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Volume 1 Wind and Rain Entering Lin'an Chapter 159 Absurd

"Zian, I have been thinking about how to solve Ling'er's problem these days. I think that the reason why Ling'er is attached to me is not because she is born like this. She and I have similar life experiences, so we should treat her

The understanding is deeper than others. In the past few days, I have been thinking about why she became like this. I think I have found the answer. Ling'er actually lacks a sense of security in her heart and lacks the care of others. Her mother

Her father abandoned her when she was very young, and could only live with her father in the mountains. Later, her father also died in front of her eyes. Think about it, how a girl of several years old could bear this.

Such a blow? Some unpredictable changes will naturally occur psychologically. Can you say that what she did today is all her fault? She is also a pitiful person."

Facing the stunned Fang Zian, Qin Xiqing said softly.

Fang Zian said: "Isn't her mother dead? Why did she abandon her again?"

Qin Xiqing said softly: "That's because I didn't tell you clearly. Her mother left home when she was four years old and never came back. Ling'er's father was not only a hunter, but also a general in the army.

His name was Shen Yuanliang. He once served under Zhang Jun, the commander-in-chief of the Huaixi Army. The imperial court decided to negotiate peace, Marshal Yue was killed, Zhang Jun was deprived of his military power and demoted, and a group of loyal ministers were framed. This hurt the hearts of many lieutenants. Shen Yuan

Liang and many generals resigned from the army and left the army. Shen Yuanliang took his wife to hunt in the mountains to make a living. However, Ling'er's mother was from a wealthy family. Shen Yuanliang was quite brave and famous in the army. Since ancient times, beauties have loved

The hero, through the help of others, married Ling'er's mother. But once the hero became a villager in the mountains and made a living by hunting, cutting firewood and cultivating the land, it would be a different situation."

Fang Zian was surprised. It turned out that Shen Ling'er's father was not an ordinary person. No wonder when he heard about Shen Ling'er's life experience that day, he was surprised that even the hunters in the Taihang Mountains dared to fight to the death with the Golden Man. This was somewhat unbelievable.

Understand. Even if the people of the Song Dynasty had integrity and refused to be enslaved by the Jin people, it is still rare for ordinary people to be so brave. After all, most people are timid and weak.

In the Song Dynasty, there was an actor playing in the Goulan, saying: Jin has Nianhan, and I have Yue Shaobao; Jin has a willow spear, and I have a phoenix bow; Jin has chisels and arrows, and I have chainmail; Jin has a mace, and I have a Tianling Gai.

.Although the last sentence is a joke, it shows that the people are actually in a state of fear and unable to fight against the Jin people. This is actually the mentality of the vast majority of people in the Song Dynasty.

But when he learned that Shen Ling'er's father turned out to be a military general who fought against the Jin people, his resistance became logical. And Shen Ling'er's mother turned out to be a wealthy lady who Shen Yuanliang admired when he was in the army.

, and later ended up going into the mountains to become a hunter, the halo of the hero faded away, and she was afraid that the loss would be unbearable.

Sure enough, Qin Xiqing continued: "Ling'er's mother couldn't bear the hard life of such a simple life. In addition, Shen Yuanliang was originally from the army, so the two people had different interests. Finally, two years after Ling'er was born, Ling'er's

Their mother left them without a trace. Although Ling'er was only three years old at the time, she still vaguely remembered how her parents often quarreled. Oh, poor Ling'er, her mother is gone and her father is dead, how tragic it is. I asked myself about my life experience.

It's ups and downs, but Ling'er is actually worse off than me. At least my parents and brothers loved me very much before I was eight years old, and my memory is warm when I think of them. But as for her, I'm afraid she doesn't have any warmth and sweetness."

When Fang Zian heard this, he felt sad in his heart. Shen Ling'er was indeed miserable, much worse than he imagined.

"Ling'er has always been unwilling to talk to me about her childhood. Last year, she told me the truth once when she was drunk. She said that she actually missed her father at all. Since his mother left, Her father was often drunk, and became moody when he was drunk. Sometimes he would point at her and scold her, and sometimes he would beat her severely. Her only friend was a hound at home. But one day she couldn't find the hound. As a result, she saw her father and several hunters eating dog meat at home at night. Her good friend only had one piece of skin left. Her father said that the dog was injured and could no longer hunt with him. It would take a lot of food to keep him. She simply killed and skinned him and made some wine. From then on, Ling'er hated her father very much. She said that when her father was smashed by the Jinren and his Tianling Gai was broken, she even felt a little happy in her heart. The only thing she felt about Shen Yuanliang was The only useful thing left for her is to teach her kung fu since she was a child, so that she can not be bullied by others when she wanders on the street, and can grab food to eat. Apart from this, she does not miss or be grateful to her father at all." Qin Xiqing continued.

Fang Zian felt his scalp numb. According to what Qin Xiqing said, Shen Yuanliang was actually a bastard. Maybe he did have some bravery, but he was vulgar. He treated his daughter so roughly, and he was a completely heartless bastard. Shen Ling'er Living with a father like Shen Yuanliang must be a torment every day and every second. Maybe the reason why she has a abnormal psychology is related to Shen Yuanliang. She may think that all men in the world are the same as her father. He is a bastard, that's why he has gradually developed to where he is now.

