addressed to him.

When Ning Shaoyang read this letter, his face began to change slowly, and the expression on his face was very complicated.

There is some anger, some disgust, some entanglement, and some relief.

Very complicated.

After reading it, he looked at the soul-raising beads put aside and started to pause.

In this letter, Zhuge Mingzhu once again said sorry to Ning Shaoyang.

Then, she told Ning Shaoyang something that troubled him greatly - after she committed suicide, she would let her soul enter the soul-raising bead.

In other words, the soul-raising bead now contains not only the soul of Chen Xianxian, but also the soul of Zhuge Mingzhu.

Ning Shaoyang had not thought about this before. After reading this letter, his consciousness penetrated into the soul-raising bead and he indeed saw the existence of two souls.

As for which one is Zhuge Mingzhu's soul and which one is Chen Xianxian's soul, Zhuge Mingzhu has no way to tell, and Ning Shaoyang has no way to tell.

The soul is different from the monk's soul. The monk's soul is similar to the monk's appearance, which can be seen at a glance.

But the soul is like a chaotic existence, with no limbs or five senses, and there is no way to figure out who is who.

Zhuge Mingzhu did such a thing because he didn't want Ning Shaoyang to detect it, so he didn't leave any loopholes.

She didn't enter the soul-raising pearl with her own soul. All the magic power in her soul was dispersed, and she was left with a pure soul.

No one can tell which soul belongs to whom and which soul belongs to whom.

This made Ning Shaoyang extremely confused.

Obviously, Zhuge Mingzhu made such an arrangement because he wanted to be reincarnated, not to end his own life.

This makes her suicide seem not so puzzling.

However, this made Ning Shaoyang quite unhappy.

After knowing that Zhuge Mingzhu was his mother-killing enemy, he had great resentment towards Zhuge Mingzhu.

This resentment can be resolved by Zhuge Mingzhu's suicide.

But it can also be because Zhuge Mingzhu's at least incomplete resolution is not complete.

If he were to willingly send Zhuge Mingzhu to be reincarnated, she really couldn't do it.

I still have some knots in my heart.

What had been untied was now knotted again.

However, among the two souls in the soul-raising bead, he didn't know which one belonged to Zhuge Mingzhu and which one belonged to Chen Xianxian.

Either none of them will be reincarnated, or both of them will be reincarnated.

After they were reincarnated, Ning Shaoyang still had one very confusing thing - he didn't know which one was Chen Xianxian. How would he face the two reincarnated people?

One is the enemy who killed his mother, and the other is the person he loves most.

But because of the issue of reincarnation, he can't tell the difference at all. How will he face it in the future?

is love?

Or hate?

Resentment towards Zhuge Mingzhu came to mind again.

Looking at the soul-raising bead, Ning Shaoyang's face was unusually tangled, and he murmured:

"What are you doing?"

"Why do you like to do this kind of thing that plays with people's hearts?"

"Does this have to be the case to make you happy?"

He would rather Zhuge Mingzhu continue to live in this world than face such a situation.

After both souls were reincarnated, he couldn't tell which one was which.

If you are too kind to Zhuge Mingzhu's reincarnation, then you are paying the wrong price.

If you are too indifferent to Chen Xianxian's reincarnation, you will be letting him down.

But how can he tell who is who?

Unless the other person can recover the memory of his previous life after reincarnation.

But Ning Shaoyang knew that the possibility was slim.

That means he has either failed or mispaid.

Thinking about how he would show such emotion to Chen Xianxian in the future for the reincarnation of Zhuge Mingzhu, he felt very uncomfortable.

Not only did he think Zhuge Mingzhu was not worthy of his emotions, but also because Zhuge Mingzhu was his master.

——This is a fact that cannot be changed.

However, if you treat Chen Xianxian's reincarnation as distantly and coldly as you treat Zhuge Mingzhu, how can you be worthy of everything Chen Xianxian gave to you?

This is so confusing.

If Zhuge Mingzhu committed suicide and was reincarnated just to eliminate the grudge against him, he would also be willing to send Zhuge Mingzhu's soul to be reincarnated.

But doing this now, putting her soul and Chen Xianxian's soul together without leaving any trace of identity. This is obviously to make him unable to distinguish, which is a bit disgusting.

Ning Shaoyang could understand why Zhuge Mingzhu did that - he was afraid that the two souls would be treated differently if they had different identities.
To be continued...