Lu Zhen was almost convinced by Jian Yao. He spent two hours alone on the balcony blowing the cold wind and thought about it for a long time.

Finally, he walked upstairs with heavy steps to see if Lu Yan was asleep.

Take a gamble, if she doesn't sleep at this moment, he will tell her the whole truth; if she does, he will never mention it again in this life.

If he didn't say it now, Lu Zhen might never have the courage to say it again in his life.

The door to Lu Yan's room was not closed, and the soft and dim night light shone through the crack in the door.

Lu Zhen was about to raise his hand to knock on the door, when he suddenly heard the little girl's gasping and slight discord——

"It turns out...it's just because of the similarity."

"Lu Yan, you are such a big fool."

"so stupid!"

Sometimes she would talk in front of the mirror. She had been like this since she was a child. Lu Zhen at the door couldn't tell whether she was crying or not.

But he finally put down his hand that was about to knock on the door...

As a father, his reason finally allowed him to defeat his emotions.

Yes, many years ago, he did say that he would not be the kind of father who said "I am doing this for your own good", but at that time, he himself was an immature brat.

Jian Yao said that he is becoming more and more like his parents, but that is not the case. He just slowly understood his parents in the process of learning to be a true father over the years.

Children always feel that they are right and their parents and the whole world are wrong.

In fact, it wasn't until now that he truly understood Lu Jian. It wasn't that he didn't love him, he just loved him in his own way, and Lu Zhen also admitted that he was indeed a bastard in those years when he was young and frivolous.

As for Lu Yan, if she could remember everything, he would never interfere with any of her decisions. If she couldn't remember it, he would never force these heavy memories on her.

He would rather she live and fall in love like a normal girl.

Early in the morning, Shen Kuo appeared at the school gate on his bicycle.

But before he could go in, he bumped into Lu Zhen, who had been waiting at the door for a long time.

With a hiss of braking, he hit the ground with one leg, facing the sun and squinting at Lu Zhen.

Lu Zhen also raised his hand to greet him——

"Hi."

Seeing his extremely ugly smile, Shen Kuo could guess his purpose without even thinking.

"Wow, I rarely see you riding a bicycle. Why, the driver is on vacation today?"

Shen Kuo said lightly: "Exercise your body."

"That's good. You can also come to the campus to exercise."

"I'm here to see Lu Yan." Shen Kuo met his suspicious gaze frankly: "She called me last night, but I didn't receive it. When I called back, she turned off her phone, so I was a little worried."

"so..."

Lu Zhen rubbed the back of his head: "She slept at home last night and had nothing to do. She went back to school early in the morning. It seems she has early classes."

"Um."

The two were strangely silent for more than ten seconds. Finally, Shen Kuo spoke first——

"Lu Zhen, tell me what you have to say."

Lu Zhen also knew that after so many years of friendship, there was no need to be secretive, so he simply said: "Shen Kuo, our Xiaoyan has been very close to you recently."

"Um."

"She still calls you Brother Shen Kuo?"

Shen Kuo raised the corners of his mouth and made a soft curve: "Yes."

Lu Zhen said helplessly: "Isn't this a mess of seniority?"

"Didn't you ask me to call you 'Dad' a long time ago?"

"..."

Lu Zhen was speechless: "Aren't you young and ignorant?"

"So, what do you want to say?"

Lu Zhen cleared his throat and said straight to the point: "Lu Yan doesn't remember the past, so she is now my daughter and your niece."

Shen Kuo did not respond to him.

"She is not that Lu Yan!"

Lu Zhen was a little anxious: "She's just a little girl who doesn't know anything. She's not the Lu Yan who once shared hardships with you! That Lu Yan is gone! She may never come back again."

"Stop talking."

Shen Kuo interrupted him, feeling as if his chest was being torn apart and the wind was leaking out.

How could he not know that the little Lu Yan who didn't remember everything was not his Lu Yan?

The girl he loved deeply was the girl who rescued him from the quagmire and made him love the world again. She was the lover who had shared weal and woe with him and never left him when he was at his lowest.

Little Lu Yan is not.

Lu Zhen continued: "You have always been in good condition, Shen Kuo. I am not flattering you. In your current situation, if you stand there and do nothing, the girl will fall in love with you easily. She is very simple-minded and very

It’s an age when it’s easy to fall in love with others.”