"Why didn't you tell me these things before? You didn't tell me the truth in the past few days." Fang Zian frowned.

Qin Xiqing said softly: "Zian, it's not that I didn't say it, but Ling'er actually wanted to kill you. This matter is very serious. How could I allow her to act so recklessly? I don't want you to misunderstand me and think that I am excusing Ling'er. So what if I said all this? Will it change the fact that she wants to kill you? So I will simply tell you her origins and past, but I will not tell you everything. If you blame me, I will not argue. It is my fault and I will not. I should hide something from you."

Fang Zian said: "Then why are you telling this now? Can this change the fact that she almost killed me?"

Qin Xiqing said softly: "Zian, I have been suffering from this matter these days. On the one hand, I am very angry with Ling'er. She attacked you. Even if there are ten thousand reasons, it is enough for me to forgive her." .But, on the other hand, I can't remain unmoved in my heart. After all, Ling'er has been with me for so many years, and I have always treated her as my own sister. Even if I have to deal with her, I should make the matter clear. . Zian, I am actually very grateful to you. The reason why you have never asked me to deal with Ling'er is actually because you care about my feelings. According to your temper, you will definitely retaliate. Didn't you say that you would give me some punishment? Does Ling'er have a chance? Since we want to give her a chance, we should save Ling'er. She seems to be walking on the edge of a cliff now. Maybe if we pull her, she will turn back. If we push her, she will She will fall into the abyss. She deserves to die, but if you can save someone, wouldn't it be better than killing her?"

Fang Zian was silent. He was certainly annoyed by Shen Ling'er before. If she wanted to kill him, he couldn't be polite to her. Indeed, he was not too aggressive because he was concerned about Qin Xiqing's feelings. But now, when he heard that Shen Ling'er Son

After an even more tragic encounter, Fang Zian also felt compassion for Shen Ling'er. Killing is easy, and erasing a person's life is the easiest thing, but if you can save a person's soul, then obviously It's a better way. Besides, Shen Ling'er is a living person, not a stranger she doesn't know. She has a close relationship with Qin Xiqing, and she is a useful person with strong martial arts skills. He really has to kill her at all costs. Huh? That doesn’t seem to be the way I want.

"Zian, I know you are not the kind of heartless and cruel person. Although Ling'er has done something wrong, I still hope you can give her a chance to change her ways. I want you to help me pull her out of the abyss. Pull it out. I can only ask you to help me with this matter. To be honest, I really can't bear to deal with Ling'er hastily." Qin Xiqing begged softly.

Fang Zian said: "I still don't understand what you mean. You said you wanted to take a concubine for me. Could it be that you want me... you want me..."

Qin Xiqing nodded and said: "Yes, I thought about it and thought that Ling'er lacked a sense of security and lack of love. In fact, she didn't have a perverted idea of ​​​​me. She just protected what she considered precious. I regard it as her support. After she found out that I liked you, she was afraid that you would take me away from her, so she became hostile to you. Therefore, the only way to solve her worry is to let She understands that I will not leave her, and I am still by her side to protect her. Not only that, you and I will protect her, which may relieve her anxiety. I thought for a long time, why don't you accept her, so that she feels We have not abandoned her. She lacks love. If we give her love and give her a sense of security, maybe we can make her look back and become a normal person. What do you think?"

Fang Zian didn't know what to say, so he smiled bitterly and said: "Xiqing, Xiqing, you are so kind-hearted. However, you are also too ridiculous. How could you come up with such a method? Is this useful? You Do you think she is a kitten or a puppy? You can do whatever you say? She hates me to the core and wants to kill me, but I want to repay hatred with kindness? Instead, I want to take her as my concubine? Not to mention whether this matter is ridiculous, even if If we do what you said, what if she is still the same person? Am I not inviting the wolf into the house? What if she still harasses you and hates me? "

Qin Xiqing was stunned for a while, then said sadly: "I know it seems inappropriate to do this, but I really can't think of any other way to get the best of both worlds. I really want to give her a hand, and I don't want to give up on her just like that. Zian, you Just help me, can’t you give it a try? Ling’er is not ugly either, if you..."

"Shut up!" Fang Zian frowned and interrupted: "That's ridiculous! This is absolutely unacceptable. Who do you think I am?"

Qin Xiqing was stunned, her face turned pale, she stood up and knelt down beside Fang Zian, whispering: "It's Xiqing's fault, I shouldn't have said nonsense. Don't be angry, I will apologize to you. If you don't I won't force you. Just let this matter go. Zian, please don't be angry."

Fang Zian sighed and reached out to pull her up and said: "What are you doing? I understand your mood, and it's not that I don't want to take care of your feelings. Let's have a good talk with Shen Ling'er and open her Heart knot. As long as she is no longer hostile to me and no longer wants to kill me, I don't care about what she did to me. Shen Ling'er's life experience is indeed miserable, but that is not my fault, and I have no reason. Go and do something for her. Never mention it again."
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