Chapter 781 + Chapter 782(1/2)
Chapter 781:
"Zihe!" Han Zihe was shocked when Chu Zheng said this, and his suddenly accelerated heartbeat made him feel extremely uneasy.
Han Zihe spoke clearly, and he naturally listened clearly.
Everyone is a sensible person, and they know the meaning when they hear the sound of the string. He will not be unable to hear the unfinished meaning in her words.
However, the more he understood, the more he wanted to pretend to be confused.
He only said that Han Zihe was so angry because of the child that he spoke uncontrollably.
To be honest, they had a very good relationship as a couple. He asked himself whether there would be a rift because of these miscellaneous things. After all, there was no fundamental conflict between the two of them.
As long as it is not an internal cause but an external cause, then the problem is easy to solve and can be solved.
Chu Zheng's mind wandered around in a daze, he cleared his conscience, and barely managed to stabilize his own mind so that he would not be so frightened.
Of course, you still have to say nice things, and it is still necessary to at least provide a step down for her and him.
"Zihe, I know that what I have done recently has been very bad, and you feel uncomfortable... I know it, can I change it? Ah? Let's all calm down now and stop saying these hurtful words.
Okay?" Chu Zheng tried to get closer to Han Zihe, but under the cold gaze of the other party, he still did not dare to take a step, "I know that you have been exhausted physically and mentally because of the children these past two days, and it is very uncomfortable...
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"Stop talking." Han Zihe interrupted him. She... didn't want to listen anymore.
"You have to say, that's all you can say. What's the point of going back and forth to change the soup without changing the medicine? Che Zhulun's back-and-forth words made me look more like a joke." She sighed.
, her eyes shocked the mother of Chu who was about to speak again behind Chu Zheng, she turned to look at Chu Zheng, "Again, you really don't understand me so much? Do you think I am the kind of person who speaks indiscriminately because of anger?
Human?...Of course, if you like to deceive yourself, I can't help it, but I think I have no obligation and no interest in matching your rhythm, and you must also know this."
Han Zihe made his words clear, which really gave Chu Zheng no room to pretend to be stupid.
Seriously, they have been married for several years, how could he not know his wife's nature?
In fact, he would really rather Han Zihe make a hysterical fuss with him, at least it shows that her heart is not cold.
Unfortunately, he also understood that her identity and knowledge, as well as her accomplishments and self-control, did not allow her to go too crazy and lose her temper. Once she became extremely angry, she would definitely make a decisive decision.
That kind of decisive momentum was not unfamiliar to him.
On the battlefield and during missions, countless of his comrades exuded such momentum at the critical moment; even he himself, on many occasions, was so determined and angry that he almost died from anger.
Cheng Ren.
"Zihe, how come... between us, things have become like this?" She understood that the situation in front of her could not be settled with just one or two sentences. I was afraid that her anger would not go away for a while. Chu Zheng
I didn't dare to resist, so I could only go with the flow. After all, it was better to block than to open up... However, I understood clearly and asked him to accept it, but he refused. Even thinking about it made me feel heartbroken... Thinking about the past,
Chu Zheng's eyes were sore and his lips moved for a long time before he said this sentence with difficulty.
What he said was so heavy and his tone was so sad that the air around him was filled with sadness. This depressing feeling made Chu's mother who wanted to interrupt couldn't open her mouth.
"Obviously, obviously we were talking very well just now!" Chu Zheng sniffed and looked at Han Zihe, "Zihe, tell me what should I do?"
"It's not your fault!" Han Zihe felt uncomfortable seeing him sad, "Of course, it's not my fault either... As for what should you do?"
She seemed to smile bitterly or mockingly, and shook her head: "No matter what you do, it is wrong! Of course, this is not the fault of you and me... I can only say that some things are destined by God, and you can't change it.
Change, change without change.”
"Zihe, we have seen so many people, when did we believe in fate?" Chu Zheng was unwilling to give in.
Han Zihe stared at her with sad eyes, feeling tears welling up in his eyes: "Chu Zheng, the person standing behind you is your mother. Even if she has committed a heinous crime, she is still your mother. Do you think you can break this blood bond?"
? Even if you sever ties with her emotionally and intellectually, what about the reality? From a physical point of view, you are still mother and son! ...Whether you believe it or not, I believe it anyway. There is no way to explain things like blood.
I don’t know, a lot of things are placed on others, you can be an angry King Kong, but if you can’t control your own parents, brothers and sisters, you will be soft-hearted!”
She paused briefly, as if to let her emotions out for a moment, and then said: "It's not your fault, it's human nature. If you were so decisive, you would seem inhumane...
You see, time is so magical. A year ago, you were still resentful towards them, but a year later, you ask yourself, not to mention your parents who were accommodating and compromising to you, but Chu Ping, who never showed any apologies to you, how could you feel in your heart?
In fact, you don’t hate each other that much, right?... It’s conceivable that it won’t take too long and you will be a harmonious family again!”
"Zihe, that's not the case. I'm not a confused person who doesn't know right from wrong!" The more Chu Zheng saw Han Zihe speaking so calmly, the more frightened he felt. He tried his best to defend himself, "I admit it! I admit that I have feelings for Chu Zheng.
Ping's hatred began to dissipate! However, I can do it if I don't hate you, keep a respectful distance, and ignore me! Although I am a soldier, I also understand what Confucius said: 'Repay hatred with directness and repay kindness with kindness.
Virtue!'"