Indeed, Shen Kuo could tell that Lu Yan already liked him, she liked him from the bottom of her heart, and when she saw him, there would be stars in her eyes.

"But, you know, this is inappropriate."

Lu Zhen said sincerely: "I beg you, Shen Kuo, can you let her go?"

"Let her go."

Shen Kuo suddenly smiled, like a withered leaf in autumn. He took two steps back and looked at Lu Zhen with his dark eyes: "I have been waiting for more than ten years for a woman who may never come back. Who will let me go?"

"For more than ten years, you have never disturbed Xiaoyan. I thank you. I will thank you all my life..."

But if you don’t bother, don’t bother forever if you can.

This sentence was choked in Lu Zhen's throat and he couldn't say it out.

He can't bully him.

This is what Lu Yan once said to him - Lu Zhen, you can never bully Shen Kuo. This is what our family owes him.

While Lu Zhen was in a trance, Shen Kuo had already turned around, pushed his bicycle and left.

Lu Zhen watched his tall and lonely back disappear into the white mist of the spring morning.

He knew that Shen Kuo would not come again.

No one in this world wishes her better than Shen Kuo.

During that time, Lu Yan discovered that Shen Kuo was alienated from her. He had promised to come to school often to play with her, but he never came again.

No matter this, Lu Yan couldn't let go of what was deep in her heart.

He looks very similar to the person Shen Kuo likes.

No wonder Shen Kuo was so kind to her, no wonder Shen Kuo said she was his little sister.

All the feelings of love that dazzled her, those beautiful pink bubbles, turned out to be false bubbles.

She is just a substitute for his deceased lover.

Lu Yan is a spirited girl. She was pampered by her CEO father and celebrity mother since she was a child. How can she be willing to be someone else's substitute?

Sometimes when I think about it, I can't help wiping tears of grievance.

She decided to ignore Shen Kuo no longer.

On weekend morning, Lu Yan slept in at home, but soon Jian Yao woke her up. Jian Yao made soup and asked Lu Yan to take it to the company and deliver it to Lu Zhen.

Lu Yan yawned and looked sleepily at Jian Yao busy making soup in the kitchen.

She, a mother who vowed not to take advantage of the spring water, is actually making soup???

Lu Yan was leaning against the kitchen door, looking at Jian Yao's stiff posture holding the shovel, and felt deeply that her mother was more suitable to be a model, and the kitchen was not suitable for her.

Jian Yao has been busy all morning, and puts a pot of hoof flower soup, which is not so good in color, flavor and flavor, into the insulated box——

"Send the company to your father."

"Why go out of your way to bring him soup? It's not like the company doesn't have a canteen."

Jian Yao walked over to Lu Yan and said, "Go if you are told. There is so much nonsense."

"I do not want to go."

Lu Yan turned her back and mumbled in a low voice: "I don't want to go to their company."

Don't want to see that person.

Jian Yao plucked her nails carelessly: "What a pity. A while ago, someone took a fancy to Pandora's new bracelet, which is not yet available in China. I originally wanted your dad to bring it back to you next time he goes on a business trip, but someone doesn't even know how to make soup. I don’t want to give it to him, let me see the bracelet..."

"Go! Go! Go!"

Lu Yan grabbed her lunch box and went out, pushing her bicycle and speeding towards Xingchen Company.

Everyone in the company already knew Lu Yan. As soon as she walked through the door, the front desk lady immediately came to greet her: "Miss Lu, please come see Mr. Shen."

"No, I'll come find me..."

Before I could finish saying "Dad," the receptionist said, "Mr. Shen is sick and hasn't come to work for the past two days."

"sick?"

"Well, I seemed to have drank too much the day before yesterday. It's strange. Mr. Shen never drinks. Maybe he had a few more drinks with his clients. He doesn't have a good drinking capacity."

The front desk lady was very discerning. She observed Lu Yan's expression as she spoke: "Assistant Qin went to his home and said he had a fever. He hasn't come to the company in the past two days."

"oh..."

Lu Yan's hand holding the thermos box tightened. At this time, Lu Zhen and several men in suits and leather shoes came out of the elevator and seemed to be going to eat.

Seeing Lu Yan standing at the front desk, Lu Zhen immediately walked over and asked, "What are you doing here?"

