It is said that love makes people blind, and lovers often cannot see the stupid things they do. Who said this in the first place, I forgot about it. It seems to be Shakespeare? I don’t know. In short, since the day we broke up,

For two days in a row, miraculously, my schedule was empty and I was idle at home with nothing to do.

She even wondered if the fact that she was dumped had become known to the whole world, and the ruthless capital had made way for her to recover from her emotional injury. She was specially given a holiday.

Occasionally, really occasionally. Occasionally, she was lying on the sofa at five o'clock, in the empty living room, and the wind chimes on the balcony were ringing. When she turned around, she seemed to see Nishino sitting next to her, curled up on the sofa with bare feet, and saw her looking over.

Smile lightly.

"What's wrong, Xiaoxiao, you don't want to read anymore?"

Nishino's existence was real, his voice, breath, smell, and temperature were all not like an illusion deliberately created by her absence. She could even touch her heart and swear that this was not an illusion. But what was the use of it.

Nishino left her, not in a real sense, but in the spiritual world. They were redifferentiated from a possible community into two people.

It was difficult for her to analyze whether all this had made the two of them better as Nishino said. Anyway, Wu Geng had been feeling depressed. From the perspective of frustration making people grow, this was indeed good for the body and mind.

Nishino's key is hanging behind the door, in the middle, in the most conspicuous place.

But Nishino's presence is everywhere in the living room, bedroom, bathroom, kitchen, and balcony. She is everywhere, but she has no place beside Wu Geng.

In fact, according to a more scientific statement, the human eye can see things only when it receives the light reflected by objects. Therefore, it was not Wu Geng who saw Nishino, but Nishino made Wu Geng see it. It was not Wu Geng who had hallucinations, but

Hallucinations caught up with her.

Then, Wu Geng fell on her side on the sofa with her knees in her arms. She thought something was definitely wrong with her. The symptoms were unclear. She had already begun to have random thoughts.

Although reality has happened, Nishino's breakup declaration is still echoing in Wu Geng's ears, but physically and psychologically Wu Geng finds it difficult to accept this result. In order to combat this cognitive dissonance between reality and self, Wu Geng had no choice but to read the

Find the answer in the book.

Then she just gets more and more confused.

The book told her to let go. None of this is important. What is important is the process, not the exact result. The final conclusion is that external things are unstable, and all gains and losses cannot be controlled by others. Expectations

Failure and disappointment are inevitable, and true peace can only be obtained from the heart.

But Wugeng doesn't want to become a Buddha, nor does she want to forget Nishino, or make her dispensable in her memories. She just wants to find a way out, or a place to hide, instead of falling into the memories of Nishino

I can't even climb out.

Her phone vibrated again, this time it was a call from Mai Mai.

Her cell phone rang dozens of times in the past two days. Fukawa, Hashimoto, Shiraishi, Nakamoto, and even Ikuta called twice.

I didn’t answer a single call at midnight. I was in no mood, had no reason, and had no motivation. It was very boring.

I waited until the vibration stopped before sending a message.

"fine."

Nothing means she is still alive. Every time she calls, she will send a message like this to say that she is safe. Several people in the Nian Shang group probably made an agreement, starting from 6 o'clock in the morning, they will call every hour in rotation.

I'm afraid I won't be able to think about it until midnight.

I don’t know how emotional and fragile they think Wu Geng is, how uncomfortable it is, and where the so-called love ranks, but Wu Geng still knows it in their hearts.

She wished she could be more depraved, the kind of depravity that could be seen through at once on the surface, such as overeating and gaining more than ten kilograms in a day, such as going out straight away with disheveled hair.

In this way, when we go to the practice room the next day, everyone will be able to notice that something is wrong immediately, and thus be a little cautious about Wu Geng's attitude.

Fukawa and Hashimoto were okay. They only said hello when they met. They were worried about the unpleasant memories of the previous two days, and they looked worried but they didn't say much.

But Ikoma, who had no idea about it at all, had no choice. He came over casually as usual and put his arm around his back. During the break, he raised his hand to greet Nishino to join the small group. He didn't notice the slight embarrassment on Wu Geng's face.

The single is about to be released, and as Nishino is one of the W-TERs, more topics will naturally revolve around her and Shiraishi, including subsequent publicity work, etc.

Wu Geng's complicated eyes kept falling on Nishino's face. She wanted to see some loneliness and sadness in Nishino's face. Unfortunately, there was none.

Of course Wu Geng didn't think that her weight in Xi Ye's heart was so small that she could adjust her state in just two days and forget about the whole thing. Wu Geng just thought about how Xi Ye wanted to be like this

It must have taken a lot of effort to appear unaffected.

"Xiao Xiao, why do you keep looking at Na-chan? You didn't even listen to what I was saying."

Ikoma's casual complaint made Wu Geng feel congested.

"No, I...sorry."

This time, Ikoma and others were surprised. They looked at each other.

Ikoma said, "I was just joking, Xiaoxiao, why are you apologizing?"

"..."

Wu Geng opened her mouth. What Ikoma said was right. Normally she should just confront him here, but it was rare to show weakness like this.

"Xiaoxiao probably didn't sleep last night," Xiye said with a smile to help her out. "When I came here today, I looked listless. Anyway, I was reading until midnight."

Nishino's guess was correct. There was a bit of day and night reversal in the past two days. She didn't want to do anything during the day, so she slumped on the sofa, waiting for meals. She couldn't sleep at night, so she could only turn on the light and read a novel. She lived a hazy life, and they broke up.

It was like an indigestible stone being swallowed into her stomach, which always made her feel uncomfortable.

"Is that so..." Ikoma looked a little doubtful.

"Just like what Nanase said," Wu Qiang said with a smile on his face, "I just went to bed early this morning, and I'm still very sleepy now. I... I'll go to the bathroom to wash my face and wake up."

Then, she hurriedly left the practice room as if running away.

Ikoma scratched his head and turned to Nishino inexplicably and asked.

"Na-chan, when did Xiaoxiao call you Nanase back?"

Nishino pursed his lips and said, "Isn't that what Xiaoxiao called me before?"

"Na-chan, are you..." Gao Shan hesitated for a moment, but still didn't finish his words.

"Is it something?"

"……nothing."
Chapter completed!