"Of course you are not stupid, otherwise I wouldn't have been lazy to be with you in the first place!" Han Zihe sentenced their relationship to death in his heart, and was willing to give Chu Zheng a chance to speak. Thinking about the time he came to this world,
My mind was in confusion, because I didn't want to stay away from the military camp that was so similar to the place where I had struggled all my life, so I thought of taking advantage of the situation, and then I came into contact with Chu Zheng.
"When I was reading books, newspapers, and even novels, movies, and TV series, I would often see and hear the characters sighing, 'Good fortune has tricked people.' I was too young at the time and didn't understand the helpless powerlessness contained in those words." Han Zihe.
He sighed with emotion, "Now, I have really made all kinds of tastes in it. After all, I can only sigh and say, and the flowers have fallen away, so each of us can cherish them."
"Take care of each other?" Chu Zheng's eyes became more and more blurry. He held back the sour feeling in his nose and choked, "After the flowers fall, will the swallows come back?"
Chapter 782:
Han Zihe understood Chu Zheng's meaning. He was asking if he would still give him a chance after she took a break after her heart had grown cold.
To be honest, Han Zihe is an extremely nostalgic person, or, more appropriately, she is actually a person who hates change. This seems to be a bit contradictory. After all, the career she engaged in in her previous life and the tasks in it have destined her to spend a lot of time.
You have to constantly change your identity, even disguise your appearance, and slip in and out among various people, either overtly or covertly.
Of course, in a narrow sense, Han Zihe seems to have been challenging his life in his previous life, but in a broad sense, is it not a fixed pattern?
Therefore, there is a slight possibility that Han Zihe is willing to nod to Chu Zheng.
Even, at this moment, the pleading and sadness in Chu Zheng's eyes moved her heart so much that she almost nodded seriously.
However, Han Zihe held back when he saw Chu Zheng's mother, who was becoming restless again.
Turning her gaze away and back again, she finally looked directly into Chu Zheng's eyes and sighed softly: "Where is the queen of Wang Xietang? I don't care about my past love and old things... Just let it go!"
"I won't let you go!" When Chu Zheng heard Han Zihe's faint sigh, his heart felt as if he was falling into the boundless abyss, and his eyes hurt. His expression changed again and again. After all, he couldn't agree, so he could only reject it violently.
Ken agrees with her "ridiculous" statement!
"..." Han Zihe had known for a long time that things would not be that easy. If he could really nod his head immediately, he and she would not have reached this point because of the Chu family.
"You two are chirping, what riddles are you talking about!" Chu's mother was ignored by Chu Zheng and Han Zihe for a long time. Finally, she couldn't bear it anymore and started to question.
Chu Zheng, who originally wanted to persuade Han Zihe, heard his mother speak, and immediately raised his head and closed his eyes in pain. He and his wife walked to the cliff in front of them, and his mother was indispensable!
"I'm asking you a question! Why are you pretending to be confused!" Chu's mother also knew that she seemed to have annoyed Han Zihe, so she didn't dare to ask her directly. She could only push her son's shoulders to express dissatisfaction, "You two wouldn't deliberately do it in front of her.
What's the secret code for my face?"
When Chu's mother said what she said, it was just a casual remark, but she believed it herself.
She turned her head suspiciously, looking back and forth between Han Zihe and Chu Zheng.
Chu Zheng couldn't help but smile bitterly when he saw his mother being so suspicious.
Although his mother worked as the director of the women's rights department in her workplace, she had little education. In her day, what made her qualified for that job was more about her ability, drive, enthusiasm and drive, as well as action and communication.
ability.
She was keen to participate in any activities and was willing to organize various activities. She was an important cadre member of the unit at the time.
Unfortunately, her abilities seemed to be overstretched at work. After she retired and returned to her family, she completely lost her charm as a cadre. Now she looks more like an ordinary old lady.
However, her cultural ability has never changed.
It's not that Chu Zheng looks down on his mother, he knows very well how much his own mother's cultural understanding is.
He knows him, but his mother doesn't know at all now. She doesn't know how hard her son is trying to save his marriage and his lover.
He even knew that although his mother was partial to Chu Ping, she would never deliberately break up his marriage with Han Zihe...
He knows everything. How much he once admired his own transparency, now he hates his ability to understand so much.
It is precisely because he knows everything and understands everything that he cannot break with his parents, and he cannot be cruel and indifferent to his parents - as a child, even if you have a superior IQ, you cannot despise a lack of IQ.
's parents.
Yes!
Suddenly a flash of lightning flashed across Chu Zheng's mind!
In an instant, he figured it out.
The unbreakable knot between him and Han Zihe stemmed from his position.
His parents were absolutely wrong, and as a son of man, he could not abandon them; even if he loved Han Zihe as much as his life, he could not draw a clear line between the parents who gave birth to him.
Whether you call him stubborn or pedantic, that is a person's moral bottom line, and that is his necessary quality for being a son of man.
"Stop thinking nonsense." Han Zihe looked at the struggle in Chu Zheng's eyes, shook his head, and spoke to save him from his own world, "Although I don't like your parents, but if you are really unfeeling towards them,
I will also feel uneasy... Look, people are so contradictory and selfish! As long as I step out of our relationship and see you from an outsider's perspective, I will understand you... But if you want to
I pulled you back into this relationship again, but I only hate you for being indecisive and being unfair to me!"
"Chu Zheng, let go!" Han Zihe lowered his eyes and shook his head to refuse Chu Zheng's hand, "The relationship between the two of us is completely unsolvable!"
"I don't believe it!" Chu Zheng's eyes sparkled, and he stared at Han Zihe with a keen eye, "I won't let go! The foundation of our relationship is so good, why should we turn our backs in the blink of an eye?! We
To be continued...