Presumably Jian Yao hasn't informed her yet.

"I'm here to bring you soup. Mom made it."

Lu Zhen looked slightly relieved, originally thinking that she was here to see Shen Kuo again.

Lu Yan stuffed the thermos box into Lu Zhen's hands, turned around and walked out without saying anything, but after taking only two steps, she turned back with all her strength.

Lu Zhenzheng showed off to his colleagues: "This is the love soup that my wife cooked for me."

As a result, Lu Yan couldn't help but snatch the soup back, turned around and ran away.

"Hey, you girl, what are you doing!"

"Dad, you dare to eat the dark food made by Mom! If you eat it, you won't be able to work this afternoon. I...I will help you get rid of it. I will tell Mom later that you ate it and there was not a single bite left!" "

Lu Zhen chased her out, and the little girl got on her bicycle and disappeared at the end of Wutong Lane.

"Stinky girl, I'll settle the score with you when I get home tonight!"

Lu Yan rode her bike through several streets and arrived at Shen Kuo's community.

She stood at the door holding the thermos box, and hesitated for a long time. Her hand fell to the door several times, but she didn't have the courage to knock it down.

So annoying!

I knew clearly that I shouldn't come over and ignore him anymore, but...

She just couldn't control herself and couldn't help thinking that he was seriously ill and there was no one to take care of him at home. He must be so pitiful on his own.

At this moment, the elevator dinged, and Lu Yan, who had a guilty conscience, ran to the stairwell and hid.

A woman in her thirties walked out of the elevator. She was wearing high-heeled boots and a business suit with a one-line skirt. She had curly hair hanging down her shoulders and looked very elegant.

Lu Yan recognized her. She was Ouyang Yue, the director of the marketing department of Xingchen Company. She was also recognized as the most beautiful and tasteful woman in Xingchen Company.

Although she is much older than the new girl who joined the company, her mature and intellectual temperament outshines all the young girls who have just graduated in the company.

It is also because she has good conditions and high vision. Of course, she also makes a lot of money, so she is still single.

Lu Yan recognized her because she came to see Lu Zhen at home because of work matters. At that time, her decent speech and behavior left a deep impression on Lu Yan.

She walked to Shen Kuo's door, took a deep breath, and after a long period of mental preparation, she finally plucked up the courage to knock on the door.

Lu Yan's heart skipped a beat——

Someone got there first.

Lu Yan is not stupid, she can see that Ouyang Yue's little actions are all out of... nervousness.

Women will only show nervous emotions when facing someone they care about.

It is obvious that Ouyang Yue has a crush on Shen Kuo.

Soon, the room door opened.

Ouyang Yue's beautiful and delicate face immediately put on a warm smile: "Mr. Shen, I heard that you are sick. I came to take a look. Can I come in?"

Lu Yan hid at the entrance of the safety passage. From this angle, she could only see Ouyang Yue's profile and not Shen Kuo, but she could hear Shen Kuo's voice——

"I'll contact Lu Zhen for all work matters. I'm on vacation these two days."

His voice sounded much duller, with a thick nasal sound.

Ouyang Yue shook the plastic bag in her hand and said with a smile: "You guessed it wrong, I'm here to visit a doctor."

Although she is not very old, it is still a bit inconsistent for her to imitate the cuteness of a little girl. Anyway, in the eyes of Lu Yan, an eighteenth-tier love rival, she is just pretending to be cute!

She won't even talk like this anymore!

Shen Kuo said calmly: "Thank you for your kindness, but the house is very messy and it's not convenient for you to come in."

Ouyang Yue knew she would hit a wall, but she didn't want to give up yet: "Mr. Shen, your face doesn't look good. I'm very worried."

"A little cold, not that serious."

"You haven't eaten yet. You can't eat takeout if you are sick. I bought a duck and want to make a pot of duck soup for you."

Lu Yan was a little unhappy. Shen Kuo's refusal was so obvious. She couldn't tell.

No, obviously she doesn't understand, but pretends not to understand...

A diamond-level single man like Shen Kuo, let alone Ouyang Yue, there is no single woman in the company who has never missed him.

Lu Yan curled her lips, and the disobedient Jio kicked the wall. Unexpectedly, she accidentally kicked a can at her feet and flew it away.

