The author has overslept. As soon as he got up, he could only prevent theft first. It will be revised for about an hour and a half. Please forgive me, thank you.

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Chapter 846:

"What are you guilty or not? I'm just... Don't talk nonsense, I'm just..." Yang Zhunxing tried to speak twice and twice, but he couldn't even say it when he looked at Han Zimai's calm face. He struggled to hold it in for a long time, but he only said, "It's nothing, I'll cook for you."

"Oh." Han Zimai looked at him with black eyes, and it was hard to guess the meaning, but the expression on his face was faint. He didn't know whether she knew about Han Pin.

"Then..." At the dinner table, Yang Zhunxing poured himself several glasses of wine, and finally felt his body start to get hot. Then he looked up at Han Zimai who was eating seriously and said, "Your second brother and sister-in-law said that day, Han Pin had something wrong, have you heard it?"

"Bang!" Han Zimai suddenly threw the chopsticks on the dining table, bluffing Yang Zhunxing.

After swallowing the lunch meal, Han Zimai looked at him calmly for a while, and suddenly screamed: "Ah——!"

"No, what are you doing!" Han Zimai shouted, piercing Yang Zhunxing's eardrum into pain.

He quickly turned around, covered her mouth, and quickly comforted him: "Calm down! Be calm!"

"Let me go!" Han Zimai broke free from Yang Zhunxing's arms and looked at him face to face, bloodshot in his eyes.

She pointed to Yang Zhunxing's nose and said with a fierce voice: "You deliberately mentioned that name, right? Do you not stand me at all? Ah?!"

"Zimai! We are now..." Yang Zhunxing looked at Han Zimai's resentful gaze, unable to speak for a moment. After sighing for several consecutive sighs, he calmed down and said, "It has been so long now. Can't you face that child yet?"

"It's not just me who can't face it?" Han Zimai had red eyes, a ferocious face, and smiled, "If you just ask me, I can tell you, no! I can never face him!"

""Why? Yang Zhunxing showed a look of pain on his face, "It's fine if I haven't seen him before, but after seeing him, I often have nightmares. I can't imagine how I would recognize my original choice! The child is so good that he gathers your strengths together. It's the way we portrayed together when we first fell in love! Seeing him, I remembered what we did and said! Whether it's Yang Nuo or Yang Jia, no one is like our original idea of ​​the child... Look."

He took out a photo, which turned yellow and started to appear on the edges. It seemed that he had been going through a long time.

"Do you still remember this photo? When we were in college, we synthesized it in front of the photo synthesizer of the Science and Technology Museum. You said at that time that our children must be the treasures that gathered all of our advantages!" Yang Zhunxing choked, "So, we synthesized the photos from infancy to aging... This is your favorite photo of those photos. You said that it should be a photo of the child when he was in elementary school. At that time, you often looked at it and said that our children were the most sensible and cute at the time, which was..."

"You're enough!" Han Zimai shouted and interrupted Yang Zhunxing's words, "If you want to say such meaningless words, then please shut up. I'm full, please use it slowly!"

With a "swish", she stood up, turned her head and left.

"You are running away in a hurry! I can't let you deceive yourself like this anymore!" Yang Zhunxing stood up and chased after him, grabbed Han Zimai, but then she pushed her back and staggered.

"Zimai! Take a look at this photo carefully! You really don't feel any soft-hearted? At midnight, when you dream of the past, you don't feel any regret or guilt?" Yang Zhunxing put the photo in front of Han Zimai's eyes and was taken away by her.

"I said, you're enough!" Han Zimai sternly, "Repent? Guilt? Why! Because of your betrayal?"

She pointed to the photo on the ground and sneered: "I tell you, that child is just a combination of me and you who betrayed me. His existence means betrayal and shame!"

"Then why did you give birth to him? Just to let him come out and suffer?" Yang Zhunxing shook his head and tears came out.