With a "clang" sound, the can rolled out of the safe passage, hit the wall and bounced back, landing right in front of Ouyang Yue and Shen Kuo.

Lu Yan:......

She has never felt more stupid than now.

Ouyang Yue frowned and looked towards the safe passage: "Who is there?"

Lu Yan hid in the doorway, her back pressed against the wall, her eyes closed tightly, pretending to be dead.

Oh my god, don’t come here! Don’t come here! Don’t come here!

If Ouyang Yue discovers her and goes back to complain to Lu Zhenyi, she will be doomed.

But this is the second most important thing...she doesn't want to show her cowardice in front of her love rival.

Shen Kuo's dark eyes glanced at the safe passage, as if he had guessed something, and said to Ouyang Yue, who was about to go over to investigate the situation: "You should go back."

"But Mr. Shen..."

"You came here after skipping work, right? Did you clock in?"

"..."

Lu Yan silently gave Shen Kuo a thumbs up in her mind. They were kind enough to come visit you, so you asked them if they were absent from work.

"Go back quickly. Visiting me will not be counted as working time, and your salary will be deducted as usual."

Ouyang Yue's whole face turned red. She couldn't hear the clear rejection in Shen Kuo's words.

"It's hard, are all the company rumors true?"

Ouyang Yue's mood was a little unbearable: "I...I have been in the company for almost ten years. You know that I have been treating you for so many years..."

"Ouyang, what should be said, I already said it a few years ago."

"But... I know you have always loved someone, and I also know that person has passed away. The living can never compare to the dead..."

"Ouyang, you are wrong. No one living or dead can compare to her position in my heart."

Ouyang Yue's shoulder blades trembled, and her voice was filled with tears: "I don't compare with her. Really, I am willing to wait. I...I really like you. But...you like someone else now."

Shen Kuo didn't say a word.

"Is... is it because she is younger than me?"

Shen Kuo shook his head: "I have not fallen in love with anyone else. My lover...from the beginning to the end is only her."

He once promised Lu Yan - she is the only one, the only one in this life.

Ouyang Yue's watery eyes gradually gained hope: "So, the rumors in the company...are all false. You don't like Mr. Lu's little daughter, right?"

Lu Yan leaned against the wall, her dark eyes gradually dimmed, her hands tightened on her clothes, and light blue veins appeared on the back of her hands.

Both women were waiting for Shen Kuo's answer.

At the top of the stairs, Lu Yan tightened her clothes and her eyes turned red.

Shen Kuo's hoarse voice came: "Ouyang, don't wait for me."

"You haven't answered me yet!" Ouyang Yue lost her image and cried like a little girl who had just lost love: "Tell me, you don't like that little girl from the Lu family!"

"I have always believed that one day she will come back. This is my only belief in living."

Shen Kuo's voice was very bitter and astringent.

"Don't deceive yourself." Ouyang Yue squatted down holding her knees and buried her head in tears: "The dead person, how can the dead person come back? She will never come back again."

"She will come back." Shen Kuo insisted like a child: "She will come back."

"Then what are you going to do if she doesn't come back? Do you really want to remain disabled... and live like this for the rest of your life?"

Shen Kuo lowered his eyes and stared at the woman who collapsed and cried. His obscure eyes were completely dull -

"If she never comes back, then I'll die."

When Lu Yan heard this, she felt as if she had been struck by lightning.

He said these words so calmly, so...

Of course.

If anyone were to say such a thing, they would find it ridiculous. This is the 21st century, and words like "die for love" sound hypocritical no matter how you hear it.

But Shen Kuo said this without being pretentious, because...

He is serious.

For a man who has been alone and waiting for twenty years, it is not surprising that he would say such a thing.

Finally, Ouyang Yue stopped crying.

Shen Kuo's words made her finally realize that she could never replace the person in his heart, even if she might never come back.

Shen Kuo is not a hypocritical man, the kind of man who pretends to be a white moon in his heart but still gets married and has a family.

Although Ouyang Yue had thought about it, even hoped that he could become such a man, in this way... she still had some hope.

But he is not.

Shen Kuo had rejected her many years ago, but she didn't believe in evil, she wanted to try, she wanted to impress him...

So far, she was wrong, so wrong.

"Mr. Shen, after all these years, I'm sorry to bother you." Ouyang Yue bowed deeply to him, then turned around and ran back to the elevator.

Lu Yan stood behind the safety door, covering her mouth to prevent herself from crying.

She could really feel Ouyang Yue's sadness.

Love is parted and cannot be sought... life is extremely painful.

God knows, Lu Yan has only known him for a few months.

Why is it so uncomfortable?

Her heart ached so much that she almost twitched... It was true that she had never been in love before, but she had never experienced such unforgettable emotions. It was as if her heart had been cut out with a knife.

Heavy footsteps shuffled over. Lu Yan panicked and ran away, only to be forcefully carried back by a pair of big hands.

Her back was completely smashed into Shen Kuo's hard arms, and her brain was knocked unconscious.

"What are you doing hiding here?"

Lu Yan buried her face and shook her head: "Lu, passing by, I'll leave now!"

She wanted to run away, but Shen Kuo didn't let go and still held her by the back of her collar: "Passing by the safe passage on the sixth floor of my house?"

Lu Yan was still struggling: "You...let me go first."

Shen Kuo let go of Lu Yan, but then his hand fell to her chin, and with a slight lift, she lifted up her crimson face.

The thin eyelashes were still dotted with tears, and the corners of her eyes were red. Although she tried hard to suppress it, she couldn't help but gasp. It was extremely pitiful.

Shen Kuo frowned and let her go - "Are you crying?"

Lu Yan turned her face away stubbornly and stubbornly, rubbing her eyes with her sleeves: "No, it was blown by the wind."

Shen Kuo didn't say anything, but stared at her with his dark eyes, which made her feel uncomfortable, as if nothing he was thinking could escape his eyes, and he could see through her with just one glance.

"why cry."

"I...I won't tell you."

Shen Kuo suddenly held her shoulders: "Did you remember something?"

"Remember what? Do you remember that you didn't come to me even if you didn't keep your word?"

She said this with a little bit of resentment and grievance.

The light in Shen Kuo's eyes dissipated, and she did not think of it.

He was speechless and didn't know how to continue.

Lu Yan also wished she could strangle herself to death. She was so hopeless. She obviously ignored him, but she looked like he was sorry for her.

"Sorry Xiaoyan..."

"I know you are busy, and Shen is always a busy person."

Lu Yan didn't know what was going on with her, so the sour tone in her tone shouldn't be too obvious.

Shen Kuo's mood relaxed a lot. As soon as he saw her, he couldn't help but feel happy, even if she didn't remember anything at this time.

"Are we going to stand in the safe passage talking until evening?" he asked.

"I'm...going to leave."

Before she could finish speaking, Shen Kuo pulled her into the room.

"Hey, you, why are you like this..."

"I'm sick." Shen Kuo said matter-of-factly: "I'm very hungry and don't have the energy to cook. You can think of a way."

Lu Yan felt his hand tightening on hers. How the hell does that mean she has no strength?

"It's obvious that someone came up to cook for you just now." Lu Yan stood by the door and muttered, "Why don't you let her in?"

"Because I let her in, someone had to stand outside and cry."

Lu Yan knew that he was mocking her and stamped her feet: "Who is going to cry! Don't look down on others, I won't!"

She is someone who can take things and let them go, so she won't cry because of a man and make herself miserable.

Shen Kuo lay down on the sofa and hugged the pillow softly: "Xiao Yan, I'm really tired. I haven't eaten anything all day."

Lu Yan looked at Shen Kuo. He was wearing a home outfit similar to a black sweater. He looked very ordinary from top to bottom, which was completely different from his usual image of suits and ties in the company.

At this time, Shen Kuo was more lifelike and relatively softer, especially...

The tone of his words was so coquettish that it immediately softened Lu Yan's heart.

Sometimes, Lu Yan really felt that Shen Kuo was her nemesis. When she met him, the arrogant temper she had cultivated for more than ten years disappeared.

She began to be humble, cautious, and even began to escape, not daring to talk about his past lovers...

She was afraid that, like Ouyang Yue, she would be rejected by him and lose the chance of being friends.

Liking someone is a humble thing to the core.

Lu Yan sighed, walked over, reached out and touched his forehead, which was hot.

"The fever is like this!" She exclaimed: "Have you taken any anti-fever medicine?"

Shen Kuo pointed to the pile of prescription medicines on the table: "There, I can't see the words clearly. Please help me read it."