"Don't you say so innocent! Isn't it you at the source of all this?" Han Zimai smiled and shook his head, and cried suddenly, "Why did I give birth to him? If I didn't give birth to him, how could I prove you. Bastard, your whole family is not a thing?... If it weren't for you, you weren't for wronging me, this child, our family wouldn't be like today! It was you! You crossed out a family of five! It was you! Yang Zhunxing! So, you are the least qualified to pretend to be charity here, you have no position to accuse me! No! The person who doesn't have the least is you!"

"You still hate me, don't you?" Yang Zhunxing shook his body as if he had suffered a blow in the face of the accusation from Han Zimai.

"No, I can't hate you. If you hate you, it only means I am a loser!" Han Zimai wiped away the tears on his face and simply answered Yang Zhunxing's words.

"So, we've been like this for a few days just because you can't face the embarrassment you've experienced?" he asked crying.

"Yes, that's it, that's right!" Han Zimai didn't deny this.

"Why? Because of this reason, we have caused the child to suffer such a great crime?" Yang Zhunxing felt more and more embarrassed as he thought about it.

"I thought you had thought it through, but I didn't expect you to ask such ridiculous words." Han Zimai laughed exaggeratedly, "Why? You actually asked me why?... In order to be with you, I first gave up the opportunity to study for a doctorate, and then gave up the quota for studying abroad... In order to give birth to a child for you, I missed the opportunity to work in the senior government department of City B; for the sake of living, Yang Jia, I was unable to receive cadre training... Later, you had an accident. In order to take care of you, I also gave up the opportunity to second to the Culture Department.

Yang Zhunxing, you can calculate it yourself. From the beginning of our acquaintance and love, we will go all the way until you listen to what you say and think that I betray you, how much did I give up for you! How much did I pay for you? Ah?! Do it!

Don’t you know what kind of personality I have? I am competitive and never willing to be in the forefront of others! But for you, I have become unaware of myself! Now our city is philosophical and vulgar! Do you think I don’t know? No! I know!

Since I can't become the self I used to be, I will become the self who matches you! People like you, your family is only worthy of vulgarity, philanthropists as wives and daughter-in-law!

No matter how much the child suffers, it will be better than having such parents, such grandparents, and such families!"

"So... you have been punishing me, punishing yourself?" Yang Zhunxing suddenly realized!

"I hate you who betrayed the love I dedicated, and I hate myself who betrayed my original intention." Han Zimai glanced at him and turned around and left.

The only one left Yang Zhunxing in a daze. After a while, he was in pain and wailed in wail.

...

"What are you guilty or not? I'm just... Don't talk nonsense, I'm just..." Yang Zhunxing tried to speak twice and twice, but he couldn't even say it when he looked at Han Zimai's calm face. He struggled to hold it in for a long time, but he only said, "It's nothing, I'll cook for you."

"Oh." Han Zimai looked at him with black eyes, and it was hard to guess the meaning, but the expression on his face was faint. He didn't know whether she knew about Han Pin.

"Then..." At the dinner table, Yang Zhunxing poured himself several glasses of wine, and finally felt his body start to get hot. Then he looked up at Han Zimai who was eating seriously and said, "Your second brother and sister-in-law said that day, Han Pin had something wrong, have you heard it?"

"Bang!" Han Zimai suddenly threw the chopsticks on the dining table, bluffing Yang Zhunxing.

After swallowing the lunch meal, Han Zimai looked at him calmly for a while, and suddenly screamed: "Ah——!"

"No, what are you doing!" Han Zimai shouted, piercing Yang Zhunxing's eardrum into pain.

He quickly turned around, covered her mouth, and quickly comforted him: "Calm down! Be calm!"

"Let me go!" Han Zimai broke free from Yang Zhunxing's arms and looked at him face to face, bloodshot in his eyes.

She pointed to Yang Zhunxing's nose and said with a fierce voice: "You deliberately mentioned that name, right? Do you not stand me at all? Ah?!"

"Zimai! We are now..." Yang Zhunxing looked at Han Zimai's resentful gaze, unable to speak for a moment. After sighing for several consecutive sighs, he calmed down and said, "It has been so long now. Can't you face that child yet?"