Lu Yan:......

He hadn't even opened the prescription antipyretic medicine prescribed by the doctor. Lu Yan quickly followed the doctor's instructions, gave him the medicine, and opened the lid of the insulated lunch box.

The steaming hot soybean hoof and flower soup noodles are suffused with sparkling oil stars, and the aroma is fragrant.

Lu Yan dipped a small spoon into the soup and tasted it, and found that it was not as bad as she thought. Her mother's cooking skills had finally improved.

Shen Kuo smelled the fragrance, opened his eyes, and stood up: "You are indeed here to see me."

Lu Yan immediately defended: "That's not true! I was delivering food to dad, and I just passed by you on the way."

There is no confidence in saying this.

Shen Kuo didn't embarrass her, just smiled lightly and asked: "Did you do it?"

"That's not my mother's craftsmanship."

"You want to poison me?"

"Hello!"

Lu Yan smiled and hit him: "Don't be so mean-mouthed."

"I remember that Lu Zhen went to the hospital a few years ago for enteritis because he ate the bento made by your mother."

"It was an accident that time." Lu Yan handed him the spoon: "I've tasted it, and it's fine."

Shen Kuo did not take the spoon and said, "I don't have the strength."

"You don't even have the energy to eat?"

"Yeah." He raised his eyebrows and looked at her: "I don't have the strength."

"If you don't have the energy, don't eat."

Shen Kuo immediately grabbed her and said, "Generally, in this situation, a girl shouldn't say softly, 'I'll feed you then'."

"You think so beautifully!"

Shen Kuo smiled, sat down cross-legged, picked up the spoon and took a sip, frowned and said: "It tastes bad."

"It's good to have food with you, but I still dislike it."

Really difficult to serve.

Shen Kuo looked really hungry and drank all the soup. Lu Yan took care of him and lay back on the sofa.

After eating, Shen Kuo felt dizzy and could hardly open his eyes as the medicine began to take effect.

Lu Yan walked to the window and closed all the blackout curtains. The room was suddenly bathed in a dark, warm light, which was very suitable for falling asleep.

Shen Kuo had a small blanket draped over him, covering his abdomen. With his eyes half open and half closed, he asked Lu Yan: "Are you leaving?"

"Well, you should have a good rest. I hope the fever will go away when you wake up."

"What should I do if I can't retreat?"

"Then just keep taking the medicine!"

The sick Shen Kuo seemed to have turned into a child again, and said to Lu Yan willfully: "It may be a mistake."

Lu Yan sat on the carpet beside the coffee table, sorted the medicine packets one by one, and said, "Just take this packet every time, and you won't make any mistakes."

"Then I might forget it."

Lu Yan frowned and looked at him: "You are deliberately looking for trouble, right?"

Shen Kuo rested his head on the sofa pillow, squinting his narrow eyes and looking at her lazily: "Yeah."

"go to sleep now."

"Not sleeping."

Lu Yan walked over, opened his eyelids with her fingers, and forced him to close his eyes: "Go to sleep!"

"No!"

He really lost his temper: "You can leave as soon as I fall asleep."

"I always have to leave, and I can't always stay at your house."

Shen Kuo's heart felt as if it had been stabbed by a sharp thorn. At that moment, overwhelming sadness gathered in his chest.

His grip on her hand suddenly loosened.

Gotta go...

She left him after he fell asleep.

For half a year from that day, Shen Kuo lost sleep and kept his eyes open every night until dawn.

Later, I relied on medication to barely be able to take a nap, and I suffered from insomnia for several years.

Lu Yan saw something wrong with his expression and asked, "What's wrong with you?"

Shen Kuo held her hand again and said in a deep voice: "Don't leave."

"ah?"

"I won't let you leave."

"you..."

So domineering.

"Lu Yan, stay with me." He held her slender wrist hard, so hard that her skin turned white.

Lu Yan felt that Shen Kuo had probably let the fever burn out his brain, but seeing how insecure he looked, even if she still cared about it, she couldn't bear to let him go at this moment.

That's how it is when you like someone. You know clearly that he has someone else in your heart, but you still can't help but want to be nice to him. You will still be happy when you see him. When you see him sad, you will want to shed tears. When you see him, you will laugh.

, all the stars in the sky will twinkle.

Really useless.

Lu Yan said softly: "Brother Shen Kuo, just sleep peacefully. I will never leave."

I will never leave you like her.

Shen Kuo finally closed his eyes with relief, but still did not let go of her hand.

Lu Yan let him hold her.

She knew that it was just because she looked similar to the person he liked that he treated her so differently. Lu Yan felt heartbroken, but she was also grateful for it.

If it weren't for this, I'm afraid I would be driven away by him like sister Ouyang Yue.

After an unknown amount of time, his breathing gradually became deeper and longer, and he seemed to be fast asleep.

Lu Yan looked at his handsome face and strong facial features, and her heart became as soft as cotton.

She came close to his face, looked at the thin lips, and licked her lips.

When she was in love behind her father's back, she never had the urge to kiss her boyfriend. Jian Yao said that you were not really in love at all, at most you just wanted to find a boy to play with you.

If you like someone, you want to touch him, kiss him, or even...him.

Lu Yan really wanted to kiss him now. She slowly moved her face towards him, as if eating forbidden fruit, and paused on his lips for a moment.

Her heart was beating loudly, but she still didn't dare to kiss her lips, so the kiss fell on the skin on the side of her mouth.

But she didn't know that Shen Kuo's nerves had become very fragile due to years of insomnia. As soon as she touched his skin, he immediately woke up and opened his eyes.

He lowered his eyes and saw Lu Yan closing her eyes tightly, leaning against his face and kissing him intently.

Shen Kuo's hand pressed the back of her head, moved her head slightly, and then pressed hard——

Lu Yan was caught off guard and was knocked out of her skin by him.

"!!!"

Shen Kuo's mouth is extremely skillful, skillfully opened, skillfully entangled...

"Rookie Yan" had received such in-depth training, and her whole brain exploded with a "boom".

Shen Kuo's hand fell on her vagina. Lu Yan finally regained consciousness and pushed Shen Kuo away. Due to inertia, she also fell down on the carpet.

"You...you are vile!" She covered her mouth with the back of her hand and looked at Shen Kuo resentfully, feeling angry and aggrieved: "Rogue!"

Shen Kuo stared at her deeply, grabbed her again, and this time pressed her directly on the sofa.

Lu Yan was really scared this time: "What are you doing, what are you going to do!"

Shen Kuo held her face, stared at her infatuatedly, and called her name: "Xiao Yan, you are finally back..."

Lu Yan struggled hard and shouted: "Look clearly, I am Lu Yan, I...I am not the person you are waiting for!"

Shen Kuo grabbed her hand and touched the side of his neck. Only then did Lu Yan discover that there was a less obvious tattoo on the side of his neck. Although the ink had faded, it could be vaguely seen that it was a rose.

shape.

"You do too, this is proof."

"What evidence?"

"Proof that you love me."

After he said this, he pulled away her order page with a "swish" sound.

"Hey you..."

Lu Yan stretched out her hand to cover it, and Shen Kuo made no further moves. He just stared at her white collarbone.

Under the collarbone, there was nothing but a thin layer of fair skin.

Shen Kuo looked at her collarbone with a confused look on his face: "How come there isn't..."

Lu Yan's tears oozed out and flowed into her hair from the corner of her eyes: "I was not her in the first place, you... bully others."

He bullied her.

Shen Kuo immediately got up from her as if he was struck by lightning. He had never been so flustered and confused.

Lu Yan felt extremely wronged, not because she was bullied by him, but because she liked someone but was let down. Her soft sobs turned into loud cries.

"I want to go home."

She cried and fastened the buttons haphazardly, turned around and ran towards the door.

Shen Kuo immediately caught up with her and hugged her from behind: "I'm sorry, I'm sorry Lu Yan, I'm sorry..."

He was so flustered that he said "I'm sorry" more than ten times in a row.

"Don't leave." He buried his face in the hair on the back of her neck and took a deep breath: "Xiaoyan, don't leave me."

Lu Yan felt his trembling and opened her eyes wide: "Shen Kuo, I am not Ouyang Yue. I don't rub sand in my eyes. If you can't give me complete love, I won't..."

"I give you."

Lu Yan thought she had heard wrongly and her whole body went stiff.

He leaned into her ear and said seriously: "I will forget the past."

If you forget, then I will forget too...

"Let's start over."

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Chapter completed!