"It's not just me who can't face it?" Han Zimai had red eyes, a ferocious face, and smiled, "If you just ask me, I can tell you, no! I can never face him!"

""Why? Yang Zhunxing showed a look of pain on his face, "It's fine if I haven't seen him before, but after seeing him, I often have nightmares. I can't imagine how I would recognize my original choice! The child is so good that he gathers your strengths together. It's the way we portrayed together when we first fell in love! Seeing him, I remembered what we did and said! Whether it's Yang Nuo or Yang Jia, no one is like our original idea of ​​the child... Look."

He took out a photo, which turned yellow and started to appear on the edges. It seemed that he had been going through a long time.

"Do you still remember this photo? When we were in college, we synthesized it in front of the photo synthesizer of the Science and Technology Museum. You said at that time that our children must be the treasures that gathered all of our advantages!" Yang Zhunxing choked, "So, we synthesized the photos from infancy to aging... This is your favorite photo of those photos. You said that it should be a photo of the child when he was in elementary school. At that time, you often looked at it and said that our children were the most sensible and cute at the time, which was..."

"You're enough!" Han Zimai shouted and interrupted Yang Zhunxing's words, "If you want to say such meaningless words, then please shut up. I'm full, please use it slowly!"

With a "swish", she stood up, turned her head and left.

"You are running away in a hurry! I can't let you deceive yourself like this anymore!" Yang Zhunxing stood up and chased after him, grabbed Han Zimai, but then she pushed her back and staggered.

"Zimai! Take a look at this photo carefully! You really don't feel any soft-hearted? At midnight, when you dream of the past, you don't feel any regret or guilt?" Yang Zhunxing put the photo in front of Han Zimai's eyes and was taken away by her.

"I said, you're enough!" Han Zimai sternly, "Repent? Guilt? Why! Because of your betrayal?"

She pointed to the photo on the ground and sneered: "I tell you, that child is just a combination of me and you who betrayed me. His existence means betrayal and shame!"

"Then why did you give birth to him? Just to let him come out and suffer?" Yang Zhunxing shook his head and tears came out.

"Don't you say so innocent! Isn't it you at the source of all this?" Han Zimai smiled and shook his head, and cried suddenly, "Why did I give birth to him? If I didn't give birth to him, how could I prove you. Bastard, your whole family is not a thing?... If it weren't for you, you weren't for wronging me, this child, our family wouldn't be like today! It was you! You crossed out a family of five! It was you! Yang Zhunxing! So, you are the least qualified to pretend to be charity here, you have no position to accuse me! No! The person who doesn't have the least is you!"

"I thought you had thought it through, but I didn't expect you to ask such ridiculous words." Han Zimai laughed exaggeratedly, "Why? You actually asked me why?... In order to be with you, I first gave up the opportunity to study for a doctorate, and then gave up the quota for studying abroad... In order to give birth to a child for you, I missed the opportunity to work in the senior government department of City B; for the sake of living, Yang Jia, I was unable to receive cadre training... Later, you had an accident. In order to take care of you, I also gave up the opportunity to second to the Culture Department.

Yang Zhunxing, you can calculate it yourself. From the beginning of our acquaintance and love, we will go all the way until you listen to what you say and think that I betray you, how much did I give up for you! How much did I pay for you? Ah?! Do it!

Don’t you know what kind of personality I have? I am competitive and never willing to be in the forefront of others! But for you, I have become unaware of myself! Now our city is philosophical and vulgar! Do you think I don’t know? No! I know!

Since I can't become the self I used to be, I will become the self who matches you! People like you, your family is only worthy of vulgarity, philanthropists as wives and daughter-in-law!

No matter how much the child suffers, it will be better than having such parents, such grandparents, and such families!"

"So... you have been punishing me, punishing yourself?" Yang Zhunxing suddenly realized!

"I hate you who betrayed the love I dedicated, and I hate myself who betrayed my original intention." Han Zimai glanced at him and turned around and left.
Chapter